Say it out

自己 自己 我要做自己

我再也不想迁就别人了

我想用华语写部落格

没办法啊 英语不够好

要表达的感情事故没办法像想象中的那样细腻

所以最后还是决定在兴致勃勃的时候才用英语写吧
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星期五

今天在学校上课的感觉非常好

之前的我一定会哀怨为什么老师进班

总是唉声叹气的

今天的我很顺其自然地接受了

也没在那叽呱咕喱的抱怨

也许今天在学校做高级数学的时候

做得很快乐吧因为没遇见什么大难题

顺利地消灭全部问题了

今天同桌没来

不知道为什么 心情既然会那么好

不会寂寞 有高级数学陪伴我

还有与那些今年才认识的朋友相处愉快和融洽

有一位非常温柔美丽的朋友教我

艳福真的不浅呢

下课的时候与亲爱的逛逛班级

四处试探“民情” 交流交流

我可是在下课的时候四处窜的呢

交流完毕 回到班上

也许是一个坏消息 不知道我为什么没什么感觉

也许认为到时才算吧

那个所谓坏消息就是我们会依据成绩来排班

原本我们学校制度是中四的学生不需要再谝排班级

我的朋友们不是在担心成绩差的问题

而是在担心自己会不会跌到自己不喜欢的班

有那么一点的无奈

其实我也不想换到我不想的班

不管怎样 顺其自然 因为自己也改变不了什么

由于同桌没来 我旁边的位便悬空着

然后再由巧合之下 学生团长既然坐在我身边

其实也没什么 彼此是认识的 只是没那么熟而以

其实他人也没怎么样

不知道为什么自从他做了学生团长以后

似乎没那么开心 我很久没看到他那招牌的开怀大笑

听谣言说 他好像是与朋友的感情没那么的亲密了 疏远了

也许是因为他很忙吧 大家都没时间聊天

但是这样的友情 说真的 真的很脆弱

天世间又有多少的感情能经得起考验 还真的是少之又少啊

其实我们也没什么聊 因为不很熟吧

除了我教他做高级数学以外 顶多聊多几句话而已

在老师兴致勃勃教我们写作文的时候

在我们沉默的时候

他轻轻地唱起歌来

说起来 他的歌声真的还不错的

但这句话最后我也没说出口

不知道是不是我的错觉

他的神情很落寞

我在想 不管什么事

我也不了解事实的全部

不适当给与任何的意见与评语

但我希望他能快乐

比较适合他嘛

在接下来的时间

我想我们应该会相处得不错吧

考试要来临了 就在下一个星期

也许再不努力 我真的就会跌班了

但我听到考试真正的格式的时候 真的有一点要泪崩的感觉

但还是欲哭无泪了 抹掉所谓的眼泪

还是要提起精神继续努力读书

要不然那时候真的要抹眼泪了

Just wish me, friends.

Really no mood to study today even I know the exam is just around the corner. But whatever I do, I just cant concentrate on my study. I just try to relax. But maybe the way is incorrect. I just cant left my moody away. I just spent my whole day with doing non-sense things. I just didnt know how I spent my day and now it is 12:00 am already. Just feel very sad that I just like waste my time. Really, I will feel regret if my result is bad. Maybe I just felt I didnt know where should I start study first, especially I feel headache when I face Phusic and History. I just cant imagine how I will finish my all chapters without enough time. Who can help me become more active and energy in study? I just like lose all my faith to study. Maybe I should all fun I have now. So, all my followers and who always visit my blog, I felt so sorry for you cause I will less wirte post. So maybe wait 1 month later, hehe, sorry.

Wish me all the best, friend.
Hope I will get good result, friends, wish me and support me.
God Bless Me, thanks, Amen.

Appreciate

Thursday, 11:00pm

Back from tuition just now , just don't know why I am so emotion, I am so down. A busy guy kept busy talked over my ear, asked same non-sense question. It is better that he is not my boy friend or the boy admire, he kept ask what want to type in message and send to the*** . So I just sound like scold him but actually ot scold. I just hope he will not angey me. After he left, I listened song, I just want to let all my emotions left. I actually very unlike a person, very, very...But I cant express myself, I just cant do it. Whatever, I think we will never become best friend again even we was before. Well, I lost a friend, but is she didn't appreaciate our friendship. She broke our relationship, acyually not me only, she broke many friendship which she thought it is not important. She didnt know who is a good friend and who is bad friend. So, who will care about it? Maybe I should more concentrate on the friends who more care me. They are really good,hehe, arent they?

Bla Bla Bla talking my news

Oh my smurfs~~ Well, just learn for it. Change OMG to OMS. Really less write post already, haiz, exam ma. I just dont care what I wrote is wrong, I just want to express my feelings. Actually I gonna wacth The Johnny English Reborn which directed by Oliver Parker and the most main point is the cast - Mr Bean-Rowan Atkinson. He is funny and humour, man. But exam, exam , Exam. I want watch it after exam, after October, and it is at November, oms. Suddenly feel so tired and sad lol. I just cant have fun before November.

Some of my top class friends said that they havent start their study, but whatever what they said, maybe is lying. they told me that they will prepare their exam after this week is pass. Can I believe? Actually no, aiya, stress lol, final exam leh~! I just scare that my parents will disadppointed if I don't get pretty result. I know they care it so much. Whatever my dad always say try my best but after the result is came out then he will say:" huh? why didnt get A of this subject...?" or else. Lol, what I can say.

I am so thankful to SH who she said she only tell her secret to me overall without any left. yeah, I am feel full now. I am a good listerner, isnt me, I think so. Haiz, become lazy to make friend with another cause LAZY and SCARE. I experienced the horrible before when I maked friend with another. What the terrible it is. Enlala, blablabla so much, just dont know what I try to say. Blablabla, byebye la.

知足

告诉自己，知足，是最大的快乐。

All will be alright.

Welcome Friday, I always thank God it's Friday cause tomorrow will be weekend and I will enjoy my two days holiday. Everything seems alright after I finish my study in school today. Welcome weekend, I always love you so much because weekend will going to watch my favourite television programme, thanks God again. But....When all seems alright, my brian just keeps functioning and reminding than the exam just around the corner, it's on next month. The exam will going through a month, I just don't know how I will face and going through this. I just keep my positive minded and advide myself that after exam, all is over and over, actually not, cause we will more important exam, just not now, it will be next year. I keep advice myself that after examination, thrn my dreams, my travel is going to be start. My country- Esten Europe. Hey, bye world, everone who i loved, going to school now.

Rushing life

Trying say something over here? Well, actually nothing to say, but still keep tyoe some non-sense over here. Listening "Rolling In The Deep" by Adele and "Just Can't Enough" by Black Eyed Peas when I am keep rushing to write something here. It's 6:00 o'clock in the morning now, yeah, I AM SO TIRED. But what can do? Keep going to school, shouldn't I? Sometimes I am crazy for some 70' year's song, just like these days. I keep listening those song repeated. I just try to don't make you guys bore at here, but in such rushing time, what can I write over here? Fine, jusy want to inform that I will be so busy nowadays because rushing and busying for something. I will post more at weekend, maybe a time 6 post, I sometime is out of mind. I saw a few book so nice yesterday but the price is little too expensive, hope my mum will buy for me, just for learning. Okay, stop at here, is the time to go school, bye world, miss you world.

Random

Fine, the holiday is gonna to an end. Well, I know my study life is gonna begin. Okay, I know I will be more stress and depress cause the end- year examination is just left one month more but I will be test by 10 subject and all what I learn in form 4. Maybe I will be crazy for this.

Same as before I will always argue that study is so depressing and stress. But what I facing is going on. Well, stop on this topic, a boring topic. I went Jusco Balakong to watch Final Destinatin 5 yesterday with my brother. Yeah, I well know that I am under age and I can walked in the cinema, so what? The movie is digusting and horrible for me. But I think it will be better if I watched haunted movie. I will scream for my life. Before it start, has trailer about a haunter movie, it is so terrify and scary. So I keep remind myself that don't watched haunted movie if I am under age. If not I will run for my life.

Another movie my friends always call me go and watch, that is The Smurfs. My another friend told me that this movie is so lame and she didnt find interesting in this movie, maybe she is not understand what meaning is smurfs. Nowadays, my friends keep speaking Smurfs language such as I smurfs you mean I love you. I sweat.

These days I am watching a Korea movie "Secret Garden". I know it is a old movie but I watching now cause I scare myself will be fall in with the Korea movie. Well, I am. Okay, I just realize that this year is passing so fast and this year gonna end. Super fast, I felt and I say it out now. Bye World.

KLCC Book Fair & The Garden

Welcome September. I just realized that today is 1st of September. Well, actually what feeling I have? It just maked me remember that the exam is just around the corner, left one month. It just reminded me that my holiday is going to end and the school reopening. Okay, I miss holiday and need to wait next holiday which at November and December. Whatever, finished my end-year exam than I am free.

I spent my time with went to The Garden's Sushi Zanmai eat sushi and KLCC Book Fair.

Hmm, just like forgot took some more, never mind.

Went for the book fair and finished my savings with bought a song album with price RM195.

The songs really nice and free a lyris's book.

It have 10 cd with 230 songs.

I bought this cd, stationary and a book, thats all, finished my saving.

I just realized that I didnt buy many book, if last time, I sure bought more than 10 books.

Okay, end at here, I need to finish my tuition homework, if not, scold by teacher. Good night world.