~My world must full of colour~

13 December 2012

Primary school friend

11/12/2012 (Tuesday)

That day was the day I hang out with primary school's friends.

Before that day we met at the place where listen to the car lesson.

In the middle of the night, one of them called me to decide a small gathering.

Well, finally added up was 4 person.

One of them was really very annoying ( he want one of them not to go, what happened to them? only I know but I woudnt say it out)

Just ignore how the incident was going weird, just made a decision finally -> watch Twillight Breaking Down II

That day has came, I was super late to arrive Times Square to meet them cause traffic jam.

Before the movie, one of them have SMS to tell me that he bought couple seat tickets and asked me how? I think WHAT?! It means I need to seat one of them? Then I replied he that I will seat with the girl then he no reply, sounds really WEIRD.

Before 3pm ( the movie start) I have reached the Times Square, and one of them really wanted seat with gitl cause he think that couple boys were really WEIRD, but I just ignore cause I cant choose one of them, they're my good friends.

They were so funny that they often looked back to see me with another friend. I just smile and wanted to ask them what happened?!

How was the movie? At the beginning i quite boring actually and at the end the part of "fight" is interesting, we love to see fight.

That day' schedule : Sungai Wang -> Times Square -> Sungai Wang -> Lot 10 -> Pavillion -> Fahrenheit -> Lot 10 -> Sungai Wang -> Lot 10 -> Uniqlo -> Lot 10 -> Sungai Wang with the 5 inch high heels.

They made me dilemma and never gave a good suggestion, I brought them here and there cause they didnt know what they want. The time after the movie was horrible, we have our dinner at 6th floor in Sungai Wang, the foods are totally ruined my mood.

Tell you guys secretly that 6th floor has a man very handsome, maybe it's because of I kept looking at him and he looked back too, shy shy shy. IGNORE ME

They needed to go back at 730pm, I said goodbye tothem and found that they don't know how to go to the monorail station, weird la them.

After sent them, my mom come to fetch me, before we went back, she wanted to go Uniqlo and Lot 10, pity my legs...

After that we went to eat steamboat!

试验品

 
我们性格不一样  根本就是两个世界的人
如果说你可以改变 那你又可以为我改变多少呢
这样  不会辛苦吗
问题在于  你连开口的勇气也没有
我在疑惑  你要为我怎样改变你自己
你真的有毅力和勇气做到吗
这样  值得吗
 
我就是喜欢打扮、在潮流顶端的人
而你,总是安安静静、斯斯文文
也许你对我一身打扮会很困扰、疑惑,甚至无法接受
那就是因为我们是不同世界的人
 
如果你可以接受旁人看过来的眼光
如果你可以接受你女朋友被人过分关注
如果你可以接受你一切的不自在
如果你可以为我接受任何东西
如果你可以接受这一切
那么我会考虑
 
喜欢一个人就光明正大
我不喜欢在后面被人指指点点
我不喜欢你朋友大声嚷嚷而你却在一旁尴尬
你有勇气的话就说出来
你没勇气的话那你还说喜欢我什么的
你认为你有勇气和我走下去吗
 
我们真的没很熟
我们一切可以从朋友做起
适不适合是由时间来决定
不是我说了就算
所以 请你想好才决定
不要鲁莽做决定
因为 我不是试验品
 

12 December 2012

唠唠叨叨

这几天真是累死人不偿命,但是呆在家一整天都昏昏欲睡(其实是我自己没睡够)
但是每天出门我也累了,旅行的东西这个要准备那个要准备
衣服倒是搭配好了,只剩下零零星星的东西还未收拾,我自己也不知道要拖到几时
说起来我的包包还没买,因为我太挑剔了(市面上都是韩风路线,不大喜欢)
衣服搭配都配高跟鞋,想想下得改变主意,昨天的那场噩梦让我心惊胆跳
连续走那么几个小时脚已经长了那么大的水泡,心情也好不到哪里去啦
自己这次的装扮还真的是走成熟路线,不是很满意,但是还接受(谁叫自己将肥)
新相机买了却还没上手,想买iphone 5却迟迟才出,看来都是无法带着它一起去旅行了
今天是唯一一天可以在家那样的舒服休息,好让我那两只长了水泡的脚得以释放

话说看了有关西班牙当地历史的一部分资料,那些唯美的建筑物挑起了我浓厚的兴趣
西班牙,想必是一个热情奔放和拥有自由色彩的国家
旅行回来,是颓废后改苏醒的时候了
最近,都是抱着“到时才算”的思想过着我的烂漫生活
看来我无法再抱着这种不认真的态度继续前进(损友勿交,忽然想起我颓废的原因)
敲打部落各,是我做喜欢做的一件事,可最近的网速很慢,就少上来了

看来,某人已经忘了我们彼此的约定和承诺
我不想知道他到底有多忙或者早已把这件事忘得一干二净
既然他不珍惜我何必挽留,也许一切是我心甘情愿,他根本将它摆在心上
反正,他不是第一次了,我不想数他有多少次了
我们的界限,还是朋友,仅此而已

最近逛完街,晚餐都是吃火锅,有点吃腻了
可是我妈咪说不准腻,因为这不过是一个开始
话说我表姐将会在12月尾在金马王宫摆酒席,我又要为我的礼服困扰了
不过我一向来是妈咪的陪衬,我在后面为她挽裙子好了,请无视我吧

热情已退,我在想我是不是真的典型的双子座(我是花心的)
也许不该这么说,只是我认为不再为没有结果的事情努力吧
你可以说我没有恒心,没有耐心
我从来不会专注一些事情上面,没有事情可以牢牢地抓着我的心
只有一个我愿意真心付出和死心塌地的人,才能让我付出真心一生相随
说到底这也不算是一个坏处,我可以交好多新朋友

用钱如流水,钱包里的钱一天比一天的少
本人没上课就没收入,每收入就是一条死鱼
要找钱了,要不然在家当宅女吧(我才不甘心呢!)

如此颓废的生活,不知还可以过得多久
如此无忧无虑,好希望这是我的永久
享受是人生乐趣,上天快点倾听我的心声
降下一位又帅又有钱又有本心的家伙给我吧(做梦太多了)

亲爱的朋友们就别怪我没约大家出去,我还真的忙得无法抽身
如想约在下的话就请预约,我会尽量配合大家的,谢谢

好啦好啦,唠唠叨叨,谢谢各位倾听我的苦水,咱就下一个帖子再见,祝大家有美好的一天

 

10 December 2012

友情

 
 
 
如果友情需要有人来抓紧维持  那么为什么是我主动  不能换你吗?





 

累了





深夜里  我想我累了  可我不想睡  谁在扰乱我的思绪
 
*你没勇气,那你就没资格说喜欢我




 

花心的男生

 
无法明白为什么要与他纠缠下去
知道这是一个没结果的结果
知道这一切不过是甜言蜜语
应付他就快用透所有说话的力气
很清楚他是什么样的人
为什么他要这样
也许很多人都像他这样
遇上我
也许他会很挫败吧
我是很理智的人
只是会在暗地里 笑笑一番
将就足够了
这样的相处方式
就是男生的本钱 
扩大交友圈的一种方式
 
 
有人喜欢
当然会开心会心软
心软不代表喜欢
有时会搞乱这种感觉
如果一个男生不会为自己付出改变
他算是什么男生
算是什么喜欢你的男生
还没得到都不愿意改变
得到了还不是一个大男人主义的男生
没有一个女生会喜欢花心的男生
 
就算现在对喜欢自己的人没有感觉也好
我相信日久生情
我相信自己是会被感动而不是心软
如果像他一样的男生
还是劝自己别一头栽下去
要不然会很难抽身
不知道会有多辛苦

 

07 December 2012

自由

 
键盘是最适合用来写部落格
手指在键盘上飞舞,每一个敲打的感觉是快乐的。

假期了,高考结束了,就这样毕业了
暂时还没有怀恋,在呼吸自由的空气,在享受解脱的奔放
我已经忘了有多久,如此没有束缚般地做每一件自己喜欢的事
现在深夜里,电视在播着电视剧,而我在这里写部落格

近日来不是看戏,逛街,吃饭和睡觉,就是赖在床上看僵尸小说
过着颓废的自由生活

今天有点不同,就是和SKY一起去我妈咪的公寓游泳
两个小时里,我们聊了很多心事
已忘了我们有多久没像今天那样,为所欲为的打开心扉说亮话
我们彼此都很想念在一起的时光
呵呵,话说再次看见他弟弟,已经长高了很多,还有声音变低沉了,青春期呢
这一我没拍到照片,我可没那么笨呢
把自己湿滴滴,头发都贴在脸上的照片
放上网来
要看的话,跟我一起来游泳,一起看大家的丑像,做人要公平嘛

游了泳,在旁有个小小的游乐场
SKY说很有童时回忆
我们荡荡秋千,过后我躺上栏杆上
横躺在上面,看着满是乌云的天空,可惜呀,没有月亮,没有星星,只有卫星
可惜实在是在太小,我们有聊不完的话题
要不然静静的聆听风声,看着天空,多写意浪漫
最后要谢谢SKY的甜甜圈,他说是她婆婆做的
甜甜圈配上细砂糖,很有儿时的味道

明天是学校的晚宴呢,我的"明天才算"派不上用场了
我可还没选裙子,裙子其实不需要买
我妈咪可有很多晚礼服,可是我塞不进那些像婴儿服般的礼服
算了吧,到时才算

还有一个星期就要去西班牙了,好兴奋
我一定要好好享受西班牙人的热情,西班牙著名建筑师高迪的童话似的建筑物
光是看他的历史和照片都挑起我浓浓的兴趣,像极嗜血的吸血鬼


30 November 2012

School's life ♥

Last 2 days

Before I went to school
 
*ps:1)  I have many best friends till I couldn't put who as my 1st place in my bottom of my heart, so please don't upset that you're in the below of the list.
2) If you want the romantic feeling then click the "play" on the music player ^^
 
Shwu Huey
 

She is my best friend ever, I love her more than I love my puppy (a weird description?) I just want to tell that I really appreciate her. She is a girl who would scarifice something just to make the people around her happy, that's what I think. We met since F1, even we study in different class, but sometimes she came to my class to fnd me, actually almost everyday. She made birthday card for me, she gave me her 2nd kiss for me,  she was the person very punctual when we hang out, she always make me laugh. I remember all the time we spent together - shopping, sing k, study and tuition. She is the best for me. I really want to see your smile everyday, you're such that energetic.

Jiawen ♥
Yeah, we met many years ago, 5 years. She is the one who left many photos on my phone. She always agree my opinion (really?) She very talkactive I think. We're not that closer but we have celebrated birthday of each other, we hang out, we watched movies, we sing k and we tuition. I just realised that we have so many memories. Thank you for be a part of my life. Hope we can keep in touch forever.
 
Ching Yee ♥
 
 
I just realised that we took that little of photos, who called you absent that day?! You are the one who I spent a lot of my time to made your birthay card since F2/3? She is the one who will listen to my words and take care of my feeling. I'm glad that she has changed to a better person. Before that she was very queit and didnt say much, she only listen to people.I remember how I advice her not to cut her hair short, the time we listen to each other and she hold me like little girl. Hope you will happy always.
 
Karmen ♥
 
 The moment I post your photos and the computer lack, what it means? I remember you always come to me when we were F3, come to me to borrow my homeworks, haha.We are close F4 cause you're sit beside me, unbelieveable. The most thankful thing is you bring me to your gang, they become a group of my best friends too. I think I hang out the most with you guys this year, do you glad that you have replece some of them in my heart? We will argue some times just because of our superstar. You should appreciate that I always didnt let you become Ninja Ho, I always take care of your feeling. One thing to tell, please dont eat Korean food next time when we hang out. If not I bring you guys eat British and Irish food next time.
 
Sin Mei ♥
 
I couldn't believe that we're that closer cause I never know you much before and I thought you're " beauty of the Ice" You can such crazy with me when I talking somehing "under age". I couldn't believe that you can call me darling,baby and kiss me, hahaha. You're my pretty and clever friend. I really like you case you look very pretty sometimes. We have so many similarities. We chat in the middle of the night, we sleep lately and wake up after noon and we talked about the hair colour. I couln't believe that you want to dye yor hair purple. I think I can know you more in the future.
 
Hui Shze  ♥
I love your rosy and pinky skin, actually you're pretty and cute. The first time we exchange our birthday's present, I love your present the most. I remember I made you be scolded by Zee Yi cause you were talking when we're study. You're just like mother, always tweet something useful in our life. I really wat to tell you, you're the only one who can argue and compete with me. Let's keep argue on twitter forever.
 
Zee Yi ♥
 
Hey, the one I thought you're the most hardworking and focus on your study, the one who will beat me when I made noice, the one who always talk about money. I stated "I thought" means I'm wrong. You are only focus only on the subject you can afford, you only beat me when you want to concentrate and you also talked about X-factor. We spent most of our times together on study. Hope we can know each other more in future.

Ming Li ♥
Top student of the school, I'm proud of you. Don't know why I'm so understand you, is it because you tell me all the things or you too simply to look through? But I'm glad to know you that more. I couldn't give you that many advice and consolation but what can I do just listen on you. I always have so many idioms for you but they're in chinese version. “感情,不是爱得够深,就会有回报”
“在爱别人的同时,回头看看,还有很多人爱着你” “ 有时放下不是放弃,而是让自己可以冷静和回顾回忆”

Li Ling ♥

You're very sensitive and we cannot play joke on you. I think that you sould learn the way we talk cause we're always play joke. You should learn to diffrenciate which is the joke and reality, I think you would be more humor and can be a part of us. Don't be so serious and you will be happier. I love to talk travel and shpping's topic with you. Ouch, you have promised that bring something to me from Thailand, don't forget yo.

Hui Yin  ♥

I didn't know you very well cause you didn't talk that much, you always keep your things and secrets in your heart. The thing I know you is just that you look weak but actually you're not. You have your dreams and own opinion. I wish what you paid will bring you success in life.

Jung In ♥
You're one of the person who have made me laugh the most and feel speachless. I don't know whether you don't care how people look you or this is one of your characteristic. You always do something that attract people to look at you. ( you sing loud in the class and hug people suddenly)
Only advise for you not every people like somone hug him/her cause they're shy enough. Don't be that naive and should grow up ( dont close your eye when see people kissing on the screen) I know you like art, just keep moving on, don't give up.

Khai Yuet ♥

Your first impresion to me is you're very arrogant, but now I know you that you're not. You have 3's friends then you don'twant me anymore, I'm heartbroken. Pay back for my heart. I miss the moment we go to swimming pool and only two of us went to sing K. Two of us, so nice. You can drive me somewhere now cause you have promised, hahaha. So let's go to swim!

May Suet

The way I want to call you is "sopor" cause you always act crazy. Seriously, I love your smile and your laugh. I always feel energetic from you. Remember the moment we went to tuition every Thursday and thank you for my birthday's present. I appreciate it. I wish you all the best in your life and smile always. The best thing is our friendship forever.

Chin Wen ♥

We're that closer for many years ago, don't know when we become that far even we still keep in touch. I think we're that tatic and always can know each other well, even can know what we're actually thinking ( do you still remember we tuition... ) I think this is very rare for us. I hope we can back to before and be friend forever.

Che Mun

We're that closer when we're in F1, now? I don't know but I believe that we're still good friend. You're very talkactive and brave to know people. I always believe that you're smart just you didn't put efford. One thing to advice, don't tell your stuff to everyone that you don't know, you may get hurt sometimes. I hope you have better life in future.

Lei Hui  ♥
Hey, the boss of the killer ( boss of toilet?) We know each other for 4 years. Thank you for always fetch me to LM. Dont always dreaming to become boss aymore. I really like to talk with you sometimes, cause some of your words would made me feel speechless and laugh. Hope our friendship stay forever.
  
Tuck Yoong
 
Hey my dear, always call other people dear. I love the moment we sit together every morning. For me, I only know you're hardworking, believe that what hard work you have paid would be get back, be faith on yourself.  We can't sit together every morning again, I only hang out with you few times, want for more, you can fetch me, hah.
 
May Xien ♥
 
Halo, I only know you not that deep, why?We're together few years but I don't know you well, haiz.
I think it's your problem cause you don't want to tell me, haha. I guess you know me better caue I'm the one always speak it loud and I think I will always make you feel speechless. 
 
Chi Xian
Hey, we met 5 years ago in F1E. You're that cute and lovely. The moement we celebrated someone birthday (of course me and yours too) and the present you gave me I will always remember. Thank you for make my life better. I wish you may you dream come true and be a pretty girl in future!
 
Wei Hong
Someone said I always announce wrongly your chinese name but I was get used with it, I think you wouldn't mind right? Bee, we been hang out few times and celebrated each other birthday together. I really like the birthday card you guys made last year. I remember you have drew a bear for me, the bear really really cute and beautiful. Wish that our friendship will last forever.
 
Jing Ying
First words I want to tell you is "OMG, you're so slim, please eat a lot." hahaha, the moment when I want to type about yours, I refreshed my memory about your pictures with singlet. Heyhey, nice to meet you actually and we did not spent much time together but I believe we would in future. (We can call Shwu Huey fetch us,aha) Your smile is sweet so please smile more, if you want to laugh also can.
 
Anita
Hello, at first, I want to tell you that my English really weak so please forgive me if I "type" wrong and just ignore it. My first impression to you is you're very shy and quiet but I know I'm totally wrong when I met you in class. 2 years we same class but I think we do not talk much ( have more than 50 words?) but I'm glad to meet you cause you're friendly.
 
Jun Hao 
Hahaha, you very suprised that I tag you? Actually we have met for 4 years but not that deep but I think it's enough. We always talked about study but I want to tell you that I'm not that pro as what you think, kay? I think I'm just lucky, I think your SPM's result maybe better than me as I didn't put much hard work, sigh. Hope we still can meet after graduated la.
 
Mr Brian
Don't know why I want to call you Mr. Bian, maybe it's because of your fanpage? A big fan Korea' popstar. I started to know you like to type blog but mostly is about Korea stuff. Actually it's boring for me cause I'm not a Korea fangirl.(forgive me>.<) but I still read your blog la...We started closer only in this year, hope we have chance to hang out more!
 
VIP
Hello Phang Juin ( I hope your girl friend wouldn't mind we took photo together><) or penguin. You said no more penguin but VIP. I think it's funny to call you VIP. If someone ask about that then what should you tell? VIP to give back buku teks,ahaa? Between, nice to meet you and you're really friendly.
 
Carmen
I remember how the days we spent together, you such that crazy. I like to listen the way you sing and express your own feeling. Even we only stay together few months, but I appreciate all of these. Hope you can continue the way you crazy your life and laugh always.
 
Yu Qian
First time to express your chinese name, I think this is better. Always lied to me that you would inbox me your phone number since two years ago. I have gave you phone number but you didn't sms me, you hurt me.TT...I don't think you will see this cause you don't on for FB for a long period of times.
 
Wan Ting
Thank you celebrated my birthday together for few years and your presents too. I'm older than you but I always like to call you my big-sister. We will always remember our each birthday.
 
Mei Ying
We only same class when we're F3. I know you're person that hardworking and serious. That much I know about you, & I know where's your house!
 
Khai Yee 
What the similarities between us is we went to Anwar's class together, best tuition memories I have there. " You stupid or you crazy or what?" and the way he laugh always make us smile. On the another and still remember that Ching Man thought I was you and called me Kahi Yee, that's super funny. I think we can be sister-in-law.
 
Wei Lynn
See your smile we know you're very friendly and crazy. You're that cute actually.
 
Alicia
You have the best result of the school, proud of you ( All girls proud of you) A mature and undertsanding girl with a baby face look.
 
Aiyen
I always heard your laugh filled the class, why you can so happy everyday? You're the happiest person I ever meet.
 
Zi Hui
I don't know you much and only words I can say is wish you all the best in future and you can stay forever with your dear forever.
 
Lay Geok
Do you know the way you laugh? I can differenciate it without looking at you. Of course, we sit together for a year. Still like blue and sport? Please be girly a bit, hahaha.
 
Yan Jing
I think you're still shy and you're very friend to Lay Geok that make me less talk to you
 
Eileen
Hohoho, a clever girl and always laugh all the way
 
Sue Ann
Gambateh yo in your future's life
 
Yi Ling
Talk with you is very funny cause you always make me laugh
 
Jasmine
A girl who talk very smoothly and lovely.
 
Wei Ying
A girl very hardworking and love sea
 
Tiffany
A girl very pro in English
 
Ivan 
A boy very friendly and brave ( cockroach)
 

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