Vent!

I need to vent all of my unhappy and stess feeling.
-You can see on the last posts that the guys have made me lost mood.
-The history teacher keep give us a lot of works, I just keep rushed for her works and my hands felt tired.After few hours also can felt the waery of my hands. But her works still got a lot. She said:" No pain, No gain."
- I have a sleepless night yesterday, I think Im just slept for 3 hours.
- The unknown stress is around me, maybe is the exam around the corner, maybe I really lack of confident on myself, maybe is the family issues and maybe is because of the oral tests in school.
- I need to do so many Mathematic corrections.
- I lost to someone and I feel uncomfortable, you know I am victory.
- A lot of trouble around me, I can't accept and solve it. 

Boring friends

Haiz, I felt excited yesterday when sleep because my friends will come to my house.
I imagine how the activities will go on.
Thought all of this and cause me felt insomia.
The next morning, means today, I just felt a feeling with them "boring".
Yes, they came to my house and I brought them to look around in my house.
I served them a lot of food and drinks and they started to eat.
When they eat, I prepared the mike for them to sing.
Because they were eating and I  started sing first.
When all of them finished all their food and whatever drinks.
They just looked on the television but don't sing but they took the mike.
I asked them to sing many times but they just keep talking to eah other but didn't want to sing.
I just realised that they will sing when they have paid for the fees.
I lost my mood and all of us don't know what to do.
Some of them talking, playing games in phone and one of them fall in sleep.
OMG, what I wonderful imagination is ruined and they really boring.
Not out of two hours, they called their parents to fetch them back.
In my imagination that we will take photo but after that I didn't have mood anymore.

Haiz, I don't know what can say.

小幸福？

 

今天的心怦怦的跳， 抓不清什么感觉。
懵懵懂懂的看着电视，讨厌这不踏实的感觉。
也许我隐隐约约知道我过着如此不充实的生活，虽然简单的过生活也是一件小幸福。
这个小小的幸福，我不知道如何搓摩。
可是我想不到让自己更实在开心的感觉，我没那份动力？
假期只剩两天，那区区的两天，我的旅程又要开始了。
不知道从几时开始，我开始非常依赖这懒散的生活 。
虽然这懒散的生活还是要结束，人生的路始终要走 。
刚才发生了小小的插曲，真的以为事情会顺利，但是原来不是。
事情原来变得好好的，过后又峰回路转，似乎又变得一样糟了。
事情真的跟我不是很大的关联，但是还是有一点的关系。
最后这两天，我该怎么样？
搓摩这小小的幸福？还是换个方式让自己充实快乐些？
这几时也变得如此重要？如此值得思量？