New ipad

Hehehe, hihi everybody! I am trying use The new IPad which bought today to write my blog, kinda excited right?
It is so useful to me as I use wifi to online in home.
It put beside me while I am doing my revision, I can use it to find some information about my study and some more I can online FB and Twitter anytime I want.
I think I can control myself not to online and switch it every minute, haha.
I told my mum it can help me a lot in my study and she let me bring it into my bedroom, actually I haven't start to use it for my homework yet.
Whatever, if I have felt bore on online Fb abd twitter I will really try it on my study, but now... Hmp.. You know what I meant, haha.
I felt that I prefer the destop's keyboard more then this touch screen' s keyboard.
IPhone 5 is available in Celcome store now but not Apple store, I really want to get it now but I don't like the Celcome service some more its package are a bit expensive.
Today is a Mooncake Festival and I have my dinner in my grandmother's house just now.
I felt so excited cause I can wisit my baby dog - Waiwai cause it is in my grandmom there.
OMG, it is kinda cute now, his fur is growth so fast and it look like a ball now.
It just look like as cute as the dog in the movie "Bait"! They are same type of dog what - Pomerinarian ( don't know I have spelling it wrong or not )

Colourful desert

I want it so much!

All about 1D!

Wakaka, my Harry!

 

New wallpaper of 1D

 

These two so cute!

 

The comic version of Live While We're Young

 

"Look what I found @onedirection outside a Starbucks!!" -Olly Murs

 

The boys recently did a photo shoot. My oh my.

 

the cds are being packaged and ready to ship to fans all over the world!

M2M - The Day You Went Away (Lyrics)

I am so addicted with this song nowadays, damn nice♥

误会3

为什么等我写了这么伤人的部落个才愿意回我，搞到我现在真的有点无地自容。
你知道吗，我一直等待你的回复，等待你的一句“我明白了”我才能真的释怀
因为从来没有一个朋友这样说过我，所以我才会那么紧张。
等待，真的是最漫长的事。
我也忘记我自己开了多少次推特（除了tweet 1D我都没那么勤劳过）和部落格，就为了看你有没有复我。
但是等待的结果是徒劳的，我又信息你，你又没复我，所以到傍晚我就生气了。
生气你不复我，生气你没给我一个答案，就这样死得不明不白（忘了说多少次了，哈哈）
所以到了晚上，我就写了一个很残忍的帖子，是因为我真的在生气。
我不是生气你误会我，只是因为简单的“为什么你不复我”
误会，我尽量去向你解释，毕竟你不是故意，所以我一点也没生气
你看看现在，又是我在等你的回复了，你怎么就是将喜欢让我等？（该不是上辈子我没兑现我的承诺，让你等了上辈子，这辈子让我等你？）
你是几时才看了我的部落格？该不会是残忍的那一篇吧？
那你真的要原谅我了，我是很生气才会写我真的很生气你，才会大言不惭。
因为你不复我的行为却没人能够理解，我们大家都不知道你在想什么...
只要你明白我之前说的话不是你之前所想那个意思就行了
只要你现在真的没生气就可以了
一切我都可以不计较，不记得
我们都像鱼嘛，不是吗？
你知道吗，今天在UCSI看到一个和你很像的人
嘴巴小小，眼睛长长大大，鼻子高高，还有婴儿小肥的脸
最像的是，她跟你嘟嘴的时候一模一样的叻
我和鱼都在喊：“你看，跟慧恩一模一样叻，不过慧恩比较瘦。”
世界那么小，搞不好你和他有什么渊源都说不定
下次我们可以再去那么撞下他，看你觉得像不像。

 

28/9/2012

今天是晴朗的一天，我班的鱼约了我去UCSI 读书。*飞，如果你有来就好了，你知道吗？UCSI外面的珍珠奶茶买2送1，如果我们三个人，就可以买了。再加上你可以听我讲心事，我也让鱼不由自主地讲了心事。

教鱼Bio真的有点“闲”，除了是因为Bio很闲，还有没有人像凌那样一直问问题。但是还是很庆幸的复习了2个chap! 虽然没有很仔细，但是已经足够了，再家一定不会读那么多。在UCSI看看，没有帅帅和美美的金发外国人。除了遇到一些康乐的旧学生还有遇到一个很像我们班的人，不过我不想提。

从鱼那边得知，我很开心因为你们全部都明白我，我希望是真的如此（迟点再找你们对证）飞，那时候某人tweet了一个tweet,你就tweet了“那个混蛋是谁”，呵呵，你有没有一点后悔呢？

忍耐是需要一个界限，我忍耐的能力有一个底线。
当然，我从来不会特别忍耐谁。
对我而言，忍耐是我不发脾气的时候，而不是我压抑自己去迁就任何一个人。
昨天的我是自我检讨，今天早上的我是吞声忍气。
与相处了那么多年的朋友都相安无事，我也从没那么忍声吞气过。
得到的是什么？连一个答案都没有，我想我真的要学“阿娇”的那句话 - 我真的很傻

谢谢朋友们的关心，我已经忘记了我有那么屈指可数的几次心情不好在这里发泄，通常是考试考不好或则是家人的争吵，这一次是第一次。我真的没什么问题，因为我知道你们是支持我的，明白我的。


浪费了那么多的时间全因为这件事,你应该明白我为什么会生气，你真的明白吗？

误会2

无论你刚才看到了我的博文了没有，但是我还是不会去删改刚才说的那些话
不是我认为自己的看法是对的还是有别的意思，而是我说一就一，说了二就是二，会为自己说过的话负责任。
显然我在写多一个帖子给你是因为 - 一觉醒来以后觉得自已的语气也许对温柔的你强硬了一点，毕竟你不是故意还是特地误解我的话还有生我的气
不过对于话被人误解还要被接受排斥的感觉真的不好受，而且你在推特还真的有完全误解我的成分并且被莫名其妙的冤枉了，有着躺着也中抢的感觉，毕竟我想说或则表达根本不是那一回事。
虽然也许他们真的了解我不是那个意思，也许你身为当事人有不同的角度或看法，才造成今天这个荒谬的误会
如果我的语气真的不够好，或则你听了不舒服的话，毕竟你也是受害者，我跟你说一声不好意思。
有些话就是要摊出来讲才会明白之间到底有没有误会，也许我真的谢谢你的坦诚，不管是你为了发泄还是别的原因而写了那个推特，要不然也许无法亲自解开这个误会
当然，如果你真的无法接受我是真的那个意思的话，也没关系，只要他们明白就好
而且也谅在我为这件事纠结这么久，花了2-3个小时为了这件事也在努力辩解
如果你真的释怀的话，这件事就当扯平手。

请相信我，真的不是那个意思。

误会

唉，今天感到特别的无奈...
 “某人”误解了我的话，而我不想向他解释些什么，都说明了是误解
是我英语太烂还是被对号入座
可是无端端被人冤枉，感觉上有点不爽
我现在不是恶人先告状，也不是我在扮可怜
心里很不舒服的我觉得还是要在这里解释一下
也无可否认，我真的不认为我的个性和性格有什么问题，我做朋友算是好相处、圆滑。
跟我相处了几年的朋友从来都没有过什么怨言，他们一致认为我是最好相处、没脾气的人
为什么现在会出现状况？
有时忍耐是需要界限 况且我从来也不擅长忍耐别人
在朋友圈子里 我是有话就直说 从不会为了讨好某人而忍声吞气
我说话或言语之间从来不会放暗箭，除非那人我不屑这么做

这个是从我发表过的文章载取下来，也是我认为会被误会的地方，不过我那篇文章很短。

If I get the bad result, would I regret that that day I didn't want the whole paper from my friend?
“如果我拿到坏成绩，我会不会感到后悔因为没看到朋友得到的整份考卷？”
ps: 这一句应该很明白吧，里面没有一丁点该被误会的成分

Am I will regret that why I'm so selfish that didn't want to look that paper, HAVE WHOLE ANSWER THERE!
“因为我的骄傲/清高/爱面子而不去看那考卷，我会不会后悔？因为那里有一整份答案！”
ps: 这一句很明显是在骂我自己，如果我考到烂成绩，那是因为自己的清高

What I was telling to myself that time is:" I CAN'T DO THAT, I GOT THE TIPS ALREADY!" IT'S NOT FAIR TO OTHERS." but who care?
“当我知道有整份考卷以后，我告诉自己，我不可以那样做，因为我有贴士了。这对于那些没拿到考卷的人不公平。”但是其实有谁在乎？=〉
ps: “谁在乎”的意思是说-拿到整份考卷了，没人会理公不公平，当然先自救啦。当然如果是我真的要看的话，我当然不会理别人公不公平。这一句是我自己的心理状态和对这件事的看法，这一句，我没责怪过任何人。


 I felt so shork that day and just really want to shout it loud:" IGNORE that stupid paper, write what you have study, what you have know!"
当天我真的感到很惊讶，我努力压抑着自己对自己说：“不要理那份愚蠢的考卷，自己已经有读了，就答那些自己会的。”
ps: 从这里的语气可以知道，我在劝自己不要看那份考卷，虽然自己真的很想看。后面的那一句，只是在加强说服自己的理由）

总合起来，我真的看不到里面有一句责怪的成分，有的话麻烦跟我讲一下，不要责怪我的愚钝。还是难道真的是我的英语太烂，真的让人匪夷所思。而且我从没说过你的答案不是自己找来的，我也没有责怪你什么，这不过是我个人对这件事的坚持和看法。如果你真的无法认同我的话，那这件事就算了，我也不强求什么，这不过是我为我自己辩解的机会，为我的立场表个明白。

这时候是我应该有脾气了吧，真的无法忍受，从来都没朋友这么说过。当然我自我认可的态度是很高的，从我广阔的交友圈子，我很明白自己的为人处世的态度和交际的手法。不过很谢谢你，不爽就该说出来，要不然我无法检讨自己。就是因为一直检讨，所以我才可以与这么多不同性格的朋友相处的泰诺自然，从来不会有问题。

 

Class photo ♥

Our class photo ♥
The best photo we're ever have, it's just amazing.
I am the one who beside the "5"S1's logo and sit in the front row no 2 counted from right hand side who wear spec and raise my hand with a "yeah" posture.♥
It's so nice if it put in the school magazine, I'm so proud be the top class of the school and having them in my two high year school's life.
I wish that our class shirt also as nice as this photo, at least better than 5S2.
I think they're just challenging us by write " 2 is better than 1" on their cloth, I hope I think too much, but sounds like.

与表哥的对话

我跟表哥之间的对话：

 

我：听说了你的事...对于这件事我真的感到很难过...虽然和你不是很亲，也忘了我们多久没见面了，但是还记得小时候你逗过我玩耍。
我真的不知到该说些什么，但是我真的希望你能坚强和乐观。我不怎么会安慰人，但是我想说请你一定要勇于面对，你有妈妈，姐姐和弟弟爱着你的人，所以一定要努力，他们的心也很难过伤心。虽然我说这些话可以很容易，要你做到确是很难，你的痛苦我不知道，但是我会每日祈祷希望你平安无事，健健康康，快快乐乐。不管为了自己还是为了谁，一定要振作努力，我会支持你的。加油=）♥

表哥：谢谢你雯雯，说来真的很久没见，谢谢你。我沒有事是身体机器出现了一些毛病，我会好好照顾自己，谢谢你的关心，等表哥好了再找你。

我：真的没事吗？希望是真的没事，一定要好好加油！等你好了我们一起聊天 =）

过后的会再跟新...

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together - Taylor Swift (Ebony Day Cover)

Taylor Swift's version is good and energetic.
But actually I prefer this version by Ebony, this one soft and had more meaning.
It makes me so relax. Thumbs up with this!

表哥

今天心情不是很好了，应该是因为SPM越来越逼近的原因吧？感觉上就好像读不完所有课程，自己的目标能达到吗？一回到家又听到表哥的不好消息，心情真的不是很好。

表哥患了不知名的病，看了十多个医生却也还没诊断出来。他身上有一个“小球”之类的不知名物体跟着血液浮走，有时在手，有时却在胃。近来他忍不到剧痛只好到同善医院花RM3000去照X-ray。医生只是一句：“要等化验报告，暂时不要接近，费事细菌感染。”虽然事实必须是如此，可是我感觉到向雪上加霜和袖手旁观，但是也却只能爱莫能助。

我跟表哥不是很亲，因为他大我整20年，彼此又不是住的很近。只依稀记得小时候他会逗我玩和喂我吃东西。这样回想却也不知道已过了多少年，在新年的时候有时都未能见上一面，因为表哥很勤劳做工。表哥没什么读到书，只好靠一股蛮力和干劲去找钱，找到的钱却也不是很多。

表哥家里也很穷，一家十多口就住在两间公寓套房里，说起来他的家只是我家的一半。之前二表哥遭遇跌断脊椎骨，过后花了一笔钱就医好了可是却损失了工作。现在大表哥却又不知道有什么病，听说老婆走人了，有孩子要养，又要供楼供车，真的是苦不堪言。

爸爸妈咪和那些亲戚打算凑钱给他们一家人，我爸比妈咪出RM800,我打算自己捐RM100（我的储蓄只有RM500++,之前RM 5000+拿去买股票了）妈咪爸比说现在只是开始，等他要真正医病的时候就会要花很多钱，到时再给也不迟。

虽然我们不是很亲，但是我听到了也很心痛。表哥竟然没钱医病，在饱受折磨才逼不得已去看医生。自己忽然傻傻的又一股冲动要当医生，让我的亲戚全部免费看病。当然要当医生是一个很大的责任，必需要有心理准备。我还是想像就算，表哥的命运真的很坎坷。

我们又不能去探望他，在面子书上，我打算留言鼓励他，却迟迟还没想到要写什么。打好了一行行的字，却又一个一个字的删除。我是一个很好的聆听者，很好的劝导者，却不是很好的安慰者。我真的不知道要如何安慰和鼓励他，才能让他感到释怀和坚强。

看回表哥的照片，才30+岁的他，不知道何时变得憔悴了那么多。为了生活而奔波，为了孩子老婆而努力，却也没得到老天爷的眷顾，患上怪病。我衷心希望那只不过是小病一场，很快他就会康复了。

他是一个沉默寡言的人，我父母说的，喜欢将所有不快乐的心情和情绪收在心里。只是依稀的我记得他很爱笑，但是回忆已模糊，也许是我记错。只是待他康复以后，我一定找他讲多多话，只是不知道有没有机会。

每日祈祷他早日康复，健康快乐。

Bio paper, moral paper and Chemistry Paper 2

Haizzz, I am feeling so tired now! I want my BED! I made "love letter" again for my friend, good friend. It just a simple card, I wrote something inside to express my "love" to her. Hope she appreciate it! Nowadays only listen to this song - Live While We're Young by One Direction, don't know why so addicted with it.

Today I think can get my Bio paper, moral paper and Chemistry Paper 2. What I worry is Bio paper, I hope I can at least get A- for the paper because it is my favourite subject! A bit sweat that my marks of  Phy paper 1 objective is higher than Bip paper. Bless bless blesssss me! Go school now, off!

男孩

 

身边一直有个很好的男孩  虽然也许可能他不是我理想的人

但是  他很好  很礼貌  还有很可爱的微笑

不知道从几时开始  我们开始从平行线有了交集

也不知道何时开始  他开始和我说话了

在这一方面  我一向是被动  但是我不是内向

被点着了话题  我可以是源源不绝也不会感到尴尬

就这样  忘了彼此的眼神接触  也不会感到脸红  很自然的微笑了

喂，男孩  很高兴认识你噢

 

Chemistry's result today!

Ohhh, woke up at this damn early morning. I only slept for 3 hours, don't ask me why, I lazy to tell cause 10 more min I need go to school. I want express what I am trying to say. I am feeling comfortable at this early morning cause have a bath just now, whoohoo!

What I am trying to tell is I will get my CHEMISTRY's result today, OMG. I am not confident! If I get the bad result, would I regret that that day I didn't want the whole paper from my friend? Am I will regret that why I'm so selfish that didn't want to look that paper, HAVE WHOLE ANSWER THERE! What I was telling to myself that time is:" WE CAN'T DO THAT, WE GOT THE TIPS ALREADY!" IT'S NOT FAIR TO OTHERS, but who care?

I just how to say that? I felt so shork that day and just really want to shout it loud:" IGNORE that stupid paper, write what you have study, what you have know!" OMG, will I regret today? I hope I can get the better result today, 1D and God please bless me all the best. Bye!

One Direction - Live While We're Young

Hey, I want to share the stuff about One Direction again!♥
I woke up in this early morning and online on Facebook and gonna shout OMG! I saw One Direction's new song have released - Live While We're Young! ♥
I felt damn excited and clicked the video to watch and listen! They're always give me a feeling - YOUNG & ENERGETIC!♥
But I really want to say that and really want to ask other directioners:" Do you think the What Makes You Beautiful nicer than this new song - Live While We're Young?"
A bit disadppointed cause not as nice as I thought, cause some of them said it will be the best songs One Direction's boys ever have! Maybe I was too expected about it!
But I still love it so much just not as good as the What Makes You Beautiful.♥

Shila Amzah- (征服 Zheng Fu) The Winner of Asian Wave 2012

This post I would like introduce a Malaysian to you guys, a singer. I am so proud of her, her singing is so powerful. She can sing not only Malay song, but also chinese and english songs as well. I watched the 声动亚洲, a competition. She is champaign of the competition, winner of the Asia! In this competition, she have sang Gemilang, Grenade, Set Fire to the Rain, Forever Love and this song 《征服》.

http://youtu.be/WyKQpAZ5bZ4
If you want to listen the song sang by her - Forever Love by Lee Hom, then click the link above.

http://youtu.be/1Vr8RMAYHvE
The above link is she sang Set Fire to the Rain by Adele! I love the way she sang it, so nice.

You can also listen the songs she have recorded on youtube such as A thousand Years, The Lazy Song and Marry You and more! She have released 3 album and have took part so many competitions.

Another singer, 16 years old -  Liu Wang Ying have also toop part in the competition but she chose the wrong song - Picture to Burn by Taylor Swift, she can't sing it so well cause this is the pop song. She can sing the love song so well. If you feel interest, you can click the link. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n1jJQ-WgJBQ&feature=relmfu

Teehee

Hey hey hey, after post this I will have a nap and then wake up to study and tuition. It's the time now, leave 45 more days, let's fight for SPM. I feel that I have a bit hardworking started from today, even it's a bit, but it was the big effort I have made. It was a good begining, right? 45 days, can I finish all the 10 subjects and chapters? I try my best, I wish that I would not be lazy anymore. Fight for my future, I want study abroad even my English so weak!

Tomorrow need to listen to speech again, a boring day. All about the educational's stuff. Nowadays always listen to speech, PH, BI, BM, PM and whatever. Do it really help? I don't think so. I will go for seminars on coming days. I haven't decide which to go, I have many choices, I want the best. Pzzz, I am thinking that I have a friend, her English is f***ing good, what do she think about my these broken English? OMG, I don't want think about it anymore, I think it is worst.

My friend said that she have 1 week didn't online for FB or Twitter. OMG, her self-control so good, I can't do it. When I'm free, I am sure I will online! I'm jeolous that how come she can do that?! Well well well, actually typing my blog also spent much time, so I can't write so many, stop here and go sleep! Good "night"! Pzz, bye bye!

I'm not well

Mood a bit down today. I feel like and really want to do many things but I can't afford it. I'm just too lazy and can't change my attitude. I don't know how many times I have say I want be hardworking but did it really work? Not at all. The SPM is around the corner and I think it leave only 40++days, but I don't really care about that. Why? On the way waiting regret? But SPM no take two, just only 1 round and game over.

人类擅长颓废  I'm no okay
Wan Ying sang it well!

承诺

之前  气愤地在心里骂了你几句话  如今暂时证实你没有欺骗的成分  我向你说对不起
但是  请遵守你的承诺  别又再让我失望了  下一次我真的不愿再去相信你任何一句话
因为换来的是谎言

擦肩而过

又是擦肩而过  为什么在同时一个转身又看见了你  难道一切是命中注定  还是命运弄人
是上天注定在最后一霎那我看见了你  而你永远东看不见我  你看见我了吗
每次都是一个转身  就瞧见你的侧脸  然后你已快步地离开  我看着你的背影
为什么当时没有遇见你  再放下以后  却让我坠落万劫不复的尽头
难道我们的缘分真的只限于擦肩和离开  也许就是因为遗憾  人生的插曲变得凄美一些

 

15 Sept 2012 ♥

Wakaka, it's a sunny Saturday! ♥
Hang out with two friends today but seperately cause they don't know each other.
The most happy is can meet the friend who came back from Singapore for 1 whole month.
We decided meet again before she go back to Singapore.
We also promise that if I want study abroad, then we go to Australia study together.
If it really works, I feel so excited that my university's life have her together with me.
She have same dream with me -  Study abroad and love other's country's culture.
I hope what we have said will be true, it's a beautiful dream, isn't it?
We have fun together so much, we chat so much, we walked, we eat, we drinks and we 38 in Leisure Mall.
It's so sad that Lesiure Mall too small, we're so pro to stay at there 5 hours for only chat.
I more pro I think, I stay there 8 + hours. TT
She told me a lot of things about her friend, university life (even she same age with me which is 17, but she is study diploma now) and herself.
Thanks to her too for present me a Singapore's key chain! < I love Singapore >
We have our lunch in Wong Kok and we drank cha-time, we bought Baskin Robin's ice cream.

After 5pm, she went back and I dated with Valerie to celebrate her birthday! We went to Neway to Sing K and have our dinner at the Korea Restaurant which located in the Leisure Mall's new zone! I ate Kimchi Ramen, it's nice I think. I don't like Korea's food actually but my friend want to eat, her birthday, she "dai sai"!

 

Fridayyy!

OMG, extremely tired today. I fall sleep when my friends chat with me. I told her I want sleep already but she still keep talking. I slept only 3 hours yersterday. Hehehe, I watched drama till 2am cause I know teachers wouldn't teach today cause the exam was just over. After I back home, I don't have my lunch again, my parents do not buy for me. I forced to eat Maggie Mee. Hmm, back from school and watching drama now even I really exhausted. Even I'm always feel ashamed that I didn't study hard but I can't really force myself to study, waiting for regret.

I have my tuition yersterday. God, the handsome teacher asked me to move cause he needed to adjust the protractor. The heat and hand of him brushed against mine, we were standing so near. All of the students look at us. I felt that hot at that moment. He smiled and said:" Happy?" as he help me clean the chair that he have stepped. After that, he asked me how was my trial, but the only thing he care is the subject he teach me, I think he just asked for that subjeck only and asked me another things else.

I feel nervous when I talked to him cause as you know that my english not so good. I scared I say something wrong and make him misunderstand. He still that childish and humour. I always laugh for his stupid jokes. STUPID BUT FUNNY!

Hooray, tomorrow is weekend! Don't need go to school and can wake up late!

What?!

OMG! Doctor said my scar better don't expose under the sunlight to avoid my scar turn black!
I am gonna be a vampire?! My mum called me cover my scar with plaster! What?! Cover plaster on my forehead! How it will look like to be..? I think all of my friends and not even my friends will feel curious and sure ask me why?!

镭射过程

呼...镭射完了
呜呜呜，痛吗？
比上次痛 ＞~＜
有几痛？
嗯，就像拿一枝针，狠狠地扎进你的额头。
应该是这样形容吧？！
现在依然感觉到刺痛感。

刚才...
麻醉房
医生：＂妈咪讲帮你镭射，你ok吗？
我：＂哦，可以啦。＂
护士：＂那要换房间咯。＂

镭射房...
护士让我躺好，开启一个奇怪的仪器。
仪器发出巨大的声响，它听起来很恐怖，我在想它可以怎样帮我镭射？！
护士盖上我的眼睛，我什么也看不了。
耳边传来仪器的嗡嗡声，还有护士的脚步声，不过我只在听医生的声音。
什么也看不见，不懂镭射会在几时开始，我开始有一点紧张，感觉手心微微冒汗。
那个仪器开启了，它先＂说＂一溜嘴的英语，不过我无暇理它在讲什么。
开始了，我感觉到那个机器逼近来的气压，不知道为什么会释放气流。
医生开始在操作那个仪器，那个仪器很＂可爱＂🐶，按键的时候他发出那些玩游戏机的声音，该不是用这种方式来让病人不那么紧张吧？！
医生开始在我额头的疤痕动工了，刚刚刺进来的时候，我可以忍
不久，闻到了烧焦味，就这样来来回回刺了几次。我就开始要说我的天，要刺几久？也许在久一点我就要抓我身上的被单了。进行第二轮，我忍。幸好就是那两轮，总共刺了几十下吧，还在只是那几分钟，要不然就完蛋了。

医生：痛吗？
我：还好，可以忍。
医生：哇，厉害哦？
我想：不够你们厉害啦，你们生过孩子，一定觉得我的是小儿科。

镭射完了以后，放一种药膏，热热辣辣+一点点刺痛。
过后来一个cooling proses, 拿个冷冷的袋紧敷我的伤口。有一点像在伤口撒盐的感觉，过后的冷更是冷入心肺，刺骨的冷。冷到我的头都痛了，麻痹的痛。缚了那几十分钟，再敷下去的话我就要喊停了！原来是不要让我的伤口＂焦＂掉。=~=
那个仪器的针尖尖热热辣辣！像在烧我的皮！

不过我可以忍，不过想到还要镭射几次就有点怕怕！心想我可以忍下去吗？
不管怎样，结束了。希望我的疤痕不会转黑吧！拜托！

Laser!

Before I get suffer ( laser my scar ), I am sitting in Work & Chill Cafe to enjoy my lunch with my mom. I am waiting for my food. I have ordered a spaghetti and a glass of ice chocolate. They look so yummy in the menu. My mom ordered a chicken sandwich, actually I want it. My mum just listened to me.

Just a moment, the food is ready to be served. OMG, all of them are really yummy and delicious. I like the the spaghetti which served with beef and the Italy's sauce. The manager said the ice chocolate is non sugar drink, original coco. It's just too sweet for me. Chicken sandwich, I love it so much but my mum didn't cause she didn't like the taste of the cheese but I like it so much. Finished all the food and I felt so full. I'm a bit happy!

Okay, it's the time to face the doctor. Doctor said my scar look much better after few times injection. She said maybe inject one more time then laser cause she think after the laser the scar will turn black. It's not suitable cause I still need go to school what?! But I just tired of waiting the scar to be disappear on my forehead. I'm look so excited? No, but I just don't feel scare and worry. Maybe the reason is I havent feel the pain.

Don't know what is the final decision between my mum and doctor, LASER or INJECTION? But I think it will be INJECTION. Im waiting and typing for my blog. I am think of my friends who have fun together in Leisure Mall, they celebrate cause the exam was over. I am a but sad today cause I think my Add Math can't get a better result, always that suck! But I didn't put any effort what?! The tuition also not good cause always relax. So what I am aspect for? Sad, my physic only got 41/ 50, I think I can better too. I suddenly feel I lost all the courage to face the result. It is just like holiday after exam but it is not! I dont felt happy so much cause I didn't hardworking, so what I suffered? Nothing. Just sometimes need to control myself from playing game and watching drama. I think I should be hardworking now, isn't it? If not wait until what time? After the SPM is over? It's too late! :(

Laser now! Bye!

Happy 19, Nialler!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST NIALLER ♥

 http://www.webdoc.com/documents/Eed74750-ce86-4f53-8e28-87aff7c010aa#!/posts/C5622E83

This is the like I made a sweet birthday card and some words to him!

 

You're gorgeous, fantastic, cutie, miracle and everything!♥

 

Exam 后的一篇

今天我的blog忽然就开不到  so bad

过后就按一大堆的东西才activiate到我的blog

不知道其他的friends还看到我的blog没有

明天是last day  其实今天也算是last day

明天是paper 1  谁都没心情study了吧

现在就呆在我的computer前写网志  我的favourite

好久都没写了  很miss neh

 

这次的考试太over 虽然自己很喜欢拿到tips

但是有些的整份paper都拿到了  这还算是exam

看完整份paper的人  如何面对SPM

显然面对SPM的时候 应该只剩下trouble

反正hardworking就是王道了

LOL who don't know

讲就easy 做就difficult

 

我的credit balance目前为止还是RM 0.00

在exam期间send tips send到bankrupt

but 助人为happy之本 有tips难道不与friends分享

不过也improve了我们的friendship 何乐不何为

说到底最后他们都很appreciate我的hardwork

一直thank you我 and 问我questions

我是很乐意answer你们的 但please在我的ability以内

 

After exam 又有很busy的几天  busy什么

Of course 去celebrate 啦

还有我的Singapore朋友回来了 要去visit 他

我的best friend生日  要去帮他celebrate

我的brother 休息  拉他出去"wet"

还有很多exam 前promise的事情要去complete

Haizzzz!

 

叹气的夜晚

明天有化学考试

今天的化学试卷1很难啊

只怪自己没有好好读书吧

第一场的考试我输在起跑点了

不过我相信我其他的科目也不会太逊

虽然跟我班一些的genius没得比

但是自己认为分数看得过去就行了

反正自己都没下都多大的功夫

为什么明天要考试了还在写部落格

累了  厌倦了  不想读了

我也不知道为什么会这样

已经临时抱佛脚了却还是提不起精神 

也许有太多的东西不会了  没眼看了吧

朋友给我一个温馨提示  SPM剩下55天

 

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刚才在FB看到很美的日本照片

自己真的很喜欢旅行啊

有谁不喜欢旅行 =o=

要旅行就要有很多很多的钱

想下想下又想到了我美女朋友

她说：“美丽真的很重要”

是啊，美丽真的很重要

美丽的她，除了有一大班气质炫金的帅哥们在追求她

她自己也有几分模特儿兼职还有一根高级酒吧工作

她的经理人已经给她一个月底薪RM15000了

即使有没有工作接都好

想想下  那些在shopping center站了12个小时

一个月辛辛苦苦换来的薪水竟然是她的1/10

 

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也许我爸比妈咪都很妒忌吧

可谁叫我生得不漂亮

这些事情是羡慕不来的

只好独个儿在角落叹气

如果我也有像她这样的薪水就好了

她不过才那19岁就将会赚钱了

 

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也许与他之间有些误会

我不想去懂  也懒得懂

我选择沉默

无论事实还是多疑

我不想去摸索和理会

关系就这样好了

有些事再怎样强求也是无法得到

虽然自己也很努力

只是不懂为什么还是输了呢

反正自问也已经尽力了

不接受就算了

以后别后悔就可以了

反正我可以证明自己是最好的

 

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深夜了  他在做什么呢

好像是3个月了  我们没见了

他  还过得好吗

工作会辛苦吗

他  有后悔过吗  有怨恨过吗

有时在这宁静的夜晚  偶尔会想起他

他  变高了  变黑了  变成熟了吗

他  会怎样想我呢

如果见面了  会尴尬吗

我们会见面吗

 

Finally!

It's been so long time that I didn't upload my blog, ahh, I miss my blog so much.
Thanks God it's Friday, I can rest for a moment finally.
The exam is still on, it has go through two weeks, left 1 more week then we free and release.
But unfortunately to say that, we left 2 months then need to face SPM, the biggest exam ever in my life.

A bit tired and sleepy now, cause yesterday worked so hard for Biology, how was it? I think great but not perfect, I can did better but I know I'm not to deserve that because I'm enough lazy. I like to burn midnight oil at the last last last moment.

Add Math teacher marked our paper today, I'm just not dare to see my paper, I scared to see cause I think my Add Math paper 1 was so sucked! I prefer paper 2. =*)
Just like so many things would like to share but I'm run out of time, I should be study cause it's the last chance and I should appreaciate it so much to prevent I get that shit and suck result.

One more thing really would like to share to you guys is that my preorder - I finally got the 1D year book. I just cleared my payment on that but 1D have new album now. For the deluxe version need RM198 but not include the shipping fees! I'm sure will buy it but need to wait my friend to help me buy it cause I can't let my mum know this! shh, shut up!

Year Book!

 

1D'S new album (LIMITED!)

My mum got her car finally - Peugeot RCZ 1.6 Sport car. Yes, it's nice and cool, that's what my opinion on that, nothing much. What's I really mean? you guess yourself.

Kay, that's what I want to tell today!