Officially finished A LEVEL

Hi, I'm back!!! ( Yea my mood is exactly as happy and excited as the exclamation mark you see ) It has been 3 months+ that I didn't update my blog, and whatever I updated before, it didn't mean serious and showed my passionate towards blogging.

To be honest, my writing used to be not so good already when I updated frequently, and I believe it simply turns worst now. How sad is that? By the way, I officially announce - I finish the damn A LEVEL, everything is over, no matter how I did, I tried my best ( I guess? )

No matter how bad I felt A Level brought to my life, I just not gonna complain here, it made me sick and tired. Anyway, I haven't think of what topic should I start ( this already is ), most properly is about some happy and memorable stuffs happened during A Level life and some trips' pictures ( my blog always photos speak louder than words, I seldom do the writing nowadays, just trying not embarrassing myself HAHA ( maybe there're tons of grammar mistake in this few paragraphs HAHA)

It would be a long holiday, I guess. I haven't really think of what to study. Finally, I give up on choosing Sc subjects anymore, it was so suffering during my A Level life ( I used to be so hate ACC but I got A for that - although to be honest ACC is the easiest subject ) After years, gonna say bye-bye to them, remember I took A Level was to see whether I can take Medicine or not in the future but obviously, just A Level has K.O me. Besides, I have finally made a decision not to choose a course that can't show my passionate and how good I can be, well if I took SC course in future, I would be just like a nerd more than nothing. And I hate being a nerd, especially anti-social nerd that only works in lab.

I have tons of stuffs are needed to be finish on my to-do list, as usual. But I think this time I should do something, enough of the lifeless holidays and I'm already 20, should take everything serious. Although I'm one of the nobody, but I just want a little bit better than nobody, at least I should try as my parents aren't nobody.

I cleaned my room just now and I found the essays I wrote when I was at high school. Look at those essays I just simply couldn't believe I wrote them, no wonder I still kept all of them last time. So this time my main thing is focus on reading! I bought lots of novel and there's 10+ I haven't read. I used to  be really like shop at bookstore but after that, I avoid to go into bookstore.

I cant believe I wrote that much. Anyway, next post should be pictures only, haha.

BYE.

I see hope

I got my result today. The happy thing is result is getting better, and I finally see A's. The bad thing is some of them remain sucks especially Biology, so thinking to drop it. I cant say Im happy with it as I haven't compare result to the others, the one I want to know the most. And for those Koreans, not surprising, they got pretty good results, their replies always are - I got straight A's.

One of my friend got bad result, you know sometimes we just better keep our mouth shut as when you're upset you just dont want to talk, even though some are encourage words, you will just feel tired to respond or smile back.

I feel so betrayed that is my result being told by my friend to someone, although she is one of my close friend too, but I hope I am the one who telling if I want them to know.

Another thing is I hate someone being so unfaithful. She always say:" Its so hard, I dont know how to do." or " No la I cant get good result" and end up she always end up with a "not-bad" result. And the point is when she saiy something like that, she doesnt show her sad or worry expressions, being so faked, uh huh? Its not about jealousy, its just - can you do not being so fake? I rather you show off but not acting fake.

I will start work harder and harder, wish my hard works paid off and worth.

So sorry

Sorry keeps delaying our hang out session my friends. I dont know why these days I rather stay at home ( although I am not as I helping my parents with lots of stuffs ) I feel pretty guilty as I promised we will meet after I finished my exam.

And another reason is I has gained lots of weight. Many friends want to hang out with me because they want cafe-hopping with me. I cant resist good food especially desserts which are the worst one - main reason I gain lot of weights.

Secondly, I have no money. No class means no pocket money, usually like that. I dont dare to take from my dad also as he has paid a lot for the trips already and I'm going to Singapore next week ( this makes me think of should I go to Bangkok or not as my mom wants to go badly )

Third is these days I become quite anti-social. I guess is because being trained by A Level stressful life. I cant hang out a lot. And its stressful enough makes me rather stay at home and be a couch potato. Sigh.

I feel damn sorry to those friends who we only meet once or twice a year, sigh. This is why friendship faded right? Different pathway makes us difficult to meet as well.

Starting tomorrow to next week my days are packed with stuffs and hang out session already and on 11th Im going to Singapore, and when I back from Singapore sorry I have to force myself focus on study.

Life always dont go as what you expected baby.

I miss Milo* lol

My meaningless life

I think I should type and update more, I found that my grammar and writing has become worst and worst and even when I speak, I feel faulty argument and poor rhetoric. And so many chinese words and phrase, I dont know how to write and pronounce correctly ( remember last time I was so good at it :( )

But sometimes I just dont know what to write, I have complaint enough of my A Level's life, dont even want to speak about it also, so what else should I write? I cant be like - give myself an essay's title and start to write about it.  Zzzz

And dont know why time passes that fast after enter college's life, I dont realised how it passes every time. So I rather be a coach potato more than sitting there thinking what to write. And I dont know why I dont like reading anymore, I have so many novels stacked up in my shelf and dont feel like read it. I guess this habit has faded and Ive got enough of reading "books" cause read too much A Level's stuffs.

When I read back what i write I was like - bullshit a lot ( A meaningless post again, sigh )

Okay la, I throwback some pictures and see what to write next post. ;p

Friends' birthday celebration 2014

Nick's. 

He's one of my best guy friend in college. 

He's my chem lab partner for one and half year, an awesome one ( he called himself that )

We always took pictures of the products ) and he always said he's the model, should captured him it as well. These pictures were captured during our last practical. 

Hwei Min's

She's my college's bestie, she is such a sweet, kind and understandable girl.

She is the most hardcore girl Ive ever met, she let me know how hard can a person try to achieve their dreams.

I rely her so much, she always the one make me laugh because of her innocence. 

Hayley's 

She's my best friend ever, my smartest friend and you can never get jealous of her. 

When I with her, I feel so comfort, and I really like to hug her.

Penang Trip with Hayley

KL Sentral taking train to KLIA 2

KLIA 2

Hayley's house

3D Art Museum

Straits Quay

Homefry Cempedak Popiah

Miam Miam

Penang Street

Penang Hill

Owl's Museum

Batu Feringgih Beach 

Penang Traditional Food

Movie Time

Victoria Sweet

The Twelve Cups

WALK AROUND

BYEBYEEEEE