The first time, I feel hopeless.
第一次，我觉得那么的无助。
This time, I really feel tired.
这一次，我真的累了。
I would like give up.
我很想放弃。
But who will stop a while for me, would them?
但谁也没为我停下来，不是吗？
This world, will not stop because of who.
这世界，从不为谁而停下来。
Maybe I am not tired than another, but I reall feel tired.
也许我没别人那样的筋疲力尽，但是我真的很疲倦了。
I would likeliberate, free myself.
我想要解脱，释放自己。
How liberate? Die?
怎样的解脱？死吗？
It is for nothing, I can leave anything, but it is not worthy.
一点也不值得，即使我放弃所有的一切，也不值得。
But who can tell me, how to liberate?
那谁能告诉我，如何解脱？
I hate the boring life now, that is not the point.
我讨厌现在一成不变的生活，当然那不是重点。
I hate I want to face the book everyday, need go to tuition everyday.
我讨厌每一天都必须要对着书，去上补习课。
I never hate study, but spend all my time to study, never rest, I hate that!
我从来不讨厌读书，但是现在为了读书，连真正的休息时间也没有，我讨厌这样！！
Sorry"book", you make me hate you now.
对不起“书”，你让我讨厌你了。
I am now, hate you disappear in my life.
现在的我，恨不得你离我远点！
Moreover, survive in the top class, must very very hardworking, if not you will lose sadly.
而且，要在第一班生存，一定要非常努力，要不然会输得非常难看。
I tired for that!!!
我厌倦了！！！
Who can help me?
谁能帮我？
I always believe god blessing me...
我一直在相信上帝在保佑我。。。
GOD...Can help me now..??
上帝啊。。。你现在能帮我吗？
Even thougt I know many people need more help from you...
虽让我知道有很多人更需要你。。。
But I really do not know what can I do...
但是我真的不知道如何在向前走。。。
If you hear me...
如果您听得到我的话
Please help me...teach me how to go through all of this...
请帮帮我，渡过这个难关。
