I feel tired, want liberate.

The first time, I feel hopeless.

第一次，我觉得那么的无助。

This time, I really feel tired.

这一次，我真的累了。

I would like give up.

我很想放弃。

But who will stop a while for me, would them?

但谁也没为我停下来，不是吗？

This world, will not stop because of who. 

这世界，从不为谁而停下来。

Maybe I am not tired than another, but I reall feel tired.

也许我没别人那样的筋疲力尽，但是我真的很疲倦了。

I would likeliberate, free myself.

我想要解脱，释放自己。

How liberate? Die?

怎样的解脱？死吗？

It is for nothing, I can leave anything, but it is not worthy.

一点也不值得，即使我放弃所有的一切，也不值得。

But who can tell me, how to liberate?

那谁能告诉我，如何解脱？

I hate the boring life now, that is not the point.

我讨厌现在一成不变的生活，当然那不是重点。

I hate I want to face the book everyday, need go to tuition everyday.

我讨厌每一天都必须要对着书，去上补习课。

I never hate study, but spend all my time to study, never rest, I hate that!

我从来不讨厌读书，但是现在为了读书，连真正的休息时间也没有，我讨厌这样！！

Sorry"book", you make me hate you now.

对不起“书”，你让我讨厌你了。

I am now, hate you disappear in my life.

现在的我，恨不得你离我远点！

Moreover, survive in the top class, must very very hardworking, if not you will lose sadly.

而且，要在第一班生存，一定要非常努力，要不然会输得非常难看。

I tired for that!!!

我厌倦了！！！

Who can help me?

谁能帮我？

I always believe god blessing me...

我一直在相信上帝在保佑我。。。

GOD...Can help me now..??

上帝啊。。。你现在能帮我吗？

Even thougt I know many people need more help from you...

虽让我知道有很多人更需要你。。。

But I really do not know what can I do...

但是我真的不知道如何在向前走。。。

If you hear me...

如果您听得到我的话

Please help me...teach me how to go through all of this...

请帮帮我，渡过这个难关。