The friend who cover her face

Actually I am so so so unhappy today.

But after watch a movie, become better now.

Why I am unhappy?

Because: when I got the Add Math result in the school, one of my friend  asked me what mark I got, then I told her. After she heard, she smile, because her marks are higher than me. What the h*** she is! Isn't she my friend? I don't thought so. Same person, when the teacher told me that we will drop class if we get the bad exam result. She said:" I want be with you." You know what she means? She means that she want with me, this show that her result will be same with me, I will never win her even before yes. Why I know that? After she heard my result then smile, I just realised what a person she is, how make me disappointed! How am stay with her after that? I just like don't want stay with her anymore!

I am a person who cannot be lose, so I will not let myself to face this difficult situation. I will be hardworking! I will win all of the friends who always "cover their face with a piece of mask"!

Evertything would like to say

Lazy for a whole week already...
Should I start to work hard for what I recognize before?
But I know I still have many fun with friends next week.
I had plan a long list for my next week's activities.
So can I have fun and work hard together?
I think so, but will it too tired for me?
But I mist do so because later on I will have a trip then I do not have time to work hard.
I believe what I do will get back as much as what I had work hard.
I hope I will really do so but do not just say it out only.

I just realised that I do not miss someone nowadays.
Is it because of I do not meet him for a long times?
Whatever, I never feel unhappy or something else.
I just think that should I just feel happy cause when the time I miss him,
I was waste a lot of time and cant concentrate what I trying to do.
Isn't it was a bad movie going on even actually miss a person can feel blissful and sweet.

I feel I become hardworking to do houseworks nowadays.
I hope I will keep that for a long times.

What I hope for now?
The exam results? The trip? The fun with friends? Everything?
I just scare for the exam result.
I dreamed that I drop to 20th in class,it is unacceptable for me.
My mum also said she dreamed that too.
Hope it will not be true.
I just feel stress about it.
I believed that I will get add math result on Monday.
I am not so worried about add math this time because it was more easier than before.

Just wishes me all the best in life.

平凡的假期，不感觉得闷？！

本来有一大堆肺腑感言要写，到了晚上，感觉累了，就没心情写了。

反正我那个话题都是不过时的，永远都是热话题，对于马来西亚罢了。

好几次想写的，可那是个人发言，关联国家大事，人民平安，所以必须想得正面、写的慎重。

为什么那么累啊？其实真的没什么。

只不过是早上陪妈妈逛了逛街，下午呆在家看戏，晚上就去夜市闲逛而已。

多么悠闲慵懒的生活，也许人也变得易懒易累吧～

其实星期一还有考试，但是已经忽视了它，我还不认为谁还真的在意它。

我想我应该知道累的原因，我昨天可是早上五点睡觉，我也不懂如何分昨天或今天，反正我只睡了五个小时就起身就对了。

搞什么？没什么呀，就是最近找回我的mp3，努力地在进歌而已，而那该死的mp3跟我耍脾气，摆了我一道，反正弄它弄很久就是了。

反正我都习惯颠倒的生活，这已经不知道是上几千万次了，一句话，习惯就好。

为什么只睡五个小时，因为要开学了嘛，还要上学的，我可别再经历失眠的滋味，简直生不如死。

想到上个假期的失眠生活，简直还辛苦过读书。

想当初我在床上彻夜未眠，经历那恐怖的八个小时折磨却还未睡得着，最后还要靠安眠药来拯救惨剧。

那时的我开学又要考试，不知道是不是压力，即使前天只睡三四粒钟，第二天的晚上仍精神奕奕，简直是精神上的折磨。想吃安眠药又不可以，因为怕头脑一片空白。不想浪费时间与床谈心，想熬夜开车读书也不行，害怕因睡眠不足而导致第二天考试作答脑袋空空，思维慢一拍，所努力的一切就化成雾水，一无所有。那种左也不是，右也不对的心情，简直是心灵和精神的折磨。

还记得那失眠的晚上，不知想了多少百句的绝句述说失眠的心情。

即使这样，仍然改不了那种颠倒生活的习惯，说是习惯了，当然就难改了。

现在几点了，没什么，就十二点而已，对我来说还早得很。

连假期也睡眠不足，更别提上学了，简直是不够睡了。

所以啊，现在我的爱好一列都包括睡觉了，不过也必不得已的，人一定要睡觉，要不然我选择不睡，可以做许多事情。深夜的自己，仍然还有许多事可做。

这个假期就像子弹火车一样飞过了，真的没什么感觉。

虽然自己还不是睡觉，看电视，玩电脑，写部落格，出街吃饭。

以前的自己会觉得那么长的假期真的无聊。

现在的自己连两个月的假期都仍然不过自己花，其实自己生长在马来西亚已经超级幸福了，有那么多的假期，哈哈哈。

所以现在的我从未抱怨过假期很闷，期待开学的来临。

我知祷告快乐的时间过慢点，本小姐还有很多事还未干呢～！

叽里呱啦说了一大堆，我要去看戏了，掰掰咯～

Panda's lunch Box

Oh~ Panda is sleeping at the lunch box!

Panda's baby~! So cute~！

Panda is unhappy?

Cool! Small panda also unhappy!

Haha, panda feel shy~

Panda is smilling~!

Woman Shoes

This high heel so nice! Just like my dream shoes!

This high heel so cute~!hahaha.

I love this kind of sport shoes!! It has a little bit high

Oh God~! Diamond on the shoes! I want become Cinderella!

 The shoes have the wings. I know can buy at the shopping, but that for boys~! I most like is the wings are full of bling bling!

Quite cool ok??! Wonderful~! I would like to buy this!!!

Cool Hair style

 

 这个发型我好喜欢噢～！                                                         我不是在说发型噢～

真希望有一天我能弄这个发型～                                              我是在说他的颜色，真的很酷～
但条件一定不可以是黑色的发型，                                          孔雀色嘞～
因为不出色。                                                                              也许有一天我会染的！
要不然弄个粉红色或紫色？                                                     是真的有的染的吗？
很不错对吧？

这个发型还蛮特别的～也许我自己以后能弄得到～！

这一个也是很炫的说，多么的优雅啊～弄这个发型会很有气质的～！

你是我无法原谅的人

说了对不起，就真的要改过。

为什么你的对不起，就像一句很容易说的话一样。

说了就不必付上责任，要知道别人是相信你会改过，才选择原谅你。

你知道吗？到最后你的对不起变得廉宜，变得不再有价值。

而我们到最后失望演变成不再相信，到你真的是想要改过的时候怎么办？

我们已不再愿意相信你，到时你只会感到后悔。

如果你不要改过，我们宁可你不说对不起。

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你知道吗？你是一个很变态的人，我不知道如何去形容你？

只知道你是一个无可救药，可怕的人。

你就像计时炸弹一样，在身边我们觉得很可怕。

原本的我们还是可以包容你的，但是你。。。

总之你也没有悔意要改过，所以你不能渴望我们对你好。

你知道自己一点也不值得吗？

我很少这么久也没原谅过一个人，即使我觉得自己再不好，也很少这样。

每个人都有第一次，你只不过是第一个让我无法原谅你。

但是，我很清楚知道，那都是你的问题。

你不能做错了，却要求我们不再提回以前的事。

自己做了，自己承担回。

想当初你留下一堆麻烦给我们，还大言不惭。

我就无法原谅你，而且你到现在依然没有悔意。

明明是一个很亲的人，是你搞到这种地步。

也许到现在你不还觉得怎么样，因为在背后有人支持你。

但是那个人根本一点也不了解你，如果了解了，你想他还是会那样的对你吗？

你不是很坏，但是对我们来说却无法接受。

难道我们还要大量的把你和那些无法无天的坏蛋比较？

我最讨厌看到你不屑的眼神，自以为很了不起。

其实你什么也不是，就好像一个普通人。

你是普通的坏人。

总之，我是无法原谅你这个无法改过的人。

你不应该奢望你不该奢望的事。

*不欢迎对号入座

心情蛮好的一天

大家早上好呀，今天的我起得很早。

但是我却牙肉痛和头痛，但是似乎无碍于我的心情。

我喜欢早睡早起，虽然那是我一直不会做到的事。

其实下个星期真的还有考试，但是我好像已经遗忘了。

一直想要在下个星期一与朋友分享我的快乐事。

今天的空对东欧的天气做了个调查，原来我在十一月尾去会很冷的。

零下几度叻，想到我都很冷。

但是难道真的要穿冬衣吗？穿了很丑很肥的。

整个大大块，破坏我配衣的美感，什么都遮完了，里面穿什么真的不再重要了。

真的很不想穿冬衣啊，但我也不要冷死，算了，到时穿多几件衣在里面。

不知不觉就星期三了，其实时间过得很快，虽然我有时真的无所事事。

反正过了考试，什么都不再重要了，真的可以稍微好好轻松一下了。

想到就开心呀～！

欢乐

又回来了，舍不得亲亲部落格。

但是这一个帖子，还是没照片。

其实我很累，很想睡了。

有人送了一块巧克力蛋糕给我当晚餐，真开心。

每次吃关于巧克力的甜品，我都会感觉很幸福。

哈哈，我在贬我自己，幸福可是会发胖的哦。

吃也吃了，明天才算吧。

看回之前的帖子，觉得上了中四的我很无聊。

虽然我之前的帖子友分享很多的食物，图片之类的。

但一讲到我生活上的事情，都离不开考试，读书，友情受到考验。

我自己看回，都觉得挺无聊，无趣的。

不知道你们看了会不会？

而且我发觉我很少分享快乐的事情，原来我不是很快乐。

除了生日那疯狂的那一个星期，还有考完试过后。

这是部落格的好处呀，让我觉得原来自己不是很快乐而已。

我现在要学习快乐，放松。

快乐和放松以后再努力，是很好的开始。

最近变得的空了，在家一直帮忙做，都不会觉得累。

之前的我考试大过天，都没帮忙做家务呢，现在算是补回。

要快快乐乐的，珍惜自己难得的假期。

我希望我以后的帖子能充满欢乐。

我的幸福部落格消失了

不知道从几时开始，我的帖子再也没照片。
翻看之前的帖子，图片增添了我帖子的色彩，点缀了我的部落格。
我的帖子失去了色彩和精彩，我认为和乏味，虽然我喜欢文字的魅力。
所以以后的我会尽量让自己的帖子有图片，有颜色。

原本我的部落格，是要让人觉得幸福。
我部落格的颜色，也是因为要增添部落格的甜蜜感。
我发觉我的帖子快要失去幸福和快乐了。
我会努力让自己的心情部落格变得精彩和快乐些的。
希望大家能快乐，幸福。

PINK LADY REBORN

Do you guys found that...

The posts I wrote, do not have picture already.

Why? Because

I am busy.
I am lazy.
I dont like my computer sistem now, hate it.

Tell you guys a good new, not good new la...
Just the clothes I prepare for the Eastern Europe trip is so beautiful.
I believe that my friends will asked me how can I wear that n that...
I am a pink lady again, always.

The title I wrote for this post is so wonderful but the post is so worst.
Whatever, I  crazy again.
I just slept for two hours today.
I am pretty crazy.

自取灭亡

也许你再也不会知道，我因为你，而妒忌了多少次。

而现在，你知道吗，一个真正美的人，是在没装扮之下也美的。

而你，不是，我也不是。

我不知道我在说些什么，我依然很关注你。

你所做的一切，摧毁了我们三年的感情。

是我和你？还是你和我们？

我不想知道，因为一切也不被值得知道。

你有为这些后悔过吗？我不知道。

你知道这一切的摧毁是因为你吗？我不知道。

曾经的我们是那么的默契，这是一种缘分。

但到现在的地步，难道也只能说我们缘分尽了？

或则一切是我自作多情，因为你似乎和任何人都聊得来。

有一次的通电话，我实在知道我们真的无话可聊。

想当初我们通电话至少两个小时也不愿收线，我们真的无所不聊。

而现在的一切，我们是两个世界的人。

我聊得，你不再喜欢听;你聊得，我也不愿意再听。

但无法否认，你在我心目中曾经有那么的地位，因为有几个帖子都是我为你写的。

也许，以后再也不会了，直到，你再干一些惊天动地的事件引起我注意吧。

你的结局是怎样，我不想再传测，因为你已经不值得了。

也许我为人比较敏感吧，不知道为什么。

身边人的缺点会让我第一个发现，能包容的我会包容，不能包容的我会极致不爽。

你算不算能包容？已经不能在包容了。

其实本来我自认是一个很会让人...怎么说？

我会为他们找借口，说其实他们不是这样的，要不然或则...

总之一直说服自己，直到徒劳无功。

有一个人，我一直为他找借口，是他让我觉得自己很傻，因为他们是不会珍惜，知恩图报。你知道吗，他做错了一件事，一个月了，我仍然没原谅他。以前的我一定会认为我很残忍，但现在，我只认为我不需要在为他着想，一次一次的帮他，已经是我最大的让步了，总之他也没要改过，而我当然不可能再理他，在理他，我认为自己很傻，很愚蠢，同样的错，不许要犯上那么多次。他现在让我觉得他是我的灾星，他总破坏我的好事，一次又一次。

现在的我，怎么说，变得有一点...不知道是不是我变了，至少我认为我这样做是对的。

你，其实不是那么的好。

我，发觉没了你，我依然有我的一班真心朋友，来填补你的位子。

你，我发觉没了我们，你的猪朋狗友依然围绕着你，而他们，是你自认的好朋友。但你在寂寞的时候，你依然会抱怨没朋友，因为他们都不是真心，在你真正需要他们的时候，你会发觉原来他们都不在，在的都是因为某些原因留下来的。

一句话，可悲。

但是，是你自取灭亡。

Boring life after exam

It is too free after exam...What I gonna to do? Spent my two days with television and computer...What is the next I want to do? I just don't have the idea. Study? No please. But I will keep these kind of boring feeling few days only, I will not let myself boring. =)

Eastern Europe trial

考完试了，释放了，自由了，虽然不开心。

以前的我一定说考完试的第一件事就是逛街看电影。

现在的我只想说考完试的第一件事就是睡觉和看戏。

为了考试，我只睡五个小时，没睡午觉，强逼自己不可以睡。

为了考试，我忍耐看电视，看见家人他们开开心心的看，我实在觉得自己好累。

为了考试，我也是留在家里当宅女，这是我从来都不会做的事，

我没说得自己很伟大，至少我付出了。

别再说这件事了，这次考试的经历有多不开心，我自己明白就好。

对了，到最好我还是选择了去欧洲，也许是该放松自己了。

我的老师叫我不需要担心学业的事，他说我能办到的。

考试前说的一切感觉。现在已云消烟散了，我不知道为什么，也许无暇里这件事吧。

我的朋友们，请你别一直逼我买手信给你们，虽然我知道我比较有家庭经济能力，可以去旅行，但是不也是一百巴仙有钱人啊，要知道外国的东西真的很贵，我们连亲戚都没买，不要我将不孝叫我妈妈掏荷包买吧？！如果有便宜的，我不介意买给你们，要知道外国可是用美金的。而且是真正的朋友我会买的，像你们这种一直逼人家的，你们知道你们是”有限公司“的吗？还真无奈。

欧洲，我来了咯。

Between friendship, is lie.

All is over, exam is over.

I feel relax, free from suffering, but I am unhappy.

Why? I keep ask myself why?

Maybe I thought myself cant do the best?

I met the real exam format, just like something crazy.

But I know if I am hardworking, I know that is not a problem for me.

But the rules is IF I AM HARDWORKING.

During the exam was going on, I know actually I am not a clever girl, I am not enough clever.

Even I know if hardworking to study, the result sure will better than someone who clever but lazy d person.

But I just care that I am not clever enough.

I know a friend, she just like genius, even she not so hardworking, even the question she do not know how to answer, but she must try her best to answer it, she said better than blank the answer. I tell you, if she hardworking, her result must better than me.

I care that I am not clever, even I am not a stupid, sigh.

Since I study at 4S1, the top class with S2, I just like cant believe the things that they say.

All of my friends asked me "Have I start my study?"

I answerd "Yes, gonna to start."

They replied say :" I am so lazy ah, I ahvent start yet." they were lying. In this class, I just know everyone will study before at least one week early. They said they just study before the exam is going on.

Another one guy example.

I sms her. I asked her go for a movie. She answered me that she want to study Chemistry because the exam is just around the corener. Fine, I believe her. She told me that all what she study so worst going on. Everything she study just cant solve the question. She just said she is lazy than me cause I told her that I at least study 4 hours per day. But when the result is came out, her mark same with me, I knew she musy study so hard, because her chemistry result not good at all and she was not tuition.

Well, what they say after that I will not believe so much. Actually in this class, we just stay together with a piece of mask. The mask cover our face and we just keep lying. I know the girl who was jeolous me cause I always got the better result than her, but I know that all is the result I hardworking. Whatever, it just remind me that next time better start early to study, let them know I am truely start hardworking.

I keep told myself that after passed the exam and I will start my study for next month, before that I can enjoy myself. Feel tired that i saty with them who were always lying. Between our friendship, it is lie, so we will not so close at all. That the reason.

Hope I will hardworking from next month cause I do not want myself regret when the exam is coming that I feel weird that I not study before at all. I believe I will get the better result.
   

Stress and tired

Exam is still going on...

A lot of troubles just around me...

I feel very stress and tired...

I thought I will have a wonderful holiday's trip...

But all was ruined by the tuition...

There would like tom start next month...

If I absent, I will not catch up...

Cause a day have two lesson for two subjects...

I never calculate the rest because I more care about what I really care...

I just like was give up the chance to the Europe and Dubai...

How sad it is...

Exam is quiet hard for this end year examination...

Left one week more I am free from that...

I am suffering now...

I always think non-sense things nowadays...

What the bad movie is going on...

I feel sooooo tired...

Well..end here.

Cant imagine!

OMG!
Just added him just now!
He accepted me as friend on FB!
I go and see whether he got online or not.
Thanks God he was not online!
Surely he will know who am I!
We will meet next week!
I don't know how I face him.
I saw he and his girl friend's sweet photo.
My friend told me before.
I just can't imagine he really is a sweet and romantic guy!
Well, you don't be misunderstand!
Want to know more...
Watch the post before I post.

I kept watch his photo which with his girl friend.
They are damn sweet!
I really unbelieveable that he can act so cute.
I like his muscle actually,
He go for gym!
His girl friend is cute and beautiful
Very match to him, Mr Handsome.

Actually after exam I want to present him and his friend something.
But after I watch his photo
I just lost all of my courage
I scared his girl friend will kill me, haha
No la, actually look like so ashamed.
You know what I means?
Whatever la.
After exam just decide about it la.

In class, he is serious (nt so serious) and mature and little bit shy (I think so!)
But after saw his photo,
I know I am fully wrong!
How cute he is~!
I just like want to play a joke with him, haha.
Look like so funny!

Okay, end here with smile, bye!

I fall in love?!

I though I fall in love with someone.

Everything in my heart just feel special.

My feeling like totally different.

I don't know what kind of feeling is that.

But just take everything easy.

What I hope and want will put aside.

Before I am finish my exam.

Scary exam, you know?

The feeling inside my heart make me feel uncomfortable

Just like has something inside me and me feel sad and down.

I just cant catch it well.

Whatever what is going on,

I just will go on with life

I will has my time after the exam

Wait two weeks more,

Everything will be clear.

I add him on FB.

When I was thinking should I add him

Because he will know me after see my photo

I just cant imagine how I face him after he accept me as friend in FB.

Will us just fell ashamed and shy?

I don't know.

When I am thinking should I use my account  to know more about him,

I just realized everything was too late!

I added him already.

OMG.

ps: This guy is not the guy who I fall in love...No no no, I just don't know what kind of feeling is that. Can't say I was falling in love!

I'm wasting my time hanging about here whatever I feel happy I shared all of this.

But I should more concentrated to my exam cause it is important to me!

I end here with GOODBYE WORLD!

Moody

I'm no mood to study. T^T