All is over, exam is over.
I feel relax, free from suffering, but I am unhappy.
Why? I keep ask myself why?
Maybe I thought myself cant do the best?
I met the real exam format, just like something crazy.
But I know if I am hardworking, I know that is not a problem for me.
But the rules is IF I AM HARDWORKING.
During the exam was going on, I know actually I am not a clever girl, I am not enough clever.
Even I know if hardworking to study, the result sure will better than someone who clever but lazy d person.
But I just care that I am not clever enough.
I know a friend, she just like genius, even she not so hardworking, even the question she do not know how to answer, but she must try her best to answer it, she said better than blank the answer. I tell you, if she hardworking, her result must better than me.
I care that I am not clever, even I am not a stupid, sigh.
Since I study at 4S1, the top class with S2, I just like cant believe the things that they say.
All of my friends asked me "Have I start my study?"
I answerd "Yes, gonna to start."
They replied say :" I am so lazy ah, I ahvent start yet." they were lying. In this class, I just know everyone will study before at least one week early. They said they just study before the exam is going on.
Another one guy example.
I sms her. I asked her go for a movie. She answered me that she want to study Chemistry because the exam is just around the corener. Fine, I believe her. She told me that all what she study so worst going on. Everything she study just cant solve the question. She just said she is lazy than me cause I told her that I at least study 4 hours per day. But when the result is came out, her mark same with me, I knew she musy study so hard, because her chemistry result not good at all and she was not tuition.
Well, what they say after that I will not believe so much. Actually in this class, we just stay together with a piece of mask. The mask cover our face and we just keep lying. I know the girl who was jeolous me cause I always got the better result than her, but I know that all is the result I hardworking. Whatever, it just remind me that next time better start early to study, let them know I am truely start hardworking.
I keep told myself that after passed the exam and I will start my study for next month, before that I can enjoy myself. Feel tired that i saty with them who were always lying. Between our friendship, it is lie, so we will not so close at all. That the reason.
Hope I will hardworking from next month cause I do not want myself regret when the exam is coming that I feel weird that I not study before at all. I believe I will get the better result.
I feel relax, free from suffering, but I am unhappy.
Why? I keep ask myself why?
Maybe I thought myself cant do the best?
I met the real exam format, just like something crazy.
But I know if I am hardworking, I know that is not a problem for me.
But the rules is IF I AM HARDWORKING.
During the exam was going on, I know actually I am not a clever girl, I am not enough clever.
Even I know if hardworking to study, the result sure will better than someone who clever but lazy d person.
But I just care that I am not clever enough.
I know a friend, she just like genius, even she not so hardworking, even the question she do not know how to answer, but she must try her best to answer it, she said better than blank the answer. I tell you, if she hardworking, her result must better than me.
I care that I am not clever, even I am not a stupid, sigh.
Since I study at 4S1, the top class with S2, I just like cant believe the things that they say.
All of my friends asked me "Have I start my study?"
I answerd "Yes, gonna to start."
They replied say :" I am so lazy ah, I ahvent start yet." they were lying. In this class, I just know everyone will study before at least one week early. They said they just study before the exam is going on.
Another one guy example.
I sms her. I asked her go for a movie. She answered me that she want to study Chemistry because the exam is just around the corener. Fine, I believe her. She told me that all what she study so worst going on. Everything she study just cant solve the question. She just said she is lazy than me cause I told her that I at least study 4 hours per day. But when the result is came out, her mark same with me, I knew she musy study so hard, because her chemistry result not good at all and she was not tuition.
Well, what they say after that I will not believe so much. Actually in this class, we just stay together with a piece of mask. The mask cover our face and we just keep lying. I know the girl who was jeolous me cause I always got the better result than her, but I know that all is the result I hardworking. Whatever, it just remind me that next time better start early to study, let them know I am truely start hardworking.
I keep told myself that after passed the exam and I will start my study for next month, before that I can enjoy myself. Feel tired that i saty with them who were always lying. Between our friendship, it is lie, so we will not so close at all. That the reason.
Hope I will hardworking from next month cause I do not want myself regret when the exam is coming that I feel weird that I not study before at all. I believe I will get the better result.
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