Sad and disadppointed

Sad...sad and sad.
Just two words can describe my feeling, sad and disadppointed.
How can I face my mum and dad.
I drop to 22th in class.
I am the 48th over 4 hundred something in form 4.
It is drop too, last time I am 35th.
What my mum and me dream is true.
How can I tell her about my foggy result?
I gonna to have a trip but...
Will me happy?
What should I do now?
Just off my computer and televisions, and study?
But I actually don't have the mood now.
Listening music and lying on the bed now.
The music don't know why making me sad too.
Even I win than all of my friends in class..
.But I also losed in this "competition"
Nothing to say, end here.