My Pretty Hope ♥: April 2012

28 April 2012

One Direction - My stars

I think I am serious now.
I can't stop myself to fall in love to ONE DIRECTION ♥
They are handsome, awesome, fantastic, cute, lovely, nice, talented and the best!
One Direction --- My Superstar! Twinkling in my life.

I actually download songs first time.
I bought CD outside so I don't download songs from the internet before.
I downloaded all of their songs.
Even nice or not nice ( I think all of their songs very nice)
I downloaded all their song (one with mv while another with lyris)
This is the first time I act crazy, I think.

Songs that I thumbs up the most:

1. What makes you beautiful
2. One thing
3. Na Na Na
4. Up all night
5. Stole my heart
6. Forever Young
7. Moment
8. I wish
9. I should kiss you

Harry Style

Sweet smile with dimples

Liam Payne

Handsome and sunshine

Louis Tomlinson

Cool and stylish

Niall Horan

Funny and cute

Zayn Malik

He has a pair of charm eye

27 April 2012

Shadow

You are the shadow of my life.

I just want your shadow get lost from my life.

I want to go on with my life with my own rules.

You always make me feel upset and trouble.

Can you just don't do anything even talk?

You make me lost so many things in my life.

Can you just realised how annoying you are?

Please, I just want peace.

26 April 2012

为面包的冲动

今天，我来忏悔

对不起，爸爸

我真的有点良心过意不去

事情是这样的

爸爸吃了我最喜欢的organic bread

当他问起的时候

我竟然有点不高兴

不知道爸爸是不是看出了

他留了一半给我

对不起啦

我为了面包一时冲动

其实是你付钱买的

其实我让你是应该的

你理所当然理直气壮的可以将它吃完

下次我买回十个organic bread 给你吧~！

25 April 2012

实践诺言

说到要做到

不是要别人的见证

而是对自己的承诺

一个明确的交待

做到了=成功了

最后结果也不重要

问题在于自己努力过了

23 April 2012

Wonderful Saturday (21/04/2012)

Long time don't update already, gonna write something today.
I ponteng school today cause have an stupid speech in school.
Am I so naughty, I think so.
Don't know why, I really no mood to study.
Where is my PASSION? Must be lost in somewhere.
Spent good time on last Saturday.
Last Saturday is the holiday replacement.
That day I became a good student that I went to school.
Actually teachers also didn't teach also and the teachers taught us to sing songs.
But, I have a crazy time with my 5S1 friends.
I did many things that I can't imagine also.
I know more my friends, such a good thing, right.

After school, I go Time Square with my mum. I bought 3 shirts and 2 pairs of shoes. Bling Bling shoes and shirts, damn love it.

One day, one of them said to me : You better don't know more, don't you realised that sometimes jeolouscy between best friends is rather than friends?
LOL, maybe, I think so.
But so how, just care of that? maybe beside that, I can find happiness, memories and friendship.
We can't just because scare of this and just do nothing, right?
All of this remind me something with my super funny friend. Appreciate what fun and joy she has bring to me, make my life full of love and joy.
Yesterday, I text with her to tell her I decided not going to school. Below is the sms between me and her.

I: Hey, have you go to school tomorr?
J: Why? Many people don't go?
I: Yala.
J: How many people don't have go?
I: Many lah...how I know?
J: You don't have go?
I: Yes.
J: Yeahh, I love you so much!!! Let me kiss you...muackzzzzz...
I: Why? You sot jor?
J: Not sot is hot. You type wrong ady.
( I thought she had misunderstand me, she thought that I said "YES" means have go to school to accompany her.
I: You got go?
J: Yessss!
YOU SEE. She really misunderstand me.
I: But I don't have go wohh...
J: ............WHAT??!
I: .....

Another text between me and her.
J: .....because he is my papa(her father) ma...
I: Papa...akhirnya kau tewas jua.(our form 4 novel)
J: Hahahaha, you can take place me already.
I: Yes. of cource, Julia.

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17 April 2012

Trouble

今天我很伤心啊~~
到底是副作用？
还是自己越来越放纵自己？
我真的不很清楚。
没有付出就没有回报，
难道我又要开始那条辛苦的路途？
那是我一生人最讨厌做的东西。
做每件事都讲求毅力和斗志，
可是我将我所有的毅力都快花在学业上了
我没有更多的毅力啦
很累啊~~
到底怎么办才好？
有时又不能眷顾那么多东西
不过我清楚知道这一些都是自己给自己的借口
我借口都是一大堆的啦
身边有许多诱惑
再加上实际上的许可
我的毅力真的不都坚定
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My friend said that British Council qiute good and funny.
My mum keep calling me go there to polish up my"worst" speaking.
Maybe I am little bit interest with it
But my time is full of tuition
Quite crazy with that
The main reason that I still keep thinking is:
SPM around the corner, should I just spent my time on speaking?
Shouldn't I need to more concentrate on study?
But my friend said that the group underage (<18) is funny because all youngsters.
I still left a year then I >18 lol...
How How How? Quetioning myself.

14 April 2012

Wedding dress

sHARE sHARE sHARE❥

别怪我了

对你感到很失望

我当你是兄弟

我知道你有多喜欢我朋友

我知道你的喜欢得不到回应

我知道她不喜欢你

你说过你不放弃

我给过你机会去追她
我一直在尽力帮你
我一直愿意相信你
我一直认为你是真心的
我一直相信你说的每一句话
但你干了什么

但你可不可以别做小动作

可不可以不忽冷忽热

可不可以对别人耍花枪

因为她是不会喜欢的

她只会更失望

虽然她不喜欢你
但是我认为只要持之以恒
一定会成功的

我看到很不顺眼

虽然我真的不方便介入什么

虽然我不知道来龙去脉

但是我看到你

我越来越讨厌你

我不想这样

我当你是兄弟，好朋友

可我真的看不下去，很不顺眼

别怪我不再帮你了

13 April 2012

Last time hang out

It's Friday.
I am so sleepy, have a nap later.
I go to register Maybank ATM card just now.
For what? Just for fun.
The card just can pay bills in the internet, cannot purchase anything online.
Fortunately I have Hello Kitty Debit Card, I can shopping online.
I am gonna ponteng tomorrow program cause I am lazy.
I can wake up late, happy with that.
Exam and the SPM is just around the corner, I don't know how many times I keep remind myself and I can't remember the reasons I give myself to be lazy.
I know I don't have excuses anymore.
I should be hardworking now.
My mum scold that I always hang out with friends, she said she scare I will not mood to study anymore, because I am too enjoy my life.
Yes, it's true. I really keep give excuses and ignore study.
Yes, yes ,yes...study hard from now. (Try my best to concentrate la~TTv)
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I went to Time Square with my primary school's friends on Wednesday(public holiday).
Glad that finally can go cause we really discussed long time ago.
They really difficult to make decision and just keep said "whatever la~~" but after that said actually this cannot that cannot.
Actualy we decided go to watch movie
I am always the one will be punctual and the one who always wait for them.
So I decided to but tickets first cause really many people queue.
I queued for an hours and finally it was my turn, the staff informed that the tickets before 6pm was sold out. OMG, that time I really want to say WTH and go punch the staff because they didn't inform early.
It ruined all of my plan and we decided go to sing k.
Some of my friends said it was too expensive, ya, it is, because holiday happy hour's price.
We then stood in front of the counter and argue here argue there.
Finally, all of us agreed (skip the part how we solve and argue the problem)
Quite happy with that cause acyually I really like to sing and it was my show time.
All of them mostly just listened only but I didn't feel lonely actually.
Actually one of my friend's voice is so much better than me but she shy shy*^-^*
But they said that I really good in singing, but I think that my voice is still ok and not sound pollution...

Auntie Annie!

Snowflake

This is the last time I went out, my mum don't let me go out already.
yala, I should more concentrate la...
After exam can hang out everyday also.
Gambateh!