Trouble

今天我很伤心啊~~
到底是副作用？
还是自己越来越放纵自己？
我真的不很清楚。
没有付出就没有回报，
难道我又要开始那条辛苦的路途？
那是我一生人最讨厌做的东西。
做每件事都讲求毅力和斗志，
可是我将我所有的毅力都快花在学业上了
我没有更多的毅力啦
很累啊~~
到底怎么办才好？
有时又不能眷顾那么多东西
不过我清楚知道这一些都是自己给自己的借口
我借口都是一大堆的啦
身边有许多诱惑
再加上实际上的许可
我的毅力真的不都坚定
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My friend said that British Council qiute good and funny.
My mum keep calling me go there to polish up my"worst" speaking.
Maybe I am little bit interest with it
But my time is full of tuition
Quite crazy with that
The main reason that I still keep thinking is:
SPM around the corner, should I just spent my time on speaking?
Shouldn't I need to more concentrate on study?
But my friend said that the group underage (<18) is funny because all youngsters.
I still left a year then I >18 lol...
How How How? Quetioning myself.