Sicked

Stop nagging to me

You make me sick

You're just annoying

Why couldn't you just keep your mouth- shut

If you're in bad mood or feel so emo then please find a place and hide yourself

Just don't implicate people around you

They're innocent just like me

Who do you think you're

King or the Queen or God

I am so tired for your vexatious

Do you think you're child or you think you're just childish

Stop it 

I just keep silence better than I nod and say you're right

You just totally wrong

Why you could not accept the reality that you did wrongly

You're just idiot

 

Cl♥ud of L♥ve

Beautiful Love ♥

Sunny Sunday

Sigh Sigh Sigh, last day of holiday. Next day is the start of exam.
What're you doing right here? Not talking to you but me.
I think I waste so much of time on doing this and that...What's actually you have done?
Well, nothing. Felt ashame to say that. But that what's the truth is.
You rather staying in front of your computer and keep on your typing? Yes, I'm.
Then shut up. I know I should. I am crazy or what?
Have a short reunion just now with physic teacher, what the bloody hell he has talked I didn't understand at all.
Well, maybe have a such the memories in my deepest brain. Maybe it looked familiar too. But I have a shorten memory like FISH and I KNOW it.
Facing to the screen and I sigh again. Now is the moment not what I want to do but What I must to do.
No choice. Who made it? Myself.
What's wrong with you? I don't know. Maybe all of that.

I am waiting myself to regret. I know it everytime. The way I afraid and the fast heartbeat inside my chest, I very scared of that but I didn't avoid it actually.
What the hell I am talking about? Sorry, I also don't know. Maybe try to do something to release my negative stress.

My mum lost her Iphone yersterday. She have it within one years. She's that kind of person who cannot take care of her stuff. If really wanted to count how many phone she has broke, lost or whatever else, I think that out of  10, seriously.

She asked me do I felt sad. I said I don't cause actually that phone not mind and I have decided to buy Iphone 5. I just a bit disadppointed that inside the phone has all of my photo and the games I downloaded hardly.

I watched a video just now. The title of the video is about the 5 foods that make you lose weighted. The video is 20min I think. I waited and waited to see what is the 5 foods can help me to lose weight till the video is ended and it write:" Pls download the book that have write the 5 foods...link...price " I felt very sweat. Just wasted my time at all. All about is statistic of obesity or whatever diseases else.

Hey, stop here, I don't know how much time I used to write my blog dy but I think that's enough. I will keep on upgrated just don't want to make my friends feel disadppointed and keep fresh.

Wait

I want buy IPhone 5! I need to wait till November.

I want to listen to One Direction's new songs. I need to wait till 16 September.

I want my One Direction new single! I think it only available on November or maybe December in Malaysia.

I want enjoy my life. I need to wait after the SPM.

I need to learn drive car and go anyway I want. I need to wait after SPM too.

I want go for journey. I need to wait till December.

I want study abroad. I need to wait till I can speak English well.

I need ... but I need wait..
I want ... but I want wait...

Sigh, I need to wait for everything.
What I hate don't need me to wait, like study and exam.

Who I am

Sleep sleep sleep
Sleep so many hours still feel the tired
I am just a lazy cat

Study study study
I am no mood to concentrate on my study
I am just a lazy fellow

Blog blog blog
What I only want to do is write my blog
I am just a lonely person

Regret

考试考试考试

读书读书读书

也许已经麻木了

现在的我完全没有再害怕

只是等待考了过后的后悔

 

Exam Exam Exam

Study Study Study

I think I am no feeling

I am not scare now

I am waiting to regret after exam

One Direction - Wonderwall Cover [Full Video+Audio] HD

OMG, I'm so excitedddddddd! ♥
Awwwww, when I can buy their album? T^T
This is only one of their song - Wonderwall
Their new songs haven't released out.

太阳

原来早上十点的太阳是这么猛烈的。
忘了几久没看到这样的太阳，去睡了。
＂晚安＂

All about 1D!

The brand new single will be called ‘Live While We’re Young‘

 The new album will also be released in 3rd of November!

Their album haven't released then got no 1 on the board!

I'm so excited to listen their new songs and buy their new album!

When will it reach Malaysia?

 

They're so lovely.

If my friend fell on the floor, I am the first one who laugh all the way.

I like the way they play their joke.

Zayn is back to twitter!

Hooray for him.



早上

如果问我醒来能看家这个画面，那该多好。

 

现在是星期五早上八点半，我正式宣告我还没睡觉，也就是说从昨天到现在我还没睡过觉！
大家，早上好啊。
原本八点打算去睡觉的，哪知道...
早上的空气是美好的，躺在床上，打算进入我的梦乡...
可是阳光从阳台透过我的落地玻璃窗照进来，宣誓这个美好的早晨来临了
可恶的可爱小鸟在唧唧咋咋的欢唱，想再跟我说“早上好，今天是美好的一天，一个新的开始。”

睡意也被这美好的早上渐渐消退了，心痒痒的我打算上了网、写了部落格才去睡觉。
结果，我认为我九点才可能去睡觉，在创下我的最新纪录，我已经忘了有多少年没这么晚“睡觉”了。
刚才七点多的时候才给我亲爱的朋友们发了个简讯，跟他们说声“晚安”。
我有一位朋友在早上六点多就起床了，他非常地了解我，直到我一夜未眠。

为什么这么晚睡？不是我在勤劳读书，而是我的时间根本都在颠倒了。平时大约下午3，4点才起床。
我爸比妈咪都是这样，今天早上才和爸比吃“宵夜”。爸比还问我要不要去巴刹。
我当然不要啦，我不喜欢去巴刹。
那时候的我还想如果我去了巴刹，我一定会在部落格写一篇“巴刹记”，还以为小学么？我都忘了有多久没去巴刹了。

七点的我看着窗外的景色，天渐渐亮了，却还是一个冷冷的蓝。
八点的我看着窗外的景色，太阳出来了，暖暖的阳光照在脸上。
九点的我看着窗外的景色，太阳晒屁股，我要快点去藏起来了。
我名副其实的“吸血鬼”，总比夜猫子好听得多吧。

现在我哥哥也起身了，他要去做工了。
我精神了，却知道我得去睡觉，要不然我熬不过下午。

神仙来打救我

星期四
又是一个宁静的凌晨，也许应该说是早上，现在是六点十五分。你们该不会想问我是不是没睡觉？我说过我是病得不轻的夜猫子，这个时间当然是醒着。为什么我不睡觉？我下午的时间都拿去睡觉了，我大约下午四点才起身。我这种日夜颠倒的习惯希望大家见怪不怪，呵呵呵呵。

我为什么又来写部落格了啦？没有啦，来申述下我那自相矛盾的心情。到底是怎么一回事？一天也许醒着十四个小时，但是我实实在在读书也没超过四个小时，我的时间到底用去哪里了？是时间过得太快让我在浪费得也毫不察觉，还是时间根本就是不够用呢？

不过今天我倒看了五个小时的连续剧，我应该感到自我惭愧了吧？怎样都无法压抑自己，我每次输在都是懒惰吧。懒惰是我最大的缺点，也是唯一改不掉的缺点。正所谓江山易改，本性难移。

天啊，为什么我越来越懒了？神可以把我的懒根彻彻底底的拔掉吗？

Hate those HATERS!

I hate those haters! Why they just simply hurt another person as they like? Who do they think they're? Who really care what's they judge to another person. They make people sick with them. They want to be famous or what? They like people hate on them? They stupid or crazy or what?

 

This stupid fellow!

 

 

 

='(
 

https://www.change.org/en-CA/petitions/plasticbieber-11-year-old-girl-who-is-rude-bullys-people-via-twitter

This is another one who support Justin Bieber but Justin Bieber also sick for her cause she hurt 1D. Justin Bieber is friend of 1D and he said she is annoying and tried to stop it. I am pity Justin Bieber that he has this kind of fan. She just not only bad to ID, you guys see what she has wrote? What's nonsense girl, so what's wrong with the Afrika's people? They want to be born in poor country? They want to be hungry?You see! Justin Bieber also sick for her. Didn't she feel heart when she heard her idiol said this to her? She stupid or carzy or both? I'm so sorry to said that kind of words but pls, she is so sick to me.

We must stop these twitter plastics!! join this rebellion towards the horrific plastics and their hatred toward 1D, Directioners, mexicans, & muslims PLUS: They are racist, disgusting, and rude! LET'S STOP THESE PLASTICS!

Zayn, I miss you.

I feel so sad that one of my boy, Zayn Malik has deleted his twitter accounts.

This is the reason he deleted his account :
“The reason i don’t tweet as much as i use to, is because I’m sick of all the useless opinions and hate that i get daily goodbye twitter ”

It sounds like more sad when I "heard" what he wrote is :
“My fans that have something nice to say can tweet me on the one direction account , x”

When news broke, numerous hash tags began trending including:

#ZaynComeBack
&
#ComeBackZayn

...and more.

I think I love Harry Styles more but when I heard this bad new I feel I really sad and hurt, this make my mood down, down, down and moody again. I 'm just like want to cry. What's wrong with him? He just want his own life. Why the haters like to hury somebody? If you hate, then go away, nobody wants you to be there.

This stupid fellow!


This is another one who support Justin Bieber but Justin Bieber also sick for her cause she hurt 1D. Justin Bieber is friend of 1D and he said she is annoying and tried to stop it. I am pity Justin Bieber that he has this kind of fan. She just not only bad to ID, you guys see what she has wrote? What's nonsense girl, so what's wrong with the Afrika's people? They want to be born in poor country? They want to be hungry?You see! Justin Bieber also sick for her. Didn't she feel heart when she heard her idiol said this to her? She stupid or carzy or both? I'm so sorry to said that kind of words but pls, she is so sick to me.

We must stop these twitter plastics!!  join this rebellion towards the horrific plastics and their hatred toward 1D, Directioners, mexicans, & muslims PLUS: They are racist, disgusting, and rude! LET'S STOP THESE PLASTICS!

Zayn, I miss you. Please don't be so sad and as you know we directioners will always support all the way.

倒霉

真的有想骂臭话的冲动了，但我很乖，一直压抑，我知道一旦说顺口，就会改不了。
原本今天只计划去5个小时，一去就去了10个小时，多出一倍这么多，有点后悔。
不是买了很多东西，但是却花了那么多的钱。
其实还没加买东西的钱，就已经超出很大的预算了。
吃东西和parking fees都用了不少钱，而且还要加LRT fees.

2 person

T-Bowl - RM 36
Monorial fees - RM8
LRT fees - RM3.20
Mineral Water + 100PLUS - RM7
Taxi Fees - RM5
Parking Fees - RM10
Dinner - RM23.80

Things that I buy
2 books - RM32
Files - RM10 for 5
Shelf - RM15 for two
Bottles - RM24 for two
CDs - RM118 for 5
Magazines - RM18
---------------------------------
Total : RM 300

花了那么多的钱却没什么买到东西，我很心痛
而且又浪费了那么多的时间，今天真的很倒霉
上天都没有在眷顾我们

12：45pm - 出门
01：30pm - 去Sungai Wang parking full
01：45pm - 去 Isetan Lot 10
02：00pm - 由Isetan 走去Sungai Wang
02：15pm - 哥哥去买衣服
03：15pm - 去到T-Bowl 很多人，等了大约25分钟
04：10pm - 走去Time Square 搭monorial. （要去KLCC，很多车，所以决定搭LRT）
04：30pm - 在Sungai Nanas那一站下车，才被告知不能去KLCC (那个机器又收钱，但是又不能去到KLCC,浪费钱又浪费时间，而且那个机很“芭比”，只收RM1而已，其他一律不收）又要走路到LRT站买票。
05：30pm - 几经辛苦，终于到了KLCC
08：30pm - 拖着一包大两包小，朋友给我的笔记又很重，所以搭Taxi回去，截Taxi都辛苦。
09：30pm - 去Leisure Mall吃晚餐
10：30 pm - 回到家
10：40pm - 去喂我的大狗吃饭，他既然跟我乱乱大便，又要我在雨中赶他回去，淋到整身湿了，真的想骂三字经。

感伤

很情绪化的心情却还要听很伤心的歌 =‘(

我也许知道我喜欢部落格的原因了
也许是因为
我所说的话
不需要别人来留言和按赞
在面子书的话
就会期待别人来按赞来赞同我所说的每一句话
在推特
自己不喜欢用推特
我要的不是赞同
只是要你们聆听我所说的每一句话
不需要你们的认同
我所说的话
不需要你们一定看得见
我看得见
觉得发泄了 就算了

最近 Like 了太多One Direction的专页了
一打开面子书全都是他们
害我找不到一些唯美的照片来配一配我的主题

我要~

Top 25 westlife songs for weddings !

Songs of The Wanted are really nice.

I decided buy their album even I am not the big fans of them.

I am the big fan of ONE DIRECTION.

Maybe the truth is the songs of The Wanted are much better than One Direction.

One Direction still young, they can be better.

I think they should sing more romantic's songs like The Wanted.

I hope that One Direction's songs can melt everybody heart.

Not only give a kind of feeling and style - energetic.

情绪化的一天

来到了2:16am， 疯狂的我无法压抑我自己又在写部落格

今天又是个失败的一天，我又没有读书了

今天一整天都在情绪化，不知道怎么了

这样的我又在狂吃东西，心却没有更好过一些

我明天又要肥了，心情不断地在郁闷

我到底怎么了

今天看完了一本小说，有一句话很有意思

“我说的每一句谎言，你都相信；为什么一句简单的我爱你，你却不信。”

这一本小说也是有很悲伤的结局

弄得我更喘不过气来

今天差点吓死我了

心理难耐的在下雨打雷时跑去开电脑

本来心想下载一首英语歌而已

忽然就整个家停电

电脑在过后开启时发现无法上网

心想该不会是给雷劈了吧

一直忐忑不安

父母回家后如实相告待明天拿去修理

哪知道现在一开又没事了

顿时松了一口气

明天要去书展了

妈咪给我RM200

希望明天可以检到便宜货

今天看了某人（猪屁股）的部落格

她也是很不开心

我最不知道如何安慰别人

只能说一些自认为很有道理的大道理来开解他

“爱得那么深，不是一句放下就放下了
要学着去放手，让时间慢慢冲淡伤痛
久了，累了，就会麻木了，感觉会没了，就不会再去在乎了
不要强逼自己忘记他，这样是在自欺欺人
到墙角的时候，会爆发得已不可收拾
喜欢一个人，不是没有结果就会变得不喜欢
那以前自己所谓的喜欢还是喜欢吗
顺其自然，让自己随心所欲
也许这样才是最好的解决方式
加油，我只能精神上支持你 =)”

有时候我觉得

伤心时最需要的不是别人的安慰

而是需要自己的冷静和空间

这样自己反而会觉得舒服一些

旁人再多的安慰和开解

有时会很厌倦

会懒得敷衍

应为回应一个人也需要力气和心情

所以我会尽量不烦她

让他看到文字上的鼓励

是让他知道我还是在他身边支持他

而如何挨过去

是在乎于自己

最后还是需要自己一步一步地走过去

在成长

走过了  身后是一道美丽的彩虹

亲爱的某人，你要加油

我喜欢写部落格

也喜欢看别人的部落格

也许是基于“八卦”的这个特质吧

人生是美丽的

加油

ps: 原本要上载的那一批照片因为今天心情不好就没上载了，明天吧 =）

Boring Sunday

Dalala, it's raining cat and dog and storming.it's the first day Hari Raya. What a bad weather for them, for me too. I can't online now cause if now the lightning will boom my comp. Haiz, sigh. I want write blog la.

Don't know why nowadays I am addicted on writing blog. I just don't wanna to study, no mood to do so. It's the forth day of holiday, I am keeping lazy. I will go book fair tomorrow. One more day to skip my study and enjoy my life. Why don't the trial and SPM just cancel?

Today same as yesterday. I woke up at 2 pm and my parent woke up at 3:30pm. I ate 1 slice of cake and served with a cup of Milo as my lunch. I just like so long time didn't have my lunch and dinner properly. I want eat rice! So on, I am waiting for my dinner. But I am just addicted with my durian cake. It's so yummy!

I am feel so exciting for tomorrow. My friends said that the books are really cheap and maybe I can buy cheap magazine that got 1 direction. I also can buy some concert CD too. It's just RM 10 each. How cheap it is!

I gonna meet my brother's gf tomor. We gonna take so many photo and crazy in book fair. Okay, look forward it. I become the 3.0 W bulb again cause my brother also will go there too, he fetch me of course. Just don't let me catch them kissing and feeding each other in front of me. I will get crazy and just escape from them. I am not care that I shopping alone. It's quite fun.

Well, that's all for today. Who know maybe I will write one more post later after the raining is stop. I'm crazy.

After wrote blog, I helped my dad dye his hair. It's a nice thing to do cause it can make us closer. While I helping him dye his hair, we just keep quite. We always nothing much to said but we know each other well.

Love doesn't need express by word, right? Eww, so disgusting. I present him a booklet yesterday. A memory's booklet. All the things inside is his photo and some family's photo and... my words to him - express my thankful to him and some wishes. He looked so happy yesterday when he received this. He looked so touched. Hehehe, I'm so happy also.

Hehehe, I go to Leisure Mall. :)

Hey, it's 3:45pm now. My parents still sleep cause they slept at 6 am on the morning. So that means that I do not have my lunch. I decided to have my high tea - a cup of coffee served with a slice if durian cake. It's all I have in my house, somemore - fruits.

Why I have durian cake in my house? Hehehe, it's the birthday cake I book for my mother. All her friends said the durian cake is so nice. And now it left only half. But it's much enough cause eat 1 small slice then will feel so full already.

This delicious durian cake I booked in Organic which located near the Leisure Mall. It's an organic baking shop. All the ingredients they use is organic and non-chemical. It sell bread, cake, cookies, biscuit and homemade jam. The breads they bake are British-style, not the soft one but hard.

I need to use Chinese's word to describe the durian cake, allow me pls. ;)

我订的这个榴莲蛋糕是无糖的，所吃的甜味是源自于榴莲。我妈妈超爱吃榴莲但又不爱吃甜，所以我订的蛋糕是很适合她吃。

吃这个蛋糕有很香的榴莲味，像猫三王那样浓郁。你们在担心它是不是香精味？很确定的，不是。当我在切蛋糕的时候，看见榴莲丝。吃的时候，像在吃榴莲，不过感觉像吃榴莲多过像吃蛋糕。

照片很遗憾就没有拍到，因为用iphone拍很蒙，拍到不爽。不过它的外形没什么美啦，只不过是奶油黄色。

Enjoy my high tea la....bye.

Rock The Friday's Night

It's 3:14am at the midnight. I'm so tired now and decided want to sleep now. The party just now is so crazy. Chat with friends till midnight 2 am just now. I am Gemini and I really can talk any thing to any people normally.

I was so beautiful today. I praised by so many people today with my dress and long curly tied hair. Just a different style and a different me, I am mature enough today cause I wear 4inch high heels. Good to me, I always want myself to be taller.

One more, my friends said that my skin really nice to see and nice to touch. I was so happy but after I took photo with my elder brother, I felt disappointed again cause his skin really much better than mine. How come he has a baby face and nice skin even there is some pimples there?

I will post the photos tomorrow about the present that I made for mother and father.

Awwww, good night world and have a sweet dream. ♪(´ε｀ )

制作流沙巴黎

现在是凌晨四点十分，我又在写部落格了。
为什么这么夜还没睡？
因为
1）我一向来夜睡
2）我刚刚才完成妈咪的礼物，妈咪的生日卡片和爸比的回忆录
3）今天很晚才吃晚餐，要迟点睡让它消化

写部落格的目的： 分享我制作妈眯的礼物过程

我送给妈眯一共有三份
1）流沙巴黎
2）榴莲蛋糕
3）温馨卡片

首先来说流沙巴黎。流沙巴黎是将盐用五颜六色的水彩制成后再倒进巴黎铁塔的玻璃瓶。在制作的时候发现一些小秘诀，更恰当可以说是心得。

1）由于盐的方面不是我自己挑选，哥哥帮我买到了很粗的盐，＂宜康省＂自家出的盐千万不要买，标签上虽写＂细盐＂，可是它的盐却粗到像白糖一样大粒。

我发觉到
• 粗盐 ~ 用水彩调和出来的颜色较为黯淡深色，如果想要有浪漫温暖的感觉，可选择用粗盐。
•细盐 ~ 用水彩调和出来的颜色较为光亮活力，如果想要耀眼和细致的感觉，可选择用细盐。

2) 如果你的水彩是很久已没用，凝固了的话，请在使用之前先用清水＂泡一泡＂，让它转成为液体。要不然在他它凝固的时候使用，颜色会比较暗沉不美。

3）当将水彩融入盐的时候，确保不要过于多水份。水彩必需要非常浓稠，这样将盐粘下去就会跟你看到的颜色一样，而不是变得更浅。而且当你的玻璃瓶是高深的话，那些盐将会随着瓶身而滑下去，照成玻璃瓶粘有颜色，变得肮脏不已。

4）如果高深的玻璃瓶里真的粘到颜色水彩的话，可以用卫生纸卷在水彩笔上，往玻璃瓶里擦。

5）我不赞成先在水彩盘调上自己要的颜色，因为和盐结合出来的效果与调出来的是不一样的。水彩盘上的是偏水而调在盐上的水彩却不能过多于水份。我们可以先用少量的盐加入水彩作出调整。

我制作的第一瓶流沙是稍微温暖浪漫，颜色暗沉，所以我倒掉重新在做，因味我妈妈喜欢耀眼的颜色。在没有细盐的情况下，我只好不停调配到很光彩的颜色。出来的效果我非常满意，一共有十一种颜色。

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Taylor Swift - Brought Up That Way Lyrics

This song is so nice. The lyris tell a story, father's little girl - Emily.
Nice to listen, nice to know the story.

The time I am waiting for tuition

Hey, I'm waiting outside the tuition class, room 4. I always arrive here 30min earlier. Why? It will be crowded if I late because there're so many students, around 100 people. I will no place to seat if I late. I found that I can write my blog while I am waiting outside the room. It will make me calm and so that I will not feel hot.( outside the room is corridor and there are no fan.

I am feeling alright now. I feel so excited when I come to tuition physic cause the physic teacher is pretty good even I hate to come this hot and weird tuition center. It's system is so lousy.

I hope I can ignore all the noisy sound from the people who are standing beside me. They keep laughing and talking loudly all the way. Eww, I just can't concentrate even I am writing the blog. They make me feel can't breathe. I hate the smell of the girl's hair who standing in front of me. The smell is too strong and keep make me feel would like to vomit, I feel something scratch inside my stomach.

Come back to my topic, the physic teacher is so good till I never want to miss his class cause he can make me understand all the syllabus in book and I don't need to study back myself. It's save me lots of time to understand all the things alone. I never passed my physic exam when I was not tuition here. After I am tuition here I passed my exam and more better that that.

Okay, I need to settle myself now cause the tuition gonna to start. Bye guys. :)