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05 August 2012

Confused on feeling

Today is a happy day, but after the evening have a thing ruined all my feelings. What's the thing? I not really want to tell it. I hang out with friends to Sungai Wang and Time Square today. My friends always do not be punctual, I just don't know why, I always need to wait for my friends. Thay lated for one and half an hour, they said traffic jam. Just felt so sweat,  am I should not be angry them? (actually I was not angry at all) I brought  them to T-bowl to eat lunch first before we started shopping. Everything just be so orderless and weird cause some of them not willing to wait for others and one of them need go back early so she requested that go to the shops that she want first. It's better that I leaded them where to go, it saved much time. I did not have any idea that was I really shopping today? I just felt rush there and here and finally got nothing. But I still felt happy cause stayed with friends, even it was not good enough. OMG, I spent RM 200++ today with just bought my lunch, chatime, snowflake, pizza bread, 2 hot short pants, 4 magazine( 1 magazine = RM20, am I crazy or what? But all is about ONE DIRECTION AND THEIR POSTERS!!!! I just can't stop myself! ), 1 One Direction's bracelet, 4 birthday presents for friends. ( SHWU HUEY! I bought your birthday present ady, it is a decoration, so so so nice and looks noble! Feel so touching leh?! Write one more post to thank for me but after I give you the present first, haha) The weird and bad thing that ruined my Saturday I really not willing to tell you, I scared the feeling make me feel angry and indignant again till I want to crash all the things beside me. What I have decided for her is all cancelled till she say sorry to me, I just can't tolerate her anymore, ANYMORE! It's hurted my feeling, I can't stand for it. Who do you think you're? Who do you think I am? YOU THINK I AM A SICK CAT IF I DO NOT EXPRESS AND SHOW MY ANGER, DISSASTIFIED AND JUST KEEP MY MOUTH-SHUP WITHOUT SAYING A WORD TO REFUTE YOU? Don't be so smart on guessing, I am here to tell you that you are wrong, totally wrong! Don't make me felt disgust with you. One word can destroy our relationship but 10 things you do for me still cannot repair the broken heart. Every bad things you done to me for sure I will remember, just when the time past by, am I will still angry you? Then let's see what the thing you have do for me to repair and offset the unhappy feelings. If you good to me, I am the person who will do the best for you. If you bad to me, of course I will not do the worst for you but I will not treat you good anymore. Everything needs is RESPECT, HONEST, LOYAL AND KIND enough. 

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