I'm so sad to say that my cousin brother have passed away last Saturday at 7:30am.
Finally, he couldn't fight with the lung cancer, actually all of us know that.
I still remember all the words he told me, he have promised me if he recover from sickness and he will bring me out and chi-chat, but we still dont know he has cancer.
I actually have wrote so many post for him and what I only left now is just sadness.
I couldnt speak a word but I'm not crying.
Am I bad enough, I know we are not close at all before I get to know he was sick.
He started busy working so many years ago for his family and we no chance to see each other even once for Chinese New Year.
I'm so sad how he ended his life like that and I'm so much hate on his wife who throw him and her two son away.
This also main reason he can't even fight to the cancer, he was hopeless.
When he talked to his mom, he told his mom, my aunt, he cant take care of her anymore and called her mom do not argue with his younger brother anymore cause my aunt need someone to take care of she, and my aunt said she don't need anyone but my cousin brother. I just want to cry when I heard he said:" Sorry, mom. I wish to but I can't." Those words made me heartbroken.
Seriously, I should happy he passed away cause all of us could not imagine how painful the cancer bring to him.
Doctor said it's more painful than a mother give birth. He need injected strong maffine everyday.
He was so handsome when he was healthy and young. Yeah, he was young that time, he passed away but he only 32 years old.
I still remember his pale face staring at me and he was so hard to speak a word. I also could see he is sweating because of his pain. He became so thin like a paper thick and some of his skin started to decay and decompose.
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I hope he rest in peace and find his happiness in the heaven and bless his chidren grow happily.
Finally, he couldn't fight with the lung cancer, actually all of us know that.
I still remember all the words he told me, he have promised me if he recover from sickness and he will bring me out and chi-chat, but we still dont know he has cancer.
I actually have wrote so many post for him and what I only left now is just sadness.
I couldnt speak a word but I'm not crying.
Am I bad enough, I know we are not close at all before I get to know he was sick.
He started busy working so many years ago for his family and we no chance to see each other even once for Chinese New Year.
I'm so sad how he ended his life like that and I'm so much hate on his wife who throw him and her two son away.
This also main reason he can't even fight to the cancer, he was hopeless.
When he talked to his mom, he told his mom, my aunt, he cant take care of her anymore and called her mom do not argue with his younger brother anymore cause my aunt need someone to take care of she, and my aunt said she don't need anyone but my cousin brother. I just want to cry when I heard he said:" Sorry, mom. I wish to but I can't." Those words made me heartbroken.
Seriously, I should happy he passed away cause all of us could not imagine how painful the cancer bring to him.
Doctor said it's more painful than a mother give birth. He need injected strong maffine everyday.
He was so handsome when he was healthy and young. Yeah, he was young that time, he passed away but he only 32 years old.
I still remember his pale face staring at me and he was so hard to speak a word. I also could see he is sweating because of his pain. He became so thin like a paper thick and some of his skin started to decay and decompose.
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I hope he rest in peace and find his happiness in the heaven and bless his chidren grow happily.
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