想念

剩下的最后两个周末，应该要怎样度过呢？

难道就像现在一样？

一杯热可可，然后安静的在写部落格，或则看看小说？

刚才忽然很想见他们，想念起他们的声音

今天七早八早变态三个组轮流打给我，当时的我还在睡觉，感觉真的匪夷所思

打给我的原因是－－他们学校正播放我偶像团体的歌

我在他们的吵杂声音中，也隐隐约约听得见

不过最想念的是他们的声音，就好像中学的我们在大声说话

听见他们争夺电话，大声笑，听见就让人感觉开心，嘴角也在微笑

这情景就好像我们在学校一起疯狂过的日子，那美丽的曾经

忽然感叹他们多好啊，还在一起度过让人怀念的中学生涯

开心的是，他们依然不忘记我最喜欢的东西

那样疯狂的打电话来就是因为我偶像团体的一首歌

让他们想起自己，感觉真的很不错

这一点小事，我都感觉心荡起了美丽的涟漪

看着桌上的相框，看着我们的相片，我的笑容真的很灿烂

看见他们送我的杯子，我倒起水来，抿了一口，然后微笑

一抬头，凝视镜中的自己，是否在微笑

原来没有，但是皮肤色泽挺不错

就这样，呆望了我的帖子，想着该怎样来个结尾

想着想着...就这样好了

我想你们

莫名其妙

我从未听过比这个更荒谬的理由

因为我很受欢迎，所以这是远离我的理由

我简直彻底无言

难道我要因为这个而解释些什么

第一次因为这个原因被别人排斥，你也太讽刺我了吧

如果你想要引人注目，你可以不要那么action吗？

如果你要别人喜欢你，你可以不要抽烟吗？

如果你要人家对你friendly，你眼线可以不要挑那么高吗？

如果你要被受欢迎，你到的时候可以say hello吗？

因为你我性格不同，你看起来较难相处，而且样子凶凶的

而且我们岁数有差距，人家可能跟大姐姐相处得不自在

算了，说到底，你是妒忌我罢了

所以啊，女人的妒忌心是不可以低估的

尤其是这些面对社会几年了的女生，还要跟小妹妹计较这些所谓小小的人脉问题

遇到这种问题，还真的是感到莫名其妙

我就这样含冤无言了

Beautiful day

Today weather is just perfect - a sunny and windy day. When I arrived to the car park, I saw the wind blew through the trees and the leaves fell to the floor. The scene was so beautiful. KLCC Twin Towers looked gorgeous with the blue sky as background. It makes my day, I feel relax and have a wonderful mood today.

Only one thing that has made my day not completely perfect - my car has turned dirty again. I washed my car in the morning and after a moment, it started to rain. In addition, the haze mixed with the rain water, this made my car turned to more dirty. Sigh.

Today the title of writing task is SMOKING. I used to know this a lot last year in the high school because we needed to write scientific report, but I forget all of them now. We discussed that should we banned smoking. There are a lot of smokers in our class. They told me that it's difficult to quit smoking. One of the boy was so funny, when we enjoyed our break time outside British Council, he waved his cigarette so hard just to get my notice and showed me he is a smoker. I was like - hmm, you proud of it? I have already known you're a smoker, why you tried so hard just to show off and we were few meters away that time.

I'm sick of those people who always feel sleepy and not really participate in the activities, especially while we're in the race. Why don't just move faster and be more energetic? You made us lose the game and being weak and silly. I'm tired of you. I don't want stay in the same group with you. You don't show your passion and respect.

Oh gosh, I'm waiting my parents to have dinner together.  I'm really hungry, don't eat for whole day except drink water. Common, come back now!

Don't blame me.

I'm feeling tired, but I'm not going to sleep cause I was just finished my dinner, too full to sleep. However, my brain just went blank and I was like dreaming. I'm not willing to do homework, and tidying my room now. So, I'm typing here.

You might love these stuffs, but you're losing your own style. What I only can see is you commercialise everything around you, you're unreal. You maybe can say anyone or me are feeling jealous to you, because we can't get any attention like you do. However, you have changed. Being good or bad? I don't know, just up to you and I don't care. What I had said just want to get in to the next topic, I don't care what you're doing, just gave some pictures and example to people.

For me, I just scared that sometimes I might do that too. It's so tiring that after you got the attention from people, you will probably want it more and you try so hard just to get the attention. It's just like you are not yourself anymore. I started scared of being fake. I was tired. I want someone who just love me, not because I done something for he or she or anything has effected them to change their impression to me, it's not the real me.

I know that someone dislike me. Someone told me that I 'm just like superstar, like everybody know me. It makes like I'm the girl who is simply and not serious, and I'm acting just to make myself popular. Hmm, the fact is I am friendly and out-going, and I won't do anything that people don't like. Maybe you called this fake, but for me, it's just another way that I don't want to hurt and offend someone. Why I must make someone hate me or dislike me if I got choices not to, I don't want get any trouble or gain any haters.

It's good that you tolerate something or someone, but you make a friend. Sometimes, we have to tolerate each other what?! For me, I just tolerate too much and people think I'm easy-going, that's why I make friends easily. However, this doesn't mean anything. After finish this level and we gonna say bye-bye, don't we? We make each other closer just to make sure that we can stay lovely and harmony together when the activity is going on.

So, just calm down and enjoy. Don't be jealous on anything, try even harder if you want to get someone attention, just don't blame the person you're jealous to.

Not a really good day

Today isn't a really good day, for me. Everything didn't run as what as I expected.

When I reached British Council, I saw Ali...and he was talking to his friend. I just like...hmm...walked fast and prayed:" You didn't see me...You didn't see me...Please.' When I think I was safe, I heard:" Valance!" Oh gosh, I lose, I hope he didn't see my disappointed expression. He knew that this is my last level and he said let's hang out one more time before we separated. I just like;" hmm..let see." Never want to stay alone with him again, I feel weird.

Before the break, I was same group with Meng and Yiko. That was quite terrible. We have to answer some of the questions, and it was race. You guess what, we were the last. They just relied on me, we didn't work well.

At the break time, I went downstairs with my friends, tried to get some refreshment. However, I saw Ali again. He sat there alone, I couldn't act like I didn't see him. So, I said Hello and we started to talk again. When his friends come over, I just like thank God I could escape right now.

I saw Yap, one of my ex classmate. At first, he said Hi to me and I was just like:" Huh? Who are you? I couldn't recognise him. So sorry about that ya, Yap. Actually we didn't that close when we were in the same class. He seemed like always want to stay alone, so we didn't talk a lot. When he came to me, I was surprised actually.

After break, teacher put us in the same group according to the number the teacher give. I was super lucky that I was same group with Arif. When the teacher said we were same group, we smiled to each other. We always are the good partners. In addition, I had just blogged that I wish I group with him again. After come to the discussion, one of the girl couldn't stand for another girl and wanted to change partner, then I have to move. How bad that I couldn't work with Arif, I was being force, but the teacher said please. The teacher knew I will never reject her. Yes, I'm.

After class, I drove. While I was on the way, I want to drive to another road, just like cut the line. There was a huge bus beside me, and I had put the signal and waited. One motorcyclist drove along the space between the bus and my car. His motor vehicle "touched" my car. However, I said sorry to him, shouldn't I? I tried to cut the line even it's legal but I just like stop him from going because my car obstruct his way. Whatever, nothing happened, luckily.

Sigh. Hope everything will be alright. You know, it's my last level in the British Council. I hope I spend great time everyday, before start my University's life. Hushhhhh, I have to work harder.

Beautiful Songs 2013

Listen to

1) One Direction
2) Ed Sheeran
3) Michael Buble
4) Taylor Swift
5) Bruno Mars

songs nowadays, almost everyday.

Their songs are very nice!!! Ed Sheeran and Taylor Swift are talented people. Michael Burble and Bruno Mars both have the good voices. One Direction is my super boy band!!!

The songs that recommend:
One Direction

- They Don't Know About Us
- Rock Me
-Little Things
*Don't Let Me Go by Harry Styles ( can play it in my blog playlist )

Ed Sheeran

- The A Team
- Lego House
-Give Me Love

Michael Buble

- It's beautiful Day
- Always On My Mind
-Everything

Taylor Swift

- Everything Has Changed
- State Of Grace
-The Lucky One

Bruno Mars

- I'm Your Man
- Young Girls
- Treasure

Not a good idea

It's really not a good idea that I had just watched the haunted movie in the middle of the night, and I'm staying alone in the house. T^T

Listening to the songs right now, feeling sleepy but don't want to sleep but I have to cause I have class tomorrow. Goodnight everyone. :)

Some problems

Oh gosh, I'm still trying hard to get used my new laptop. I hate the systems, sometimes, too many rules there. I'm not clever on the computer things, you know what I mean? The stuffs have killed me, I went mad with it.

I have tried replace the song Don't Let Me Go on my blog's playlist for the third time. It's because the original videos on Youtube have some problems - the copyright. This is the song sing and written by Harry Styles, but it leaked out. I don't know who is the one forced the fans deleted the video they had uploaded. So, I kept find the video who hasn't deleted yet. You can listen it now on my playlist, the first song in the list.

I face some technology problems. I can't syn my songs from Iphone into my new MacBook. I didn't backup it. So, I'm still thinking how I am going to solve this, sigh. It's more nicer that I spend my time on studying or typing my blog, as what I said - I'm not clever on the computer things.

Today is the second day of Intermediate 5, but it's the first day for the new teacher - Mr Alizz who from Scotland. To be frank, I don't like him. Why? He's strict teacher, sometimes. He'll look at you and want you answer some questions or give some examples, he don't want others to help you, he just want get the answer from you. In addition, if you say something wrong, he'll straight away correct you, I don't mean this is not good, just the way he tried to correct you, the way he speak. Besides, he kept repeat something we have done, he's not trying to emphasis something but he just like wants get some time to rest. He's the main teacher for us. I hope he's like the one who we can't judge the book by it's cover, I hope I can find something good from him, just like I found something good on Teacher Sam, who made us yawned so many time on the first day, but at the following days, he's good.

Haiz, to be honest, I'm bored to be Meng's partner. I see him everyday, he sit beside me everyday, I work with him everyday, quite bored actually. I want someone new, if I can work with Arif, a good idea too cause we are the best partner on some activities. He is a clever boy. We always is the fastest group  who get the works done and come out the best result.

I bought few novels from bookstore. I'm reading one of it. I hope I can finish it before the open school.
I will recommend some novels to you in next post, but it's Chinese novel.

淑慧，加油！

淑慧啊，你看你，你看我，几伟大，又为了你写部落格
你怎么那么固执？我真的觉得无所谓
对于你，我是可以谅解的
当然，我是真的很在乎
但是，我知道什么对于一个人来说更加重要
你又不是重色轻友，又不是真的找借口在拖延
你那一封信息，已经是最好的证明
只要你，牢牢记在心上，重未忘记过，我已觉得心以满足
所以，timing is not the problem
我真的明白，你不用太过于内疚
这一份心意，收在心里

你啊你，我说过你一点都不笨，往日那些自信到哪里去了
我倒觉得你只是一时适应不来这样的大学生活，如果你连对自己的信心和毅力都开始丧失，你会什么事也做不好
不要一直将自己与人比较，你会活得很累，当负面情绪一来，只会造成反效果
所以，尽力就好，尽自己最大的努力，我想谁都会明白的
听我说，学业目前为止是最重要的
什么我的生日趴地，约定啦，礼物啦都暂时别担心

其实，也要往好的方面去想
不要想自己有多不好
偶尔也想想，自己完成了什么，自己帮了谁什么
这些小小的事情，都可以累积起来变成正能量
一直意志消沉，是不会对任何事情有帮助
现在所发生的一切，都会是一个过渡期
不要给你自己太大压力，弄巧反拙
我知道，无论你的结果是怎样，你妈妈和我都会支持你
事情来到桥头自然会直，不用特别强迫自己什么
就像我一样，事情来到自然会面对，到最后才发现，自己也能办到

不要再对我说对不起啦，要说都说我爱你，听起来都开心些
所以，除了加油，还有就是学会放松，乐观面对，还有自信心！
这才是我认识的你！
适当的发泄是必然的，也许趁我还未开学前，我可以当你机关枪的盾

到最后，给我密码！你的私人日记，我可以看吧，要不然你放密码干嘛？就是给我看的

I love you too, Ming Li

Hi, I'm coming back, coming back and coming back ( I'm listening COMING HOME ><)

Sorry Ming Li, I didn't update my blog immediately because after I came back from the gathering with you and I straight away hang out with my parents, and today I got class. So, here you are.

First at all, I really appreciate and thank you so much that you celebrated my belated birthday. I've never think of that you would come and celebrate with me, thank you. Thank you for the birthday card and present! What I like the most is the CARD, cause it was written by you, long time didn't see your handwriting, still that neat and tidy! The moment I opened the card, I said:" Wao, so long, I'm gonna stay calm to read this lengthy letter." For the present, I like it too, a small butterfly with 2 crystal stick on it. OMG, why I'm typing in English? Looks weird!! ( cause I'm still trying to get use with my new laptop, paiseh)

Language changing in PROGRESS...

哈咯，呵呵，成功撤换语言设置。
写帖子给你看，当然还是用华语，你英语将好，费事献丑，错误一摞摞
而且，写华语，我可以把我的感情发挥得淋漓尽致，你看，多好的一句成语（好好好，我继续）
看了你的卡片，我用一句话复你一句话，才显得我够诚意，你就拭目以待吧
这篇帖子我应该也会写的很长，所以这也是其中一个原因导致我没有immediately update,you know what i'm talking? (惨咯，华语退步了）
＊18岁，不叫老，俗语说这叫“波波脆”
＊ps:我也很想念f5的时光，好无忧无虑，又可以每天见面
＊翘生物课是你的主意，所以是你坏蛋，而且是你在傻傻的讲，我理智的听（要搞清楚啦，不要冤枉我，我崇高的image啊～）
＊你每一段的恋情都讲自己silly啦，不过有句话说：“爱情会让人变得愚蠢”
＊凌晨与你信息，都忘了是谁先开始，好像是我不知道在面子书还是推特看到你还没睡，然后写些“莫名其妙”的话，我才信息你，关心下你（大致上的内容都忘记了，应该是像往常一样安慰你吧）
＊我们有一起装傻装笨吗？我倒是觉得那称之为－我们一起疯
＊你还有很多话要跟我说？你昨天没讲到好多啊，不知道哪里说起？pm我咯当你想起时
＊我当然知道你是我的部落格常客，你将38～
＊看你奸笑的样子，就知道你是在指我哪方面过得很好
＊你啰嗦是必然的，要不然你哪里会是辩论赛的常胜军（但是在我面前，你每次都还是输的，对我感觉无语吧？）
＊”猪“敏俐，我也爱你！（你几时会开始说你爱我了？o-o)
＊我还不算是你的好姐妹，你就完蛋了
＊你也要每天过得快乐，放下过去，立地成佛（哈哈，不是叫你去做尼姑啦）至于保持联络嘛，你偶尔也要主动联络我啊，我要做被动一方了）
＊是啦，我知道你真的很忙也凑空写了那么感性的文章，心都快化了。至于亲你，你要我亲你屁股？不要吧，要不换你亲我？我好亲得多。

怎么样，我的肺腑之言还算可以吗？收货吗？要不要亲笔签名？
不管怎样，真的谢谢你，我也很爱你
希望我俩有空的时候，都还可以有机会约出来聊天
我还是会很尽量关心你...你的私事！😄
你也要好好关心我的事哦!

复杂的问题

你为什么要说谎，对不起，因为我

整件事我知道了，庆幸我事发后才知道

要不然，其实我也不知道如何面对你

今天我比之前迟30分钟，不是我要避开你，而是...其实我也没想要因为你而早到

无论如何，如果你问我，答案都是一个

我下课以后迟下来，因为我有事情要做

但是我没想到，你会在门外徘徊，特地等我下课

我...没敢出去，我不知道如何答复你

我选择留下跟Meng聊天

一小时以后，大家都走了，我才走出来

回家后，你发来信息

＂你今天有去戏院吗？＂

＂我没有啊，怎么了？＂

＂没啊，问下而已＂

＂你跟朋友去吗？＂

＂没啦，其实我今天很累，整天都呆在宿舍＂

＂哦，那好，晚安＂

＂...＂

后来，有个朋友问我不是说要跟他还有其他朋友一起去看戏吗

我本来说是，但是也没明确答应，因为就我和他，他没打算叫其他人

我朋友说：＂那你有跟他说没去看戏吗？＂

＂我没答应他啊，我只说再看看吧。＂

＂可是刚才我看到他在大门口，好像等人。然后我去KLCC买戏票，又看到他，他说在等人。到看戏时间，他还站在门口，我跟他打招呼，他说你应该不会来了。＂

＂可能他在等其他朋友吧？又不一定是我＂

＂他说你的名字啊。＂

＂哇老，我没答应啊，他也没100%说清楚，我以为会不了了之嘛！＂

＂你大祸咯，放人飞机＂

＂哪里算哦..."

其实，也该说声不好意思

不过你没有说出口，我也不提起

我们还是当朋友就好，简简单单

今天跟Meng讨论男女之间的问题，原来男女生出去吃饭，男生会买单

不过我还是很疑惑啊，那男生不是我的男朋友，为甚么要男生请客？

难怪面子书流传＂男生不喜欢每次请客，会感觉负担很大，想要逃！＂

Meng说跟女生出街，都是男生给钱啊，我倒说应该AA制

难怪上次那男生抢着给钱，原来是这样的习惯？希望是如此吧，不要太复杂

不过我觉得应该只有Meng或则是那些有钱人会这样讲吧，反正Meng钱多得很，他当然是觉得他出钱咯

这是值得探讨的两性问题，但是我还是觉得AA制好，我不欠你，你不欠我，谁也别当谁是水鱼

得空得再多多请教

Finally, thank you Teacher Alexa worked so hard to prepare for the classes, it's sad that you wouldn't teach us next level. Thank you and I miss you. You're such a cute and funny teacher :)

My First Ghost Story - Ghost Couple ( but the story I didn't write here )

Yeeepee! My group won the best on writing - Ghost Story. Today lesson was all about GHOST. It was funny that Meng and Mona really scared when Yiko said that she saw "ghost" before and told us the story.

At first, thanks to Arif ( my partner in this activity ) because he wrote all the writing part, his handwriting is beautiful, neat and tidy. ( better than mine? In fact, yes. However, my handwriting is more prettier if I write on Mahjong paper. ) Arif is a Malay guy with very cute face, cause he's wearing a cute spec.

I thought we couldn't run out a good work cause we have never worked in pair. Teacher gave us few pictures and few vocabularies so we got some ideas and write our own ghost story.

I suggested the ideas and read my sentences to Arif. He would write it down and mark the grammar. His grammar is so good! We only made few mistakes. When we wrote our story, we found so much fun. We tried so hard just to make the story more terrified and horror but...I didn't find any scary. Indeed, talented is needed for something. Sigh.

After 30min hard works, we wrote the lengthiest story with the title " Ghost Couple" I named it! Sound scary right? After we went through all the ghost stories that students have written, we would vote for the best. For me, I think ours' was the best but we still needed to vote for others.

However, we still won the best on it. Hahaha, laugh loudly. Arif, good job! Your grammar and vocabularies too pro!

Teacher Suzanne is not teaching us next level. She is going back to her country. I will miss her. She's very nice and friendly.

Speechless

Hey, I'm back. I miss my blog. I'm trying to write something since I'm in terrible traffic jam now. It's traffic jam everywhere in KL, but something has just made it more worst - there's an accident, sorry to say that. God please bless the one who get injured. What I only can see was just a man lying on the roadside. Fortunately, there was no blood.

I wish I can learn to be patient. I know I'm getting mad easily recently, just because of the traffic jam. When someone drives really slow and it's no car in front, I just want to take over the car. I know I drive dangerously, but I couldn't change it. I don't want waste my time on traffic jam. I think I should find something to do in the car when it's traffic jam.

I felt really speechless again today. I think I better write in Chinese, easy for me to tell the story.

嘿，你们好！（有人要骂我神经病了囧）
我又在这里讲38事情，你们爱看不看呗

我只有在这里发泄，毕竟这些事跟别人讲会不好意思，除非你是我的闺蜜ˊ_>ˋ

就今天啊，好难以启齿-_-#

一早到British Council,又看到Ali（同学啦），他又抓着我聊天，其实每天聊来来去都一样的=_= 但没办法啦，不然要怎么拒绝他噢？他讲他七月就会回他的国家，短期不会回来，他说我们不会见面了。其实我应该读多两个星期就没读了，所以应该是在七月之前我们是不会见了。然后又另一个现在跟我同班的同学但是也认识Ali凑只脚来聊天。他说他会想我，想念在马来西亚认识的朋友，然后问我下个星期要看电影吗，我说我不确定。最后一句，我趁他有电话要接的时候，跟他说再见。他大声说：＂你有话要对我说吗？＂我很疑惑地说：＂没啊＂不知道为什么他每次都会这样问我。然后，我那个朋友说：＂不是很明显吗？他在等你的答案？＂＂答案？＂＂对啊，你愿意跟他在一起吗？＂我喷水了，什么和什么啊？我们是朋友啊，我从来不会想那些事情，他们完全不是我的那杯＂咖啡＂。(°_°)

有一个跟我关系比较好的男生叫Meng，因为我跟他之前是同个level的。以前他一向做我旁边，可是今天有个男生坐我后面，占了位子，他没能挤进位子里。老师也不想他坐我斜对面，因为老师不喜欢人家背对着她。然后他在午休后应该看不见白板的字，然后想做到我旁边来，可是那男生还是挡住了，无奈之下只好做我斜对面。老师问他什么事，另外个女生说：＂Because she is his angel, he needs her so much." 我瞪大眼，这是什么答案？他看不见字跟我是天使什么关系？然后老师一直笑，我什么也没说，他也不澄清一下。害到我就这样不明不白了，老师给我的眼神 - 年轻人啊，暧昧不清。+_+

不久后，我出去听个电话，回来后老师已经将下个活动的组分配好了，老师把我调去另一组，还说：＂这是惩罚哦＂可是老师不知道我跟那刚好同组的男生也熟（因为以前也是同个level)，然后同桌的男生也很好地说，活动过后我们就讲电影，他们反应也很激动，因为他们看过了，而且不好看（−＿−；）然后我们有说有笑，老师突然说：＂Ming，why you're keep looking Valance, she's just leaving for a moment, don't worry." 老师，你哪里可以这样讲话？！大教坏小，我真想直接无语晕倒(ToT)/~~~

每次回家的时候，我都是跟Meng一起走，两个都是华人，有共同的话题。今天啊，一个女生硬挤进来，好像要八卦还是什么的。算啦，她喜欢她拿去泡吧，我也没喜欢Meng，只是闲聊的朋友，让时间好过点。都搞不懂那些男生，每次搞到暧暧昧昧，又像是又像不是，害到全部人匪夷所思。要就光明正大，搞到我好像水性杨花。我是不是该检讨下？也许应该要忍心狠一点。对我而言，我健谈，是因为想交多点朋友；我帮忙，是因为我也想对方在困难时也帮我一把。而且，我对全部人也是这样啊，又没有特殊只帮男生。要记得哦，我在女生人缘也超好，他们还赞我漂亮。（≧∇≦）她们认为我每次帮助她们赢分，然后又教他们，我心地好，所以就漂亮。呵呵。

哎呀，不过有时我真的不喜欢的时候，也会促促逼人。不过大多数是不用再面对那个人的时候，我都会说很狠的话，不想再被他缠着，因为我容忍那个人是有限度的。大庭广众要手要碰我，又拈得很近，害我坐到边缘去了还不行，他大概以为我真迟钝，不发威当我Kitty猫。不过我朋友说我还是算了，一点点狠话都认为自己很狠，真天真。应该不会吧，至少那男生短期也不会再打扰我了，虽然不久后又再来。男生是这样的啦，花心呗，每天去泡妞，然后又不死心的回来打扰。

demom personifing pestilence

I woke up in the morning with very good mood, since today is Sunday.

But...one of the demom personifing pestilence (瘟神) has destroyed all my mood.

I thought he never come back to annoy me, but I was totally wrong.

I feel so speechless that he still dare to come and spoke some "vague" words.

At first I just thought that:" Haiz, we were classmate before, don't be that cool." cause I don't want hurt someone, as his conversation started with " Hi How are you?"

I replied kindly:" I'm fine. TQ.

He:" When we go to watch movie?"

Actually I wanted to reject him but you know...I tried to reject him in a kind way.

I:" I don't know, see first, maybe you should ask Ali and Ahmed. I watched movie with them before."

He:" So, when you want go with me?"

I:" I need to see whether Ali them free or not."

He:" No, just us. You and me."

Damn, I couldnt imagine I go see movie with him alone, I think I might "swallow" by him as he's a crafty and frivolous.

I:" I think this is not a really good idea.They're our classmates, we should invited them."

He:" They go back already."

I:" If they go back already then don't want watch laaa."

He:" You know what I mean"

I:"Yes, you want to watch movie with classmate."

He:" I miss you."

DENG LOL, so obvious, and I didnt reply him anymore.





 

MINT ice cream

I spent my day with her again - Sze Yan. I don't know why I started don't take self shoot photos.

Today movie : Now You See Me
- is a movie about how the magicians play the magic to entertainment people. But this amazing magic will never able happened in real life, cause there's some magic that transfer money from billionaire to the people' account. I love the quotes from the movie:

The close you look, the less you see.

The closer you think you're, the less you'll actually see.

First rule of magic: always be the smartest person in the room.

Before we enter the cinema, we went to buy bread and Chatime as our breakfast, we bought popcorn too! After movie, we went to buy sushi and Baskin Robbin's ice cream. Wao, eat a lot today! I feel guilty so I didn't eat my dinner today. I'm hungry! TT

My quote of the day, mint ice cream has reminded me of him.

'Because of you, I leaned to love mint ice-cream, and now...it's my favorite.'

Before that day, I never try mint flavor ice cream, I preferred yogurt, strawberry or chocolate. But now, I order mint flavor every time.

Actually, I don't think I like MINT, but everything has changed because of him. I don't know whether I will still order MINT next time or not.

I miss everyone of you

I couldn't imagine that I've been studying in British Council for more than 1 month. I have met so many friends, and it's the time to say goodbye. I think I am going to stop after I finish this level - Intermediate 4. I need to memorize and practice the way I drive to Help University in Damansara. Even we haven't met for long time, even I don't think we are so close, but when come to the time to say goodbye, I really feel sad.

Today is an emotional night. I found that I miss my friends so much suddenly. I found that I dont want anyone disappear from my life, even you're just an accquaintance. I found very difficult to say goodbye to my British Council' friends. Some of them told me that they wouldn't come back to Malaysia forever, they're going back to their country. Only one thing we feel pleasure is we have FB, Skype and Whatsapp. That's makes a lot better.

I used to see my friends everyday when we were in secondary school. And now, we didn't meet constantly after all of them have started their college's life. I used to stay with them everyday, I found something is missing from my life - friendship and happiness. Sometimes, I keep my brain blank just to think of the time we used to spend together. Sometimes, I looked back all the photos we have taken, there's our memory. Seriously, I miss everyone of you.

What an emotional day, stop here and keep emo myself. Stay and leave myself in the old times. I MISS YOU.

 

开心的六月

最近真的很快乐，很快乐

虽然最近都要面对塞车和车龙的问题，都会有压力

可是每一天还是过得很快乐

这样的生活，温温火火，没有很多烦恼，悠悠闲闲，很写意

该解决的麻烦都解决了，该作出的抉择都搞掂了

每一天都会和新朋友有更进一步的认识；每一天都会学到一些知识；每一天可以回家跟父母吃饭；每一天可以看看电视，上上网；每一天可以睡足八个小时，每一天可以稍微跑神梦游一会儿；偶尔还可以约约朋友喝茶聊天；偶尔可以花花时间陪父母到较远的地方走街；偶尔可以赖在家里一整天什么也不做

最近，我可以看见自己每天都在笑
最近，我可以感觉到自己心很开朗
最近，我感觉到自己走路的步伐像似跳舞
最近，我无论遇见什么事情也可以好心情
最近，我可以无时无刻感觉我心跳
最近，我可以随心所欲的与朋友聊天，甚至帮助他们

我知道，快乐只会到这一个月尾

过了这个月，压力紧迫的生活会回来

我不知道我会如何为我未来的生活抓狂
我一想起这些，我好像可以感觉压力似海般压下来
我感觉到我身心疲累，我感觉到我不够睡，我不开心

最近烂桃花真的很多，有两个陌生朋友莫名前后两天里告白，真的搞不清状况。然后跟同学之间又好像暧昧不清，大家的眼神让我疑惑，好像我身上有什么不对，我真的只想交个朋友，做个好朋友。我看那些人如果看到我美丽的朋友们，真的压耐不住吧？

唉，他们总喜欢说些让老师觉得很有趣的事情，然后又诺有所思看着我，然后我就中靶了，莫名要回答很多问题。最近真的学会低调再低调，老师问问题我都不想回答了。*希望他们不要莫名说说话，又扯我下水，然后我又要出丑般回答问题。

有女同学赞我漂亮，开心哦！不过我觉得这一班很多漂亮的女同学，可能他们喜欢不化妆的吧。认识了一个女生叫Yiko，很有鬼妞性格，蛮漂亮的，眼线画的长长的，眼睛很大。其他女同学都是阿拉伯国家，除了我们国的马来人，不过感觉他们都是一样的人。有一个是沙地阿拉伯，也是蛮美的，不过也化了装，蛮妖艳的，娇娇小小的。

男生们嘛，没特别帅的，而且还没深入了解，最近分组都分到旧同学，不想说。值得一提是这个班又有一个医生，唉，怎么又是医生？

忽然觉得有一个很像我的小学同学，明天得问问她的真名。如果是同一个人，我就O型嘴了。

晚了，睡啦，要早起呢。晚安

Don't judge a book by its cover

As what we always say:" Don't judge a book by its cover." At first, we thought teacher Sam is really a boring guy. He made us yawned so many time within 3 hours at the first day.

All of us were like OMG, how we're gonna spend 2 weeks with him. But, it was totally different after few days. Maybe the games he arranged for us not the funniest one, maybe his teaching not the best one, but he was pleasure to help us on everything.

I felt comfortable when I wanted to ask him question. He is very kind and gentle. He's not very talk active, but he will try to play jokes. We think his lessons were so far so good.

He always played jokes on me. He thought it was funny but for me, it was a bit awkward. He always said:" oh Valance, are you okay with the guys, you just like girl on fire. You know that song which sing by Alicia Key?" " Hmm, it's interesting. You've few admires here." "Valance, which boy gang you prefer? Choose the one you like the most! Or you want pick 1-2 from the gang and become a new gang?"

Nice to meet you Teacher Sam, and thank you so much for your concern and teaching. It's great.

Thank you so much

Finally, he sent me the photos. I told him that he has shorten memory, seriously. We are in different level already, I met him today and he asked:" Do you have something you want to tell me?" I was curious and I said "No?" "Well, okay."

Actually I need to thank him so much that he take care of me in the lessons, vote for me in the writing competition and the most important part is on the last Friday.

Last Friday was our last day. We decided to watch movie together after the class. Not 2 of us, but 4 of us. We walked to KLCC, we met teacher Sam while we on the way to KLCC.

It was so funny that he said the KLCC Towers are beautiful, asked us to take photo infront of the building. I just said:" What? Here?" *cause we were standing beside the highway.* He took his camera and ready for the pose. Well, he said KLCC Towers are beautiful but I can't see the whole KLCC Towers in the photos.

We bought the movie tickets first before we had out dinner. We decided to watch < Star Track into the Darkness> which I have watched already but I didn't tell them. He suggested us eat Malaysia food, means we had our dinner at the food court. But, what we both ordered were not Malaysian food, sigh.

Because we needed to find seats, so he helped me to order. Another 2 guys ordered chicken rice by theirselves. He refused to take my money, * I want to pay for the food* and walked away. He helped me ordered orange juice, I know it's expensive and I really want to pay back but he refused and said:" This is the first time you hang out with me, I should pay for that." I'm just like: huh? You also first hang out with that two guys, then you want to pay for them too?" And he kept saying, I couldn't really listened what he said.

We stopped arguing while the two guys back with their food. We were a bit rush cause we only left 10 mins to finish our meal. I felt a bit awkward stayed with the guys. When came to cinema seat, they wanted me sit in the middle, I just liked wanted scream for help cause I felt so uncomfortable to sit between the guys.

After movie was almost 9pm, I needed to walk back to British Council and they 3 guys actually go back to their home by LRT. He volunteered to sent me back, I said I can go back by myself *ps: I don't know which way to back actually, but I believe I still can find the way back by myself.* I felt really uncomfortable if he sand me back, I think I don't know what to say to him and its complicated for him, he need to send me to British Council and come back to KLCC again cause LRT is located at KLCC.

Finally, 3 guys sent me back. I was like OMG, I got three body guard and it was really awkward but they said they nothing to do.

So to him, I only can say thank you so much. Thank you for the food and sent me back. Thank you thank you so much.

Birthday Celebration 2013 #1

It's so busy during birthday week, and yet, the celebration have not end. Tomorrow, I'm celebrating my birthday with my Singapore friend, yes, she come back for a short break, big welcome to her. Before that, I should make a short update here, if not, I have to write a really long post to thank all the friends who celebrated with me, I think separetely is still better, with respects.

 

First at all, I have a big massive thanks to my best friends - Karmen, Volcona, Paperfish, Dreamer and Hui Yin. To be frank, at first they wanted to delay my birthday one month behind and I made so many timetable to let them choose, but they failed to do that. I was upset, disadppointed and a bit angry. Maybe they felt that, so fast, they decided celebrate my birthday on 3th June. Yes, this is the date - the day I was born. I was really feel happy and get so excited.

 

After I finished my class, I drove to LM as fast as I could, cause they've arrived. Thank God that that day no traffic jam. I phoned them when I arrived, Karmen felt sick that day, I was so happy she still came for me. We had our dinner at Wong Kok, cause they got free 1 huge class of “Teh Tarik” which can drink by 5-6 persons and 1 free cute pink bear. We ordered our food, while we were waiting, they gave me the presents.

 

The happiest moment was when they come out a box of cakes, it was special. The box filled with different flavor of cakes, you can choose the flavor you like. The most important thing is the box has a place to put candle, even it only can put one. I was so touched when they sang 3 language of birthday songs to me - Mandarin, English and Korean. The moment was beautiful. Thank you very much.

After the dinner, we went to eat our dessert, Snowflake. And we took a lot of photos there, and laughed like crazy, but we're happy.

Now is the turn to thank them one by one. Who is the first to talk about? hope the others one wont be jealous.

 

The first I want to thank is Karmen, cause she felt sick but she still came, quite appreciate for that. Let's talk about the present. Even some of them said you gave me photo frame is a commom present but I love it the most, you know why? I'm the one who love somethings that are memorable, and the photo frame is the best memorable thing. I don't know whether have you noticed that's many photo frames in my room! But the only thing not perfect is the photo we took not enough beautiful, we should take one again, all of us. I thought you have wrote something on the paper butterfly, but you didn't. You should write some love poem or what, I wish the most. However, thank you so much.

The second is Volcona. Are you feel pleasure? First at all, I love the most is the card you made for me. I should admit that the card is a bit childish but still beautiful, and have my own style, it fixes to me. I feel so happy that you still remember I want the home-made card that make by you. The two "caps" you try to put on the girls are really my style. You said I would totally like the card, I think not because how good you make it, but is the intention. Whenever how the card look like, I would still like it. Your present is a mug or glass? Whatever, it is a glass container that can pour water inside. Yes, the mug is so cute! Thank you ya my girl.

The third is Dreamer. Hahaha, are you curious why I call you like that? Actually I put this name as a phone contact number too. I think it's the beautiful name for you. If I'm not mistaken, you went to buy the cake, right? I don't know whose idea, but you drove there and paid for that at first. The cakes was so beautiful and special. Wao, you gave me so many fashion-stuffs. To be frank, I love those accessories which are colorful one. I make a small suggest that you can buy me the things more extraordinary and colorful, hahaha,you know who am I! But dont worry, I still will wear it all together, nice match right, that will make me extraordinary. Thank you that you still remember wore the pendant that I got it for you as a birthdat present, it's so suitable for you because you have a aura of elegance.

PS: We didn't photo together that day! And I choose the one I like the most from the past. I still think it was the best from us. * See, how enjoyed you were?

 

The fouth is Paperfish! Why you bought me a China fan? I feel weird. You've telephatic with Volcona? Why you both gave me a mug? You girls know I hate drink water so bought me cute mugs to attract me drink water? But the mug you gave me more seems like decoration than a proper mug. You know me well that you knew I sure choose Yougurt-cake because it's healtier and low calories. To be serious, the flavor is so yummy. Thank you so much that you still come even you have a lot of homework and flooded by assignment and exam. I really appreciate it. And thank you for crazy together and I was glad that you came.

The fifth is Hui Yin. Don't be upset you're the last cause I still felt touched that you came to my birthday celebration. For you, I think you should be more talkactive and to be more crazy when you stay with us. You're a bit quite, you know? Don't feel sorry that you have not prepare my present, you have apologies to me so many times. You can give me next time. I feel so happy that you told me your little secrets. This proves me that I'm your real friend, and it's so important, isn't it? Please tell me more your small secrets. I won't tell others, I promised, well, I tried.

Well, don't leave up Li Ling. I was so sorry that I forgot that you already got me present - A leopard ribbon hairclip. Thank you too even you can't come to the celebration.

THANK YOU so much my best friends. You girls really gaveme a memorable memory in 2013. I really wish that our friendship can last forever. I feel a bit worry that when all of us start our university life, we will seldom meet each other. I hope this wont happened on us cause we live so near. I hope when we're free we still hang out to have a dinner. And we never forget this gang even we meet new friends. I want all of us still stay close and crazy. Never let any others to replace the special place in our hearts. I LOVE YOU GIRLS.

 

*so blur *blowing candle

*hui yin was so happy

 

why i look like ghost?! the dark circle problem too serious

 

Eww...so dark

 

so yummy right?!

 

fish's teeth!

 

 

volcona! what you tried to act?

took selca pic in my phone again

 

hui yin~ before you transformed, let me kmow. you look so ***

 

 

 

dreamer, your turned?!

 

 

hai, messy hair