I'm feeling tired, but I'm not going to sleep cause I was just finished my dinner, too full to sleep. However, my brain just went blank and I was like dreaming. I'm not willing to do homework, and tidying my room now. So, I'm typing here.
You might love these stuffs, but you're losing your own style. What I only can see is you commercialise everything around you, you're unreal. You maybe can say anyone or me are feeling jealous to you, because we can't get any attention like you do. However, you have changed. Being good or bad? I don't know, just up to you and I don't care. What I had said just want to get in to the next topic, I don't care what you're doing, just gave some pictures and example to people.
For me, I just scared that sometimes I might do that too. It's so tiring that after you got the attention from people, you will probably want it more and you try so hard just to get the attention. It's just like you are not yourself anymore. I started scared of being fake. I was tired. I want someone who just love me, not because I done something for he or she or anything has effected them to change their impression to me, it's not the real me.
I know that someone dislike me. Someone told me that I 'm just like superstar, like everybody know me. It makes like I'm the girl who is simply and not serious, and I'm acting just to make myself popular. Hmm, the fact is I am friendly and out-going, and I won't do anything that people don't like. Maybe you called this fake, but for me, it's just another way that I don't want to hurt and offend someone. Why I must make someone hate me or dislike me if I got choices not to, I don't want get any trouble or gain any haters.
It's good that you tolerate something or someone, but you make a friend. Sometimes, we have to tolerate each other what?! For me, I just tolerate too much and people think I'm easy-going, that's why I make friends easily. However, this doesn't mean anything. After finish this level and we gonna say bye-bye, don't we? We make each other closer just to make sure that we can stay lovely and harmony together when the activity is going on.
So, just calm down and enjoy. Don't be jealous on anything, try even harder if you want to get someone attention, just don't blame the person you're jealous to.
You might love these stuffs, but you're losing your own style. What I only can see is you commercialise everything around you, you're unreal. You maybe can say anyone or me are feeling jealous to you, because we can't get any attention like you do. However, you have changed. Being good or bad? I don't know, just up to you and I don't care. What I had said just want to get in to the next topic, I don't care what you're doing, just gave some pictures and example to people.
For me, I just scared that sometimes I might do that too. It's so tiring that after you got the attention from people, you will probably want it more and you try so hard just to get the attention. It's just like you are not yourself anymore. I started scared of being fake. I was tired. I want someone who just love me, not because I done something for he or she or anything has effected them to change their impression to me, it's not the real me.
I know that someone dislike me. Someone told me that I 'm just like superstar, like everybody know me. It makes like I'm the girl who is simply and not serious, and I'm acting just to make myself popular. Hmm, the fact is I am friendly and out-going, and I won't do anything that people don't like. Maybe you called this fake, but for me, it's just another way that I don't want to hurt and offend someone. Why I must make someone hate me or dislike me if I got choices not to, I don't want get any trouble or gain any haters.
It's good that you tolerate something or someone, but you make a friend. Sometimes, we have to tolerate each other what?! For me, I just tolerate too much and people think I'm easy-going, that's why I make friends easily. However, this doesn't mean anything. After finish this level and we gonna say bye-bye, don't we? We make each other closer just to make sure that we can stay lovely and harmony together when the activity is going on.
So, just calm down and enjoy. Don't be jealous on anything, try even harder if you want to get someone attention, just don't blame the person you're jealous to.
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