唉，要开始温习，我妈咪却叫我陪她出去
他心情不好，不可能拒绝他吧
我最不喜欢当我开始要做一些事时，总会有一些事发生然后打断我的计划
唉，唉，唉
他心情不好，不可能拒绝他吧
我最不喜欢当我开始要做一些事时，总会有一些事发生然后打断我的计划
唉，唉，唉
~My world must full of colour~
31 July 2013
学院呢喃
刚才心神不宁，仿佛会有什么事发生，不过有时我的第六感很差
但是今天，第六感奏效了，我父母在吵架
唉，有时他们会吵架，过一阵子就会好的
只是我肚子很饿，但是我却不能下楼，唉
今天心情很好（回到家之前），因为今天只有两堂课，然后有四个小时break，感觉很relax
除此以外，account balanced 得到，所以心情蛮不错啦
今天跟Paul搭shuttle bus, 他还很gentleman的等我下车再一起走，只是我跟他话真的不多，因为英语不够好，而且他的英语还翘舌
但是我那班朋友讲他不好，不知道为什么啦
看见我朋友在大学可以认识很多朋友，而且可以很close就很羡慕
我的朋友大多数讲英语，所以close到有限
其实我真的很幼稚的，但是在sam面前就会很成熟，因为他比我跟幼稚，所以我们俩每天吵架
但是感情还是很好啦，他每次会帮我拿书（我总在抱怨书很重）
唯一不喜欢他的地方是他讲话很喜欢碰人，手多多，斩掉它！
还有就是他很喜欢拍照，哎哟，每天吃breakfast or lunch都要拍张照，不无聊吗？
我喜欢拍照是因为我跟朋友少见，现在我跟他每天见都要拍，我叫他不要在fb tag我
我的本性开始出来了，开始在朋友面前胡闹，很多朋友会一直喊：“valance! valance! you're very 38 today!"
最令人高兴的事是我现在除了跟韩国女熟以外，有位韩国男跟我打招呼，开心开心
相信未来的一年半，我会跟他们很熟
好在我难得复习biology，今天老师问问题，好在我可以回答，我也很幸运的被问到容易的问题
连续剧追完了，要努力读书啦，很快就会有test了，希望不会很难><
我要学习好好珍惜对我好的人，当一个男生和我很要好的时候，我就会感觉不舒服，我会变的忽冷忽热，我也不知道为什么
然后会很不小心的开始与他隔离，变得冷漠
不过感觉a level department很少男生，就好像sam 每天都跟我们呆在一起，还有wen ping也是一样
男生去了哪里啊？
来到大学男生与女生之间都会产生莫名的情愫，大家都会很八卦大家之间的感情世界
唉，不再单纯了
我朋友说如果打赌，我一定会是最早拍拖的那个，是么？
感觉这种事都不着急吧，慢慢来慢慢来
今天是某人的生日，要开始ready发“情信❤”咯！
乐观吧
也许你的心情真的很不好，可是你不会知道其实事情没你想象的那么坏
所以，有时真的要保持开朗的心情去面对，问题也比较容易解决
唉，刚才睡了三小时，现在又来到凌晨，明天要上学，又得睡觉了
我还没温习功课啊！不过我相信明天可以好好温习功课了，因为我追完了一套连续剧
剩下的就留在假期看吧，加油加油！
我想睡了，明天我才update开心的事哦～！
所以，有时真的要保持开朗的心情去面对，问题也比较容易解决
唉，刚才睡了三小时，现在又来到凌晨，明天要上学，又得睡觉了
我还没温习功课啊！不过我相信明天可以好好温习功课了，因为我追完了一套连续剧
剩下的就留在假期看吧，加油加油！
我想睡了，明天我才update开心的事哦～！
30 July 2013
心情被破坏了
在父母面前，驾车永远都会驾不好
尤其是发生了事情过后
驾了车将近两个月，自己每天驾去学院，都相当平安无事
今天车好像想死火，engine有几次start不着，但最后还是start到
然后载我父母回家，在十字路口有点危险的割车，我也不知道为什么，平时的我是不会这样的
唉，没有面对塞车问题的人永运不会知道－我们这些每天都要塞车去塞车回的人，会变得多么的烦躁，不耐烦
有些事，是永远瞒不过父母的双眼
唉，下次还是乖乖认错就好，不然一次不忠，百次不用
本来今天心情不错下，又被毁掉了，太不甘愿了
有几个贴文，还是下次再写好了，心情不是很好，开心事写出来都会变不开心
我觉得最近性格都变了，我不爽有时会直接说出来
而且还为别人出头，到最后还不是自己吃亏
所以要学聪明，不要再乱说话了
唉，一睡竟然睡了三个钟的nap，太可怕了
我还没温习的啊！看来今天又要半夜才可以睡觉了
希望明天驾爱车不会有事啊，你要乖哦
27 July 2013
Strange things
These days, many strange things happened on me and I don't know why.
My ex-crush message me and said he's trying to arrange his time, he want to hang out with me before he go to UK.
One senior in high school message me so sudden and asked how am I going on these days. I'm wondering does he even know me or not.
I met one male friend who always has commented on my dressing or anything. Sometimes, I just want to ask him that is he thinking I'm going to fashion show?
The last one I met him in Uni, it can't classify as "met", actually I'm not even know much about him. He's just a weird guy who try to talk to me through social medias but not face-to-face. Well, I'm just tired of this and it's just not important.
I think that's all, if not how many you want? huh? haha. All these just strange enough and I wonder why all these happened. For the first and second one I think so far so good, maybe there're good starting for something.
The third and the forth one, I'm just OMG, don't happened on me again. These aren't good things though.
My ex-crush message me and said he's trying to arrange his time, he want to hang out with me before he go to UK.
One senior in high school message me so sudden and asked how am I going on these days. I'm wondering does he even know me or not.
I met one male friend who always has commented on my dressing or anything. Sometimes, I just want to ask him that is he thinking I'm going to fashion show?
The last one I met him in Uni, it can't classify as "met", actually I'm not even know much about him. He's just a weird guy who try to talk to me through social medias but not face-to-face. Well, I'm just tired of this and it's just not important.
I think that's all, if not how many you want? huh? haha. All these just strange enough and I wonder why all these happened. For the first and second one I think so far so good, maybe there're good starting for something.
The third and the forth one, I'm just OMG, don't happened on me again. These aren't good things though.
认清事实
有些话总说得太漂亮，事实上却不是如此
与其选择去相信，要不如学会放手
是我太过在乎，才会受伤
你告诉我你有多忙,我相信你，但是其实你也没很忙吧
因为你，我会尽我所能为你做一些事
可是，现在现实让我认清事实
我对你，也不用那么认真了吧
你有多关心我，你自己清楚
我有多关心你，你比我更加清楚
不用再想了，我在说着你
如果你连这片贴文也没看到，那我对你太失望
你连问候也没有，我说过没关系，从部落格你可以看得出我最近过得好吗
算了，有些事是不能强求不是吗？
我们都应该相信事实是－我们是不可能永远地珍惜彼此
有些事情是要两个人的付出，你难道想要不劳而获？
也许你真的开始有自己的圈子，太多事情要烦
那么，我们就结束吧
你不可以怪我说我不体谅你，那你几时才会来体谅我的心情
一个月，两个月还是三个月？还是你来定时间
如果你忙到不想应酬我，可以开口说，不用敷衍我
我真的觉得无所谓，至少让我看清你是个什么人
没关系，就到此为止吧
26 July 2013
犯太岁吗？
听妈咪那样讲，总觉得今年都在犯太岁
太多的事情发生了，不过好在都是可以解决的事情
但是不要再发生些什么事情了
在这些事情都学会成长，大家都说我很独立
不过怎么都觉得不够
我觉得稍微独立的朋友也可以做到这些事啊
朋友说：“
－你自己每天驾车驾那么远的路程，已经很厉害
－有一天朋友问我为什么要带那么多钱，我说：“当然啊，万一撞车还是什么的，可以赔钱给人啊！”“可是这些事都是父母来解决的嘛”“如果有一天父母出国了，还是不得空，这些小事都可以自己搞定，只要不被斩菜头就行了；就算是车被拖走了，也要自己打电话问自己的车被拖去哪里， 然后再打电话给父母让他们带自己去，他们不得空就自己得搭德士去。”
－学校发生任何的事如自己找parking office, instalment transfer 或则能力范围的事都会自己解决
－现在出门都靠自己驾车去，不会路就gps，还是不会可以打电话问父母，再不会就找德士佬
－有问题就要勇于问，发觉自己的脸皮还不够厚，有一点害羞
要学习的东西还是太多了，没办法啦，在努力吸收当中，希望未来的自己会更加成熟，能处理比较多的事情
也许出了社会，就会比较多事情发生，希望神明保佑我平平安安，别再发生什么事情了
一，二，三，数一数，今年发生的大事至少有五件，不过还没严重到危及生命，全都必须花钱消灾
刚才一挥手，“乓亮！”玻璃镜被我打破了，唉
希望这不会是不好的象征，不过我的6th sense很差的，这些也许真的不代表什么
不过今年，我一共打破了3片玻璃，你讲我厉害没有
而且两次都割到手，血腥之灾啊
以后要更加小心才可以
太多的事情发生了，不过好在都是可以解决的事情
但是不要再发生些什么事情了
在这些事情都学会成长，大家都说我很独立
不过怎么都觉得不够
我觉得稍微独立的朋友也可以做到这些事啊
朋友说：“
－你自己每天驾车驾那么远的路程，已经很厉害
－有一天朋友问我为什么要带那么多钱，我说：“当然啊，万一撞车还是什么的，可以赔钱给人啊！”“可是这些事都是父母来解决的嘛”“如果有一天父母出国了，还是不得空，这些小事都可以自己搞定，只要不被斩菜头就行了；就算是车被拖走了，也要自己打电话问自己的车被拖去哪里， 然后再打电话给父母让他们带自己去，他们不得空就自己得搭德士去。”
－学校发生任何的事如自己找parking office, instalment transfer 或则能力范围的事都会自己解决
－现在出门都靠自己驾车去，不会路就gps，还是不会可以打电话问父母，再不会就找德士佬
－有问题就要勇于问，发觉自己的脸皮还不够厚，有一点害羞
要学习的东西还是太多了，没办法啦，在努力吸收当中，希望未来的自己会更加成熟，能处理比较多的事情
也许出了社会，就会比较多事情发生，希望神明保佑我平平安安，别再发生什么事情了
一，二，三，数一数，今年发生的大事至少有五件，不过还没严重到危及生命，全都必须花钱消灾
刚才一挥手，“乓亮！”玻璃镜被我打破了，唉
希望这不会是不好的象征，不过我的6th sense很差的，这些也许真的不代表什么
不过今年，我一共打破了3片玻璃，你讲我厉害没有
而且两次都割到手，血腥之灾啊
以后要更加小心才可以
25 July 2013
负面情绪out out out
唉，睡了“午觉”起来，复习了accounting,接下来应该要复习化学，但是我很懒啊
很想赖在床上躺着，不想再用脑了
感觉上早上起床去lecturer classes读书，回到家又温习，一整天都要用脑
可是事实上我堆了一大堆的生物课程还没复习，数学又半桶水，化学目前还可以，会计也还可以
help uni 的lecturers so far okay,但是也没很好（我觉得我拿到不够好的lecturers,别组的都很好）
不过lecturers都要一直赶课，他们说不够时间，假期时间我们还要回去补课
bio lecturer讲课都很快，根本没时间消化然后又丢一大堆information来，连抄都没时间，结果end up with confusion，他一讲休息五分钟，全部人都倒下了
不过现在不复习，迟点累计一大堆也不是还要温习
算了，提起自己懒筋吧
最近一直跟大学朋友去吃早餐or午餐，去到我都“闲”了
我觉得我最近真的变得低调了，我朋友一直拉我拍照，不过我都一直不要不要，然后抢着帮他们抓机
唉，我到底怎么了？
希望“他”还记得他答应我什么，我想他就是唯一一个可以delights my day的人，也许可以为我充一星期的电
明天又要去课外活动，虽然我很想认识多点朋友，但是每天要留到那么晚就整个人闷掉去，算啦，认识朋友也要付出代价的
可是星期六那个课外活动很想就这样算了，星期六也要我去学校，我疯了不成？
哎呀，真的很累很累啊，我的脑细胞快要用完了，那些o level students可以不要那么厉害吗？每次老师问问题都会，可是我连搞清楚的时间都没有，七个月没用右脑，都生锈去了，哪里还记得以前的syllabus?
唉，之前老师教第一，第二，第三课的数学都觉得怎么那么简单，而且她的教书方法真的很闷，所以真的学习不认真，哪里懂来到第四课怎么变到那么难去了？！其实数学就是我们以前学的高级数学，所以难度都还是有的，太小看了！
看了一段一段的字，感觉自己在胡言乱语，将所有一切的负面情绪在排泄出来，乱七八糟的
啊啊啊啊啊啊，算了，去温习吧，再见，加油
很想赖在床上躺着，不想再用脑了
感觉上早上起床去lecturer classes读书，回到家又温习，一整天都要用脑
可是事实上我堆了一大堆的生物课程还没复习，数学又半桶水，化学目前还可以，会计也还可以
help uni 的lecturers so far okay,但是也没很好（我觉得我拿到不够好的lecturers,别组的都很好）
不过lecturers都要一直赶课，他们说不够时间，假期时间我们还要回去补课
bio lecturer讲课都很快，根本没时间消化然后又丢一大堆information来，连抄都没时间，结果end up with confusion，他一讲休息五分钟，全部人都倒下了
不过现在不复习，迟点累计一大堆也不是还要温习
算了，提起自己懒筋吧
最近一直跟大学朋友去吃早餐or午餐，去到我都“闲”了
我觉得我最近真的变得低调了，我朋友一直拉我拍照，不过我都一直不要不要，然后抢着帮他们抓机
唉，我到底怎么了？
希望“他”还记得他答应我什么，我想他就是唯一一个可以delights my day的人，也许可以为我充一星期的电
明天又要去课外活动，虽然我很想认识多点朋友，但是每天要留到那么晚就整个人闷掉去，算啦，认识朋友也要付出代价的
可是星期六那个课外活动很想就这样算了，星期六也要我去学校，我疯了不成？
哎呀，真的很累很累啊，我的脑细胞快要用完了，那些o level students可以不要那么厉害吗？每次老师问问题都会，可是我连搞清楚的时间都没有，七个月没用右脑，都生锈去了，哪里还记得以前的syllabus?
唉，之前老师教第一，第二，第三课的数学都觉得怎么那么简单，而且她的教书方法真的很闷，所以真的学习不认真，哪里懂来到第四课怎么变到那么难去了？！其实数学就是我们以前学的高级数学，所以难度都还是有的，太小看了！
看了一段一段的字，感觉自己在胡言乱语，将所有一切的负面情绪在排泄出来，乱七八糟的
啊啊啊啊啊啊，算了，去温习吧，再见，加油
24 July 2013
Bla x3
I'm kinda tired and sleepy now!
Well, I will have a nap I think and after that wake up and do revision.
Today, teacher gave us one accounting question and it was the first question I did it myself ( not exactly all but almost complete )
I didn't expect that I can get trial balance correctly cause that was the first time I do accounting.
I felt really nervous and worry, first result the difference came out was 290, I noticed the mistake and corrected it, recalculated again and you guess what? I could balance it!!!
Hahahaha, I am smart actually! A bit selfish, xoxo.
Haiz, nowadays eating outside for breakfast and lunch, I'm feeling sick with those food - pricy, oily and not delicious, make me gain fat easily!
So, I decided to bring some food, but I'm still thinking!
These days, getting closer and closer with Sam, and he always act childish! We're just like arguing whole day and night - and friends said it's because this is one of his entertainment! I'm like start to stop argue with him, tired laaaa... And that was so funny today, I really couldn't stand him anymore and I requested to change my place, never want to sit with him anymore!
i don't know that are the lecturers really can't finish all the syllabus on time? All of them want extra class and even Math teacher also! Some more the extra classes are during the holiday or the day I actually can go back home earlier. Why Why Why?
omg, my mom wanted me to drink a whole big cup of oat, so disgusting!!!! normal people put 2-3 scope of oat powder but she put 5-6 scope and the drink come out so milky and creamy ( difficult to swallow ) after i finished half of it i thought i was going to vomit and i stopped drink it...no more!
Well, I will have a nap I think and after that wake up and do revision.
Today, teacher gave us one accounting question and it was the first question I did it myself ( not exactly all but almost complete )
I didn't expect that I can get trial balance correctly cause that was the first time I do accounting.
I felt really nervous and worry, first result the difference came out was 290, I noticed the mistake and corrected it, recalculated again and you guess what? I could balance it!!!
Hahahaha, I am smart actually! A bit selfish, xoxo.
Haiz, nowadays eating outside for breakfast and lunch, I'm feeling sick with those food - pricy, oily and not delicious, make me gain fat easily!
So, I decided to bring some food, but I'm still thinking!
These days, getting closer and closer with Sam, and he always act childish! We're just like arguing whole day and night - and friends said it's because this is one of his entertainment! I'm like start to stop argue with him, tired laaaa... And that was so funny today, I really couldn't stand him anymore and I requested to change my place, never want to sit with him anymore!
i don't know that are the lecturers really can't finish all the syllabus on time? All of them want extra class and even Math teacher also! Some more the extra classes are during the holiday or the day I actually can go back home earlier. Why Why Why?
omg, my mom wanted me to drink a whole big cup of oat, so disgusting!!!! normal people put 2-3 scope of oat powder but she put 5-6 scope and the drink come out so milky and creamy ( difficult to swallow ) after i finished half of it i thought i was going to vomit and i stopped drink it...no more!
23 July 2013
惊喜
世间的事多么奇妙，没想到这一刻真的发生了
还记得上个贴文我才说他不可能履行他的诺言，但是这一秒他说他会安排时间
虽然我还是没有100%相信他的话，可是这是一件令人开心的事
有一刻我在怀疑他是不是看到我的贴文？哈哈，不好吧！
不过这一切的发生绝对不是偶然，因为几天前我其实有信息他：“哈咯，你好吗？”
其是数一数，我们快要一年没见面了，想不到虽然我们没有很熟，可是却还是维持了那么久
如果真的要数我们相识的时间，那么是四年！
没有了那个情愫，我觉得我们可以相处得很坦然
希望即将来临的那一天，我们都有美好的回忆
因为他九月就要去英国了，不知道会有多久时间没的见面
也许，一呆就呆上好几年
曾经，他是我很重要的人
也许，我想在最后一次见面为他准备些什么
他比往日说得还要多
也许，考完试了，人很轻松愉快吧
我也为他感到开心
我一直相信他是聪明的人，聪明的人到哪里都是有才的人，天妒英才啊
现在不再是我围绕他在中心转，他现在还会问关于我的近况，给我很好的建议
事情在你作出抉择的时候不在一样了
也许是件好事吧，不是吗？
而且，天知道我是第一次暂停话题，第一个先说晚安
换成以前的我，绝对是他先结束对话
没想到，事情发生后，现在还可以淡定的写部落格
现在的心情平静如水
算了，也没什么话想说
去温习了，晚安
还记得上个贴文我才说他不可能履行他的诺言，但是这一秒他说他会安排时间
虽然我还是没有100%相信他的话，可是这是一件令人开心的事
有一刻我在怀疑他是不是看到我的贴文？哈哈，不好吧！
不过这一切的发生绝对不是偶然，因为几天前我其实有信息他：“哈咯，你好吗？”
其是数一数，我们快要一年没见面了，想不到虽然我们没有很熟，可是却还是维持了那么久
如果真的要数我们相识的时间，那么是四年！
没有了那个情愫，我觉得我们可以相处得很坦然
希望即将来临的那一天，我们都有美好的回忆
因为他九月就要去英国了，不知道会有多久时间没的见面
也许，一呆就呆上好几年
曾经，他是我很重要的人
也许，我想在最后一次见面为他准备些什么
他比往日说得还要多
也许，考完试了，人很轻松愉快吧
我也为他感到开心
我一直相信他是聪明的人，聪明的人到哪里都是有才的人，天妒英才啊
现在不再是我围绕他在中心转，他现在还会问关于我的近况，给我很好的建议
事情在你作出抉择的时候不在一样了
也许是件好事吧，不是吗？
而且，天知道我是第一次暂停话题，第一个先说晚安
换成以前的我，绝对是他先结束对话
没想到，事情发生后，现在还可以淡定的写部落格
现在的心情平静如水
算了，也没什么话想说
去温习了，晚安
BEST SONG EVER PART3
It's never be crazier than ever! I can't believe that I waited up all night for one Direction music video - Best Song Ever yesterday and now - I'm helping my boys to beat the new record of Vevo! We, Directioners are trying to get the most views for our boys music video to hit the record of the song of Miley Cyrus - Wr Can't Stop which is 10.7 millions within 24 hours!
Well, I never think of that one music video can gain so many views within 24 hours and the highest is 10.7 millions! And now we have left less than 2 and 30 minutes, but we need 1 million more views of video! It's 9 333 806 views right now, directioners are just amazing and from all around the world.
I will never able find another bigger fans crowd ever. Happy and proud to be a directioner and I will fight for it and tell everyone that One Direction, directioners and all of the people work for 1D that they deserve all these!
Does it possible in two and half an hour? Whatever, we must fight for it! I don't know how damn many times I have clicked for it but the saddest part is we can't see the number of views are increasing as the number only update in 3 hours once.
GOGOGO WE BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT!
Here's the video link :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_v9MY_FMcw&list=TL4GSt3UH6A4Y
Well, I never think of that one music video can gain so many views within 24 hours and the highest is 10.7 millions! And now we have left less than 2 and 30 minutes, but we need 1 million more views of video! It's 9 333 806 views right now, directioners are just amazing and from all around the world.
I will never able find another bigger fans crowd ever. Happy and proud to be a directioner and I will fight for it and tell everyone that One Direction, directioners and all of the people work for 1D that they deserve all these!
Does it possible in two and half an hour? Whatever, we must fight for it! I don't know how damn many times I have clicked for it but the saddest part is we can't see the number of views are increasing as the number only update in 3 hours once.
GOGOGO WE BELIEVE WE CAN DO IT!
Here's the video link :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_v9MY_FMcw&list=TL4GSt3UH6A4Y
22 July 2013
曾经
那段感情，就像密封了很久的咸柑橘，被埋在我的心里
其实，我对他的思念，就像是咸柑橘的香味穿透玻璃盖上的小洞 － 隐隐约约，断断续续
事已境迁，那段感情已经被慢慢地放下
即使到现在，他还是喜欢开口说亮话，给我从未履行过的承诺
但是他在我心中还是美好的，怪的，是他不喜欢自己，所以他从未记得过他的承诺吧
但是，过去了就不会再回头
喜欢的情愫也向玫瑰花的香气一样慢慢消失，留下的是玫瑰花的骨朵，曾经那样美丽过
那么久以来，自己也没特地去关注他，只是稍微比较留意他的状态
他依然那么帅气，依然那么受欢迎，依然那么聪明，依然是单身（哈哈）
他说过：“觉得以前的自己好像小孩子，那么随便就开始一段恋情，真的好笨，现在都很后悔”
我还记得我开玩笑的对他说：“你干嘛拿阿娇的对白？”
那时候的见面，是自己放下他了两年后了，可是那种感觉却还是断断续续，没完没了
但是那时候的自己，已经可以很坦诚地对着他，不再做作，感觉真的很好
今天，会写这篇贴文，是因为在面子书看见他重播那段他自己弹的一首曲子，那一首曾经是我的最爱
那时候的自己，除了会时常关注他，也把这首歌下载下来，每天都听一遍
除了听这首歌，还会听其他他自己作曲和自弹自唱的英文歌
不懂几时开始，对他渐渐放下，就没听那首歌了
今天就刚巧看见，所以按了播放键，优美浪漫的旋律弥漫在房间
听这首歌，会让人很放松，然后也很适合写部落格
就因为这件事，我的心渐渐忘却不开心的事，连紧张的心情也忘却了
所以，说到底，他对我还是有一段的影响
因为，曾经是最美的回忆
爱情，就好像一大片的粉红花海多让人沉醉于它的美丽
回忆，就好像霓虹灯那样璀璨着迷
今天老师说：“不要为一棵树，放弃一大片森林，因为你自己还不知道自己到底想要什么”
对啊，上了大学，感觉自己的思绪一直在变化，爱情真的不会是几年前的同一档事儿了
感觉就是还没到，所以，不着急
就让它成为最深的回忆
其实，我对他的思念，就像是咸柑橘的香味穿透玻璃盖上的小洞 － 隐隐约约，断断续续
事已境迁，那段感情已经被慢慢地放下
即使到现在，他还是喜欢开口说亮话，给我从未履行过的承诺
但是他在我心中还是美好的，怪的，是他不喜欢自己，所以他从未记得过他的承诺吧
但是，过去了就不会再回头
喜欢的情愫也向玫瑰花的香气一样慢慢消失，留下的是玫瑰花的骨朵，曾经那样美丽过
那么久以来，自己也没特地去关注他，只是稍微比较留意他的状态
他依然那么帅气，依然那么受欢迎，依然那么聪明，依然是单身（哈哈）
他说过：“觉得以前的自己好像小孩子，那么随便就开始一段恋情，真的好笨，现在都很后悔”
我还记得我开玩笑的对他说：“你干嘛拿阿娇的对白？”
那时候的见面，是自己放下他了两年后了，可是那种感觉却还是断断续续，没完没了
但是那时候的自己，已经可以很坦诚地对着他，不再做作，感觉真的很好
今天，会写这篇贴文，是因为在面子书看见他重播那段他自己弹的一首曲子，那一首曾经是我的最爱
那时候的自己，除了会时常关注他，也把这首歌下载下来，每天都听一遍
除了听这首歌，还会听其他他自己作曲和自弹自唱的英文歌
不懂几时开始，对他渐渐放下，就没听那首歌了
今天就刚巧看见，所以按了播放键，优美浪漫的旋律弥漫在房间
听这首歌，会让人很放松，然后也很适合写部落格
就因为这件事，我的心渐渐忘却不开心的事，连紧张的心情也忘却了
所以，说到底，他对我还是有一段的影响
因为，曾经是最美的回忆
爱情，就好像一大片的粉红花海多让人沉醉于它的美丽
回忆，就好像霓虹灯那样璀璨着迷
今天老师说：“不要为一棵树，放弃一大片森林，因为你自己还不知道自己到底想要什么”
对啊，上了大学，感觉自己的思绪一直在变化，爱情真的不会是几年前的同一档事儿了
感觉就是还没到，所以，不着急
就让它成为最深的回忆
坐立难安
自从那件事以后，心根本无法平静下来
连上课也心不在焉，感觉真的糟透了
也许直到明天，心都无法恢复到宁静
希望，一切都好还好
希望，没有事会发生
原本今天会是美好的星期一，却被那件事弄得糟透了
唉，人生不完美的事太多
算了，要勇于面对吧
讲当然比做什么事情还要轻松
祈祷祈祷，没事没事
上了大学，出了社会，感觉上遇到的麻烦越来越多
大问题小问题都是问题，为什么那么多的问题
虽然这是件大不了的事，可是我超爱面子，如果被发现了真的会很难受
天啊，你不会这样对我吧
心跳到扑通扑通的快，紧张的我希望今晚不会失眠
啊，加油加油
除了希望那件不想发生的事不会发生意外
经过这次教训，我希望明天和接下来的都会顺顺利利
怎么办怎么办，我现在真的紧张到无法平静下来
我想读书也应该不行了吧
刚才做功课也一直在想那件事，根本无法专心
天啊，阿尼托佛
主啊，阿门
胡言乱语
我好想写部落格啊，但是没东西想写
为什么不去读书？没有mood啊
人啊，就是江山易改，本性难移
那要怎么办？只好怪自己
那么为毛不去睡觉？每次吵不够睡
要睡了要睡了，在做面膜
难得哦，没办法，太得空了
今天有稍微复习了化学，我竟然用了一天复习那少少的化学（脸红😳）
唉，无聊啦我，唉，很想骂自己
很怕自己又会后悔，真的该死的
得想想对策了，星期五应该会和朋友去mid valley咯
没办法，答应了那位朋友
因为她住宿舍，又没车，每天呆在宿舍，很惨的
虽然我载他来回有点麻烦，没办法啦，伟大点（不过我真的很怕塞车！）
不管啦，是时候睡觉了
现在觉得睡觉真的是一件很美好的事
一有机会睡觉我都会抓着不放
以前总觉得睡觉很浪费时间，宁愿花费睡眠在别的事情上
没有睡眠什么事情都做不好，脑子不好使
所以，还是睡觉好吧！
为什么不去读书？没有mood啊
人啊，就是江山易改，本性难移
那要怎么办？只好怪自己
那么为毛不去睡觉？每次吵不够睡
要睡了要睡了，在做面膜
难得哦，没办法，太得空了
今天有稍微复习了化学，我竟然用了一天复习那少少的化学（脸红😳）
唉，无聊啦我，唉，很想骂自己
很怕自己又会后悔，真的该死的
得想想对策了，星期五应该会和朋友去mid valley咯
没办法，答应了那位朋友
因为她住宿舍，又没车，每天呆在宿舍，很惨的
虽然我载他来回有点麻烦，没办法啦，伟大点（不过我真的很怕塞车！）
不管啦，是时候睡觉了
现在觉得睡觉真的是一件很美好的事
一有机会睡觉我都会抓着不放
以前总觉得睡觉很浪费时间，宁愿花费睡眠在别的事情上
没有睡眠什么事情都做不好，脑子不好使
所以，还是睡觉好吧！
21 July 2013
我要读书！
女生真的很莫名其妙
今天，这在我身上验证了
今天一早起来，心情down down的，读书也有气无力，力不从心
好不容易捱过下午，妈咪说今天他要去shopping，我就想到cafe那边温习
优美的环境就会有美好的心情，那么应该会有心情读书吧
不过妈咪的朋友来找他，那么我该呆到多少点才能回家，因为我明天还有课
在挣扎了很久以后，还是决定去，因为我在家真的没心情读书
打扮美美了以后，忽然间心情真的很好，拍了许多自恋照，然后我决定 － 我不要去了
“噢，我不去了，去卸妆换衣！”
“女人真的是奇怪的动物”我妈咪无奈和疑惑地说道
其实我也不知道为什么，我只是觉得心情很好，应该在家可以读到书，所以就选择不去咯
也许看到自己扮美美，自己心情就变好
写写部落格，然后朋友找我聊天，一聊又聊了很久
啊！我要读书啊！
怎么样才可以专心读书啊，真是气死人了！
今天，这在我身上验证了
今天一早起来，心情down down的，读书也有气无力，力不从心
好不容易捱过下午，妈咪说今天他要去shopping，我就想到cafe那边温习
优美的环境就会有美好的心情，那么应该会有心情读书吧
不过妈咪的朋友来找他，那么我该呆到多少点才能回家，因为我明天还有课
在挣扎了很久以后，还是决定去，因为我在家真的没心情读书
打扮美美了以后，忽然间心情真的很好，拍了许多自恋照，然后我决定 － 我不要去了
“噢，我不去了，去卸妆换衣！”
“女人真的是奇怪的动物”我妈咪无奈和疑惑地说道
其实我也不知道为什么，我只是觉得心情很好，应该在家可以读到书，所以就选择不去咯
也许看到自己扮美美，自己心情就变好
写写部落格，然后朋友找我聊天，一聊又聊了很久
啊！我要读书啊！
怎么样才可以专心读书啊，真是气死人了！
It's different matter
Actually I really want to do revision but... I'm here.
I have tried but I just can't concentrate, I guess it's because I haven't found a perfect way to write my notes.
When I come to the session of writing note, I'm just like a perfectionist, I want my note completely perfect and complete.
So, what to do now?
I really want force myself just to study first, after understand all the things then only write the note, but my heart not willing to do that.
Sigh, words are not equivalent to actions.
I will try one more time and let's see how it's going on...
PRAY FOR ME!
20 July 2013
恋情
今天去的那个课外活动，除了发现在小小的活动室里有很多人才以外，还发现那些男生除了聪明以外，还有他们都很成熟
虽然他们没很帅，可是觉得这样的他们都很成熟，很有自己的魅力
想起现在认识的大学男性朋友，他们都有自己的思想和梦想，也许是因为我在a level programme，老师说报读a level的人都是有梦想的人，当然除了我以外。
这样让我想起以前中学所交往的男生，他们都很幼稚，不过却很单纯快乐，还是有他们美丽的地方
也许人到了另一个阶段，会想要不一样的东西
所以，对现在的我来说，拍拖这件事不用急，找到对的人自然就会开始恋情
最重要的不是自己有多少曲恋情，而是在自己的恋情里，你有没有后悔过
现在好好拼学业吧，加油
虽然他们没很帅，可是觉得这样的他们都很成熟，很有自己的魅力
想起现在认识的大学男性朋友，他们都有自己的思想和梦想，也许是因为我在a level programme，老师说报读a level的人都是有梦想的人，当然除了我以外。
这样让我想起以前中学所交往的男生，他们都很幼稚，不过却很单纯快乐，还是有他们美丽的地方
也许人到了另一个阶段，会想要不一样的东西
所以，对现在的我来说，拍拖这件事不用急，找到对的人自然就会开始恋情
最重要的不是自己有多少曲恋情，而是在自己的恋情里，你有没有后悔过
现在好好拼学业吧，加油
碎碎念
唉，难得的星期六啊
可是，早上有课外活动><
本来真的不想去，可是想想还是去吧
但是那个活动真的有点闷
参加课外活动只想认识多点朋友，但是我不想做自己不喜欢的事
所以，下个星期还是想想要不要去才好
最近星期一忙到星期五，星期六忙半天而已
早上五点起床，半夜十二点、一点睡觉
每天早是起床都好累好累，每天走到门口看到自己的车都好厌倦
而且，我的课从早上八点到下午四点，中间有空隙的时间都会和朋友去吃早餐和午餐，花费有点大，得想想办法了
现在开始真的要努力点温习，因为老师会问问题，还有那些朋友们实在太厉害，不敢恭维
昨天和中学朋友（好朋友们）小聚了一下，不愧是我好朋友，还是一如既往的合拍和吵架❤
新学校的朋友感觉上都没那么合拍，没办法啦，要融入他们要一点时间
最主要的是可以和韩国朋友交朋友，最近韩国女都爱跟我坐，虽然不知道什么原因，但是很开心，韩国男，相信不久后我们会熟络的
我的同学差不多全部讲英文，他们很多都是来自国际学校，所以有时沟通会有点问题，问题是我不能很正确的表达我的意见，讲来讲去都是简单英语，很困扰啊
算了，顺其自然吧
我订的那批货到了，可惜的是有一些漏发还是什么样，不够完美，东西都很喜欢
所以现在可以开始自制卡片啦，幸运的你们很快会受到我的情信❤
就到此为止吧，先温习下功课，然后看戏
晚安❤
可是，早上有课外活动><
本来真的不想去，可是想想还是去吧
但是那个活动真的有点闷
参加课外活动只想认识多点朋友，但是我不想做自己不喜欢的事
所以，下个星期还是想想要不要去才好
最近星期一忙到星期五，星期六忙半天而已
早上五点起床，半夜十二点、一点睡觉
每天早是起床都好累好累，每天走到门口看到自己的车都好厌倦
而且，我的课从早上八点到下午四点，中间有空隙的时间都会和朋友去吃早餐和午餐，花费有点大，得想想办法了
现在开始真的要努力点温习，因为老师会问问题，还有那些朋友们实在太厉害，不敢恭维
昨天和中学朋友（好朋友们）小聚了一下，不愧是我好朋友，还是一如既往的合拍和吵架❤
新学校的朋友感觉上都没那么合拍，没办法啦，要融入他们要一点时间
最主要的是可以和韩国朋友交朋友，最近韩国女都爱跟我坐，虽然不知道什么原因，但是很开心，韩国男，相信不久后我们会熟络的
我的同学差不多全部讲英文，他们很多都是来自国际学校，所以有时沟通会有点问题，问题是我不能很正确的表达我的意见，讲来讲去都是简单英语，很困扰啊
算了，顺其自然吧
我订的那批货到了，可惜的是有一些漏发还是什么样，不够完美，东西都很喜欢
所以现在可以开始自制卡片啦，幸运的你们很快会受到我的情信❤
就到此为止吧，先温习下功课，然后看戏
晚安❤
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Harry:
Maybe it’s the way she walked
Straight into my heart and stole it
Through the doors and past the guards
Just like she already owned it
Straight into my heart and stole it
Through the doors and past the guards
Just like she already owned it
Zayn:
I said ‘Can you give it back to me?’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
I said ‘Can you give it back to me?’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
All:
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
I think it went oh oh oh
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
Harry:
Said her name was Georgia Rose
And her daddy was a dentist
Said I had a dirty mouth (I got a dirty mouth)
But she kissed me like she meant it
Said her name was Georgia Rose
And her daddy was a dentist
Said I had a dirty mouth (I got a dirty mouth)
But she kissed me like she meant it
Niall:
I said ‘Can I take you home with me?’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
’
All:
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
I think it went oh oh oh
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
woo!
Louis:
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I know You’ll remember me
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I know You’ll remember me
Zayn:
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I hope you’ll remember how we danced , how we danced
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I hope you’ll remember how we danced , how we danced
Harry:
(One, Two! One, Two, Three!)
(One, Two! One, Two, Three!)
All:
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
I think it went oh oh oh
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
Zayn:
Best song ever
It was a best song ever
Best song ever
It was a best song ever
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Harry:
Maybe it’s the way she walked
Straight into my heart and stole it
Through the doors and past the guards
Just like she already owned it
Straight into my heart and stole it
Through the doors and past the guards
Just like she already owned it
Zayn:
I said ‘Can you give it back to me?’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
I said ‘Can you give it back to me?’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
All:
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
I think it went oh oh oh
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
Harry:
Said her name was Georgia Rose
And her daddy was a dentist
Said I had a dirty mouth (I got a dirty mouth)
But she kissed me like she meant it
Said her name was Georgia Rose
And her daddy was a dentist
Said I had a dirty mouth (I got a dirty mouth)
But she kissed me like she meant it
Niall:
I said ‘Can I take you home with me?’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
She said ‘Never in your wildest dreams’
’
All:
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
I think it went oh oh oh
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
woo!
Louis:
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I know You’ll remember me
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I know You’ll remember me
Zayn:
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I hope you’ll remember how we danced , how we danced
You know I know You know I’ll remember you I know You know I hope you’ll remember how we danced , how we danced
Harry:
(One, Two! One, Two, Three!)
(One, Two! One, Two, Three!)
All:
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
And we danced all night to the best song ever
We knew every line
Now I can’t remember
How it goes, but I know
That I won’t forget her
Cause we danced all night to the best song ever
I think it went oh oh oh
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
I think it went yeah yeah yeah
I think it goes
Ohhhh
woo!
Zayn:
Best song ever
It was a best song ever
Best song ever
It was a best song ever
#bestsongever #onedirection
胆小的男生
对于那些敢爱不敢认的男生真的很无奈
在面子书有那么多话讲，见到面却看我都不好意思
在面子书讲许多好听的话，在学校就叫我别跟人家讲自己跟我讲过什么
我告诉你，我真的不care
虽然我真的很谢谢你喜欢我，但是你这种stalk人的喜欢法真不敢恭维
喜欢一个人就光明正大，不要鬼鬼祟祟，感觉很不舒服
算了，我不想跟你扯上关系
你也不要跟你朋友讲你喜欢我，不然那些人总在你经过时又在说些什么
在面子书有那么多话讲，见到面却看我都不好意思
在面子书讲许多好听的话，在学校就叫我别跟人家讲自己跟我讲过什么
我告诉你，我真的不care
虽然我真的很谢谢你喜欢我，但是你这种stalk人的喜欢法真不敢恭维
喜欢一个人就光明正大，不要鬼鬼祟祟，感觉很不舒服
算了，我不想跟你扯上关系
你也不要跟你朋友讲你喜欢我，不然那些人总在你经过时又在说些什么
17 July 2013
我需要时间
负面的事情如汹涌潮水的盖来，我...需要时间去承受
我习惯伪装，难受的事我从来没想过要与谁分享
因为就算说了，谁也帮不了我什么
人生，是需要自己去成长，历练
我只是，需要时间
没事的，哭过就好了，一切都会变好
好恨自己不够坚强，不过成熟独立
从这件事，我要学习在找别人解决事情之前，想想自己到底能不能自个儿解决
总之，经一事，长一智
这几天自己也许真的累了，太多事情要想，太多事情要解决，太多事情要要做抉择
事情发生时，自己也许在假装镇定，即使事情发生了，我却还是伪装得很好，似乎事无关己
但是，事实是，我头脑在空白，视线在放空；连常识的事情也不会做，醒来以后也太迟
原谅我不能说，我只是一个害怕别人看到自己脆弱的女孩
伤心过后，总还是要面对事情
习惯安慰别人，但是，是时候让自己好好休息
还有，对不起那位男孩，无意的伤害了你
学校，是个是非之地，没有藏得住的秘密
谣言，就好像一传十，十传百如火般蔓延
要学着低调，再低调
有些事，不需要证明，人家自然会懂
自己还是做沙漠的一颗沙子，就好了
16 July 2013
情为何物？
这个帖子想用华语写因为我怕那个stalker看到，但是如果他用google translator，也是避免不了的事，因为他是专业的stalker
其实我没有想叫他stalker，但是当我将这件事跟我朋友讲，他们说这个叫completely stalker，叫我小心点
还记得stalker的一句话“礼貌的人都会被认为正在使用挑逗的手法去别人说话” 意思是说他是在有礼貌地向你问好，而你却当做成是一种别有意图的交谈
我不知道他是在暗示我还是什么，除了上次的帖子已经举出种种例子去证明他意图不轨的行为，还有今天也发生了
其实我也没真的要说些什么坏话，只是我觉得又是这样真的很厌烦
可是人家喜欢自己也没有罪，就好像自己也喜欢别人一样，可能那人也觉得自己很烦，很令人讨厌
有时觉得自己真的很矛盾，我对于他的行径很不喜欢，但是又觉得自己不可以怪他
其是在昨天他说他要隆重地向我介绍他自己（其是到目前为止，虽然我已见过了他的样子，不过记忆还是模糊），可是来到今天是他自己退缩
在今天以前，除了面子书那模糊的照片，我对他的样子完全没有概念也不感兴趣
只是因为他每天都会在面子书找我聊天，讲当天他会在那里看见我还是什么之类的话，我会觉得很诡异，所以我觉得应该有必要知道他的外貌
上数学课之前，我在跟nicholas说话，然后有一个男生走进教师，然后稍微看了我一下，我真的认不出是他，所以我便继续说话，没搭理他
过后在正式上课时，我就猜想到应该是刚才的那个男生，不过也没敢100巴仙确定，毕竟他自己也没介绍自己，所以我连眼神也没看他
哪里懂回到家传来信息：“你刚才是在忽略我吗？我很伤心”
我就问他到底是坐在哪里的男生，因为我压根都不认得他
然后他又用了一大堆形容词去形容，最糟糕的是他在讲自己穿什么颜色的衣服和裤子，我连跟我同组对了两个小时的nicholus的衣服是怎样都没记得，还怎样会记得他穿什么衣服
我过后就跟他说，叫他总之看到我就自己介绍自己，我真的不知道他的样子
他就说okay okay，哪里懂明天会不会又退缩，对于这样的男生真的无奈至极
最让我心寒的一句话，他说：“你今天看起来很美”
我简直彻底无语晕倒，我真的无话可说
唉，其实我真的没觉得自己美，还可以吸引到他，情人眼里出西施
当我觉得自己很丑的时候，他竟然讲美，无奈
虽然我真的不想讨厌他，可是有时真的很不耐烦
真的不知道该怎么办，真的烂桃花一朵一朵开
我喜欢的人，又不见他们向我走来，还在那边忽冷忽热
情为何物？
其实我没有想叫他stalker，但是当我将这件事跟我朋友讲，他们说这个叫completely stalker，叫我小心点
还记得stalker的一句话“礼貌的人都会被认为正在使用挑逗的手法去别人说话” 意思是说他是在有礼貌地向你问好，而你却当做成是一种别有意图的交谈
我不知道他是在暗示我还是什么，除了上次的帖子已经举出种种例子去证明他意图不轨的行为，还有今天也发生了
其实我也没真的要说些什么坏话，只是我觉得又是这样真的很厌烦
可是人家喜欢自己也没有罪，就好像自己也喜欢别人一样，可能那人也觉得自己很烦，很令人讨厌
有时觉得自己真的很矛盾，我对于他的行径很不喜欢，但是又觉得自己不可以怪他
其是在昨天他说他要隆重地向我介绍他自己（其是到目前为止，虽然我已见过了他的样子，不过记忆还是模糊），可是来到今天是他自己退缩
在今天以前，除了面子书那模糊的照片，我对他的样子完全没有概念也不感兴趣
只是因为他每天都会在面子书找我聊天，讲当天他会在那里看见我还是什么之类的话，我会觉得很诡异，所以我觉得应该有必要知道他的外貌
上数学课之前，我在跟nicholas说话，然后有一个男生走进教师，然后稍微看了我一下，我真的认不出是他，所以我便继续说话，没搭理他
过后在正式上课时，我就猜想到应该是刚才的那个男生，不过也没敢100巴仙确定，毕竟他自己也没介绍自己，所以我连眼神也没看他
哪里懂回到家传来信息：“你刚才是在忽略我吗？我很伤心”
我就问他到底是坐在哪里的男生，因为我压根都不认得他
然后他又用了一大堆形容词去形容，最糟糕的是他在讲自己穿什么颜色的衣服和裤子，我连跟我同组对了两个小时的nicholus的衣服是怎样都没记得，还怎样会记得他穿什么衣服
我过后就跟他说，叫他总之看到我就自己介绍自己，我真的不知道他的样子
他就说okay okay，哪里懂明天会不会又退缩，对于这样的男生真的无奈至极
最让我心寒的一句话，他说：“你今天看起来很美”
我简直彻底无语晕倒，我真的无话可说
唉，其实我真的没觉得自己美，还可以吸引到他，情人眼里出西施
当我觉得自己很丑的时候，他竟然讲美，无奈
虽然我真的不想讨厌他，可是有时真的很不耐烦
真的不知道该怎么办，真的烂桃花一朵一朵开
我喜欢的人，又不见他们向我走来，还在那边忽冷忽热
情为何物？
16/7/2013 Uni Life
I'm like - have to write at least one blog post everyday, it has been becoming an habit.
How was the day?
So far so good, feeling a bit happy today because no bad thing happen and no traffic jam today.
I'm happy because I sat with two Korean girls today, we are becoming closer and closer - I mean we know each other more and more...
I really hope I can built friendship with them, we can talk a lot and hang out have lunch or shopping even I found we have some communicate problem.
In Chemistry practical work lecture, I am in the same group with Nicholas, a guy who 18 years old. Never want to work with the boys or girls younger than me, I'm already look matured. There're so many A Level's students who the ages are between 16-18 years old, 2 years younger than me.
Thank you Sam lent me his lab coat as I left it at home. The size of M really big and all of my friends were asking why my coat so big and why I don't change it. Hahaha, it's not mine. I got a really cute, sexy and pretty Chemistry teacher, Miss Rient. She has nice and slim body figure which looked really attractive when she wear high heels and fashion suit. Today in the lab lecture, she came to me and asked about my coloured hair extensions and she was like:" Wahhh, this purple very cute and pink very sharp also, I want it so badly too." She told me I have to cut my hair as my hair has already damaged, what a really nice and cute teacher!
Nicholas is a really good guy, he will do all the cleaning stuffs even he's a boy. He's so gentle as he said I'm the girl in the group, he should do this. But, when come to the time carry out the experiment, he will ask you and let you conduct the experiment. What a good and nice guy. I'm so lucky that I'm same group with him as my hand-on works always very suck. Some of the girls don't used to do all these practical works.
I met 1 guy on the Orientation Day but his name a bit different from others and he only told me his name once so I couldn't remember, well, I also have to admit that I have really bad memories. He's like our senior because he's January intake but actually we're same age. The awkward thing is I only told him my name once but he can remember. He called me today when he saw me and I only said Hi with a really big smile ( I forgot his name >,<) He's a member of student board with excellent result and well leadership. I really like him because he's a bit different from others and he got a really nice smile like a ray of sunshine. He's not handsome but he shines on his own way.
I went to lunch with few of my new met friends. Nowadays, I seldom take pictures already, should be take photos with them next time.
Next post I will write in Chinese because it's a " bad thing" I'm going to talk about and I don't want to let the guys know. But, if he use translator, I can't help also.
How was the day?
So far so good, feeling a bit happy today because no bad thing happen and no traffic jam today.
I'm happy because I sat with two Korean girls today, we are becoming closer and closer - I mean we know each other more and more...
I really hope I can built friendship with them, we can talk a lot and hang out have lunch or shopping even I found we have some communicate problem.
In Chemistry practical work lecture, I am in the same group with Nicholas, a guy who 18 years old. Never want to work with the boys or girls younger than me, I'm already look matured. There're so many A Level's students who the ages are between 16-18 years old, 2 years younger than me.
Thank you Sam lent me his lab coat as I left it at home. The size of M really big and all of my friends were asking why my coat so big and why I don't change it. Hahaha, it's not mine. I got a really cute, sexy and pretty Chemistry teacher, Miss Rient. She has nice and slim body figure which looked really attractive when she wear high heels and fashion suit. Today in the lab lecture, she came to me and asked about my coloured hair extensions and she was like:" Wahhh, this purple very cute and pink very sharp also, I want it so badly too." She told me I have to cut my hair as my hair has already damaged, what a really nice and cute teacher!
Nicholas is a really good guy, he will do all the cleaning stuffs even he's a boy. He's so gentle as he said I'm the girl in the group, he should do this. But, when come to the time carry out the experiment, he will ask you and let you conduct the experiment. What a good and nice guy. I'm so lucky that I'm same group with him as my hand-on works always very suck. Some of the girls don't used to do all these practical works.
I met 1 guy on the Orientation Day but his name a bit different from others and he only told me his name once so I couldn't remember, well, I also have to admit that I have really bad memories. He's like our senior because he's January intake but actually we're same age. The awkward thing is I only told him my name once but he can remember. He called me today when he saw me and I only said Hi with a really big smile ( I forgot his name >,<) He's a member of student board with excellent result and well leadership. I really like him because he's a bit different from others and he got a really nice smile like a ray of sunshine. He's not handsome but he shines on his own way.
I went to lunch with few of my new met friends. Nowadays, I seldom take pictures already, should be take photos with them next time.
Next post I will write in Chinese because it's a " bad thing" I'm going to talk about and I don't want to let the guys know. But, if he use translator, I can't help also.
15 July 2013
NO mood!
No mood to study!!!
I should be feeling very determined to start studying since everything start from the zero, but I...
Haiz, attitude never change...
How?!?!?!
I think it's maybe cause by the thought of stay back at school for Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday for doing nothing...don't know how I'm going to spend that 4 hours...
God, why you treat me like that? Is it enough times to let me go to Mid Valley and after that come back to University again? SIGH
I should be feeling very determined to start studying since everything start from the zero, but I...
Haiz, attitude never change...
How?!?!?!
I think it's maybe cause by the thought of stay back at school for Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday for doing nothing...don't know how I'm going to spend that 4 hours...
God, why you treat me like that? Is it enough times to let me go to Mid Valley and after that come back to University again? SIGH
I'm not that bad, right?
I'm not a really good mood actually cause 1 thing has ruined my day which is I got a SUMMON because of overspeed driving.
Haiz, the highway is so big and wide, what's more there's less cars, how could I don't try to drive fast? 80km/hr considers quite slow already.
Whatever...
Today was biology and chemistry lecture classes.
We did an experiment which is about observe the animal and plant cells. Every time come to practical work, I cannot done it well. Well, after I had got a slice of onion and tried to observe it with microscope. I couldn't adjust it till I saw a clear image. What to do? TEACHER!!! Teacher came over and said:" Why you can't see, just play around with microscope till you see something there." Teacher acted like a professional ( of course he is ), he just turned the knobs here and there and done without few seconds... I was like =^=lll ( how you do it? I had spent ten plus minutes but also couldn't see the cells )
Well, every subject teacher will choose one pupil to help her/him to do something, I don't know what they called ( I don't know how to spell, class trek? class r..) Whatever, every subject I have, Koreans are our class monitor ( I prefer called it as class monitor even it's not ) Unbelievable right? But, it's happening. Actually they quite nice also, I mean they "look" quite nice, I don't even talk to some of them.
Why? Hmm, they just talk to each other, they seldom talk to others which are not Koreans. Today, a Korean guy sat beside me, we just said "Hi" and then zero conservation. He has got a weird name, yes I consider it's a weird name, he called himself as TAIWAN ( yes exactly what you think, a country name, but easy to remember , not that bad also ) I met another Korean girl which called Che Yong something like that and 2 Korean guys call Danielle and Shu Joong ( I don't know the spelling, but they pronounce like that. )
Even we met, but we don't talk, maybe we are still don't know each other, feeling strange. So I think so far so good, we will probably talk one day, I hope. So I have already known En Bee, Che Yong, Shu Jong, Danielle, Taiwan and Woot. Others I can't really remember their name. I have met so many friends but I really have bad memory like fish, I always forgot their name and have to ask again and again, so sorry, their name really not that easy to remember. Sigh.
Today I was the lucky one who called by teacher to answer question. Luckily, it's a common sense question. I was told that all the Koreans are all the top class students and they just finished their O-Level exam within one month, no wonder they can remember some of the syllabus. On the other hand, I don't touch all these for more than 7 months, of course I can't remember every single thing, actually I'm not that bad right?! )
Go! Go! Go! Start to do revision! The teacher go through the first chapter very fast, I'm a bit difficult to catch up, so I MUST DO REVISION! After this chapter we got quiz and monthly test and the marks are RECORDED AND WILL SHOW TO OUR PARENTS! So be serious! Come on, don't be a lazy bitch!
Haiz, the highway is so big and wide, what's more there's less cars, how could I don't try to drive fast? 80km/hr considers quite slow already.
Whatever...
Today was biology and chemistry lecture classes.
We did an experiment which is about observe the animal and plant cells. Every time come to practical work, I cannot done it well. Well, after I had got a slice of onion and tried to observe it with microscope. I couldn't adjust it till I saw a clear image. What to do? TEACHER!!! Teacher came over and said:" Why you can't see, just play around with microscope till you see something there." Teacher acted like a professional ( of course he is ), he just turned the knobs here and there and done without few seconds... I was like =^=lll ( how you do it? I had spent ten plus minutes but also couldn't see the cells )
Well, every subject teacher will choose one pupil to help her/him to do something, I don't know what they called ( I don't know how to spell, class trek? class r..) Whatever, every subject I have, Koreans are our class monitor ( I prefer called it as class monitor even it's not ) Unbelievable right? But, it's happening. Actually they quite nice also, I mean they "look" quite nice, I don't even talk to some of them.
Why? Hmm, they just talk to each other, they seldom talk to others which are not Koreans. Today, a Korean guy sat beside me, we just said "Hi" and then zero conservation. He has got a weird name, yes I consider it's a weird name, he called himself as TAIWAN ( yes exactly what you think, a country name, but easy to remember , not that bad also ) I met another Korean girl which called Che Yong something like that and 2 Korean guys call Danielle and Shu Joong ( I don't know the spelling, but they pronounce like that. )
Even we met, but we don't talk, maybe we are still don't know each other, feeling strange. So I think so far so good, we will probably talk one day, I hope. So I have already known En Bee, Che Yong, Shu Jong, Danielle, Taiwan and Woot. Others I can't really remember their name. I have met so many friends but I really have bad memory like fish, I always forgot their name and have to ask again and again, so sorry, their name really not that easy to remember. Sigh.
Today I was the lucky one who called by teacher to answer question. Luckily, it's a common sense question. I was told that all the Koreans are all the top class students and they just finished their O-Level exam within one month, no wonder they can remember some of the syllabus. On the other hand, I don't touch all these for more than 7 months, of course I can't remember every single thing, actually I'm not that bad right?! )
Go! Go! Go! Start to do revision! The teacher go through the first chapter very fast, I'm a bit difficult to catch up, so I MUST DO REVISION! After this chapter we got quiz and monthly test and the marks are RECORDED AND WILL SHOW TO OUR PARENTS! So be serious! Come on, don't be a lazy bitch!
14 July 2013
I'm so sorry guys
I'm here not to hurt anyone but why you guys make me do so?
You make me feel really bad, not only you were torned but me too, indirectly.
If at the beginning I didn't care and start the conservation with you guys, I wouldn't bring so many troubles to myself.
You think that I reject you I'm feeling so happy and excited? Then you're totally wrong.
i being cool and cruel are because I want to let you know we're impossible, I treat you as a friend and nothing more than that. Why you guys always make things look complicated.
Yes, I being friendly at the first because I think you will understand, when I started being cruel, it means that I really feel annoying and don't want it continues anymore.
After reject you, I feel really bad like I'm bad girl or selfish girl like that, but I'm so sorry I don't have the special feeling towards you. This is the only thing I can't control.
This is the way you show me love? You only bring me hurt and sadness.
I'm really sorry that I reject you but I have my own reason. I'm not willing to hurt you.
Sorry guys really sorry. I will show you hint if I have no feeling to you, so please don't come and try, you will get hurt and I don't want to do so. Don't force me.
I really feel bad that i have rejected 5 guys in this 4 months, you don't know what called love, you are just curious and wish to try.
Guys, if you see this post, I really feel sorry to you, sometimes I have to be cruel as I really tired of all these. I know if I show you my kindness and patient, you will think actually i have same feeling but try to ignore, you will never know.
I wish you guys can find a better one and treat her really good and to be serious.
WISH YOU HAPPY.
Just be yourself
Hmm...I didn't say I'm pretty but I have my own style and own market.
If I am pretty, the boy I want they will come to me but the truth is they don't.
What's the truth? I'm ugly? I don't say that but I think I'm just an ordinary girl.
You can't say I act like superstar- such as my dressing style and being out-going and showing-off.
My dressing style is just my own style, you couldn't say I dress myself like a superstar. I think I'm just fashionable.
I'm out-going and pretend I know anyone - Well, I only talk to the one I know or new friends cause I want to meet them. What's the problem of making friends? If people like you say this is a bad attitude of showing off. Well, I have nothing to say, it's just different opinion.
Why I sit with a boy in the lecturer class? Well, this is my own business. Have any rule that state a girl cannot sit with a boy? I just treat him as a friend and he do too! I know it's just strange that only me sit with the guy but I personally think that isn't a really big problem to concern about.
You can find your own way to talk to boys, to sit with boys and even hang out with them. I don't know what you're angry and jealous for...
You think all of them come to me naturally? No, I'm being friendly and kind to them, trying to be talkative. This is they way to make friends, boys or girls are just the same. I treat all of you like that, I don't treat boy with a better way.
Being popular also lead to a big trouble nowadays, I mean I really trying so hard just to make more friends because I really love friends stay beside me, I hate the feeling of lonely. But, some of you think I'm just selfish and trying to show off but actually I'm not.
To be frank, I don't want be a girl who sit quietly and wait others to realise you're there. You'll totally lose so many things like happiness, friendship and chances. What's the problem to stand out to make yourself visible and bright, and let other people know about you?
Don't be shy and silent, you'll lose everything that you actually deserved for.
If I am pretty, the boy I want they will come to me but the truth is they don't.
What's the truth? I'm ugly? I don't say that but I think I'm just an ordinary girl.
You can't say I act like superstar- such as my dressing style and being out-going and showing-off.
My dressing style is just my own style, you couldn't say I dress myself like a superstar. I think I'm just fashionable.
I'm out-going and pretend I know anyone - Well, I only talk to the one I know or new friends cause I want to meet them. What's the problem of making friends? If people like you say this is a bad attitude of showing off. Well, I have nothing to say, it's just different opinion.
Why I sit with a boy in the lecturer class? Well, this is my own business. Have any rule that state a girl cannot sit with a boy? I just treat him as a friend and he do too! I know it's just strange that only me sit with the guy but I personally think that isn't a really big problem to concern about.
You can find your own way to talk to boys, to sit with boys and even hang out with them. I don't know what you're angry and jealous for...
You think all of them come to me naturally? No, I'm being friendly and kind to them, trying to be talkative. This is they way to make friends, boys or girls are just the same. I treat all of you like that, I don't treat boy with a better way.
Being popular also lead to a big trouble nowadays, I mean I really trying so hard just to make more friends because I really love friends stay beside me, I hate the feeling of lonely. But, some of you think I'm just selfish and trying to show off but actually I'm not.
To be frank, I don't want be a girl who sit quietly and wait others to realise you're there. You'll totally lose so many things like happiness, friendship and chances. What's the problem to stand out to make yourself visible and bright, and let other people know about you?
Don't be shy and silent, you'll lose everything that you actually deserved for.
韩国学生
唉，好难得的周末啊，松口气
以后都要很早起床，最早是早上五点，最迟是七点
第一星期的大学生活，还可以啦
其实都不算是正式的大学生活，因为部分老师还没开始正式教书
最开心的是很多麻烦都解决了，下个星期只要付款，问题应该都解决了
课本买了，泊车手续搞定了，科目选好了
对，还有课外活动的事情还没解决，那天一口气在三个课外活动的名单留下名字
其实我也没多大的兴趣，只是想借此认识多点朋友，朋友多点才会开心嘛
但是实在太多的开外活动了，应好好眷顾学业才行
化学和生物老师都开始教书了，说真的，第一堂课虽然和高中读得差不多，可是那第一堂课却概括了很多章节，真的很不简单
话说难道读a level都是很聪明的人吗？为什么老师认为我们全部都很聪明，要我们在考试里拿满分，如果低于96分就要重考，话说满分可是120，96其实也不差地说
算了，好好努力吧，老师们大致上的感觉都很不错，希望真的如此吧
朋友倒是认识了蛮多，不过，我找不到与自己性格相近的，全部都是乖乖女，看起来只会读书的那类型，话不投缘啊
值得高兴的事 － 我跟2个韩国人说话，虽然不算是认识，但是也算是打过招呼
跟韩国女打招呼是我的手册里的第一章，这样才有机会认识其他的韩国男嘛
韩国女1的名字是恩妃，为什么我知道她的华语名字，是她亲自写给我的哦
对，她学过华语，也很聪明地说，看过她的笔记，很勤劳啊
对，先稍微介绍下韩国同学们的背景，他们全部是国际学校毕业，全部都脑袋聪明，有其中几位成绩更是顶呱呱
韩国女考试成绩好，还在进修不同的语文；其中一位韩国男拿下优异的成绩，13A*，其他几位成绩也相当不赖
我真的感觉相当压力的说，除了一般出人意表的韩国人，有一位女生是拿moa，应该是很厉害的奖学金之类的，有一个男生是全国top 2，有几个straight a students, 其他我真的不是很清楚了
我们班真的没那么多的几个人，全部那么聪明，我不是要包尾车了？悲哀
有一个韩国男生，真的要好好谈论他了，他真的在模仿《至美丽的你》里的女主角女扮男装的衣着还有发型，衬衫的颜色还真的一样，还有那夹克也是想那样的绑法挂在肩上，头发简直是一模一样的
那般韩国人都很爱笑，不过他们说韩语真的很大声，好像不怕人家知道那样（我们真的不知道他们在讲什么-_-#)不过如果是我，在英语环境里即使不会讲英语，讲华语都会讲小小声，怕人家当自己语言菜鸟
那班韩国人在老师讲课还爱听不听，可是老师问问题全部都会，真的很妒忌！（嘟嘴*｀へ´*)
希望可以进一步认识他们啦，真的很期待
以后都要很早起床，最早是早上五点，最迟是七点
第一星期的大学生活，还可以啦
其实都不算是正式的大学生活，因为部分老师还没开始正式教书
最开心的是很多麻烦都解决了，下个星期只要付款，问题应该都解决了
课本买了，泊车手续搞定了，科目选好了
对，还有课外活动的事情还没解决，那天一口气在三个课外活动的名单留下名字
其实我也没多大的兴趣，只是想借此认识多点朋友，朋友多点才会开心嘛
但是实在太多的开外活动了，应好好眷顾学业才行
化学和生物老师都开始教书了，说真的，第一堂课虽然和高中读得差不多，可是那第一堂课却概括了很多章节，真的很不简单
话说难道读a level都是很聪明的人吗？为什么老师认为我们全部都很聪明，要我们在考试里拿满分，如果低于96分就要重考，话说满分可是120，96其实也不差地说
算了，好好努力吧，老师们大致上的感觉都很不错，希望真的如此吧
朋友倒是认识了蛮多，不过，我找不到与自己性格相近的，全部都是乖乖女，看起来只会读书的那类型，话不投缘啊
值得高兴的事 － 我跟2个韩国人说话，虽然不算是认识，但是也算是打过招呼
跟韩国女打招呼是我的手册里的第一章，这样才有机会认识其他的韩国男嘛
韩国女1的名字是恩妃，为什么我知道她的华语名字，是她亲自写给我的哦
对，她学过华语，也很聪明地说，看过她的笔记，很勤劳啊
对，先稍微介绍下韩国同学们的背景，他们全部是国际学校毕业，全部都脑袋聪明，有其中几位成绩更是顶呱呱
韩国女考试成绩好，还在进修不同的语文；其中一位韩国男拿下优异的成绩，13A*，其他几位成绩也相当不赖
我真的感觉相当压力的说，除了一般出人意表的韩国人，有一位女生是拿moa，应该是很厉害的奖学金之类的，有一个男生是全国top 2，有几个straight a students, 其他我真的不是很清楚了
我们班真的没那么多的几个人，全部那么聪明，我不是要包尾车了？悲哀
有一个韩国男生，真的要好好谈论他了，他真的在模仿《至美丽的你》里的女主角女扮男装的衣着还有发型，衬衫的颜色还真的一样，还有那夹克也是想那样的绑法挂在肩上，头发简直是一模一样的
啊～不错，我挺欣赏的，最时尚就是他啦，有点养眼的说，我说的是打扮，至于长相，都还不错啦
那般韩国人都很爱笑，不过他们说韩语真的很大声，好像不怕人家知道那样（我们真的不知道他们在讲什么-_-#)不过如果是我，在英语环境里即使不会讲英语，讲华语都会讲小小声，怕人家当自己语言菜鸟
那班韩国人在老师讲课还爱听不听，可是老师问问题全部都会，真的很妒忌！（嘟嘴*｀へ´*)
希望可以进一步认识他们啦，真的很期待
13 July 2013
You treated me as a friend?
It's the time to update, but I feel scared. Why?
Today the guy send me a message - Being polite is so rare these days that its often confused with flirting.
He has just like knew that I wrote the bad words about him in the blog as I told him I got a blog yesterday.
S**t I should've tell him, even I don't give him the link but he can search it out, I'm not mean he is a professional but I posted it before on facebook. He can get it if he scroll back my older post on facebook.
I really hope that I confused and misunderstood his action and words, if that's the truth, one thing I only can conclude is he's showing too much passionate and "politeness" to his friends.
Well, let's see who is the one confused.
- He know my name and even found my Facebook but I don't know who is him and even how he looks like.
- He started to chat with me, asking me a lot of question and pretending he know me so much.
- He asked for my number with the reason he wanted find me in Whatsapp.
- He was faked at the first and I told him just be himself, he too cared about every words he had said.
- He keep testing me, twice a day.
- He knew which colour of shirt I wore of the day.
- The ridiculous part - He found all of my photos which captured at the Orientation Day and showed me. I mean a normal guy wouldn't search all of your photos and showed you and tell you that you're beautiful, and actually I looked kinda awkward in those pictures.
- He told me that I should wear all faked extension coloured hair highlight to Uni, he said I looked pretty good with all of that, he saw my older photos.
Let's tell me, you have done all these just because you treat me as a friend, a friend who has known few days ago and actually we both are actually acquaintances, I think it's just ridiculous and may be you're just too bored and free.
Well, if you still consist all these are just showing you and me are friends, fine, I really glad to hear that.
Then I have to say sorry because I misunderstood you, because this is not the first time, I met so many guys, you do what they had done and ended up so bad - I rejected them and we're not the friends anymore, they don't talk to me after that. So, I misunderstood you just because of all these experiences. I learn to be cool, I mean I will reject you straight away, from the words you can see. No more kind and soft-hearted, I really feel annoying, so so sorry.
I don't need think of all non-sense things like how to reject you, how to curb your action something like that, I feel really happy.
You should find a girl friend who is same "species" with you, you are not my cup of tea. I'm not racist but we're just impossible.
I think I'm going to write my blog posts in Chinese, safer.
Today the guy send me a message - Being polite is so rare these days that its often confused with flirting.
He has just like knew that I wrote the bad words about him in the blog as I told him I got a blog yesterday.
S**t I should've tell him, even I don't give him the link but he can search it out, I'm not mean he is a professional but I posted it before on facebook. He can get it if he scroll back my older post on facebook.
I really hope that I confused and misunderstood his action and words, if that's the truth, one thing I only can conclude is he's showing too much passionate and "politeness" to his friends.
Well, let's see who is the one confused.
- He know my name and even found my Facebook but I don't know who is him and even how he looks like.
- He started to chat with me, asking me a lot of question and pretending he know me so much.
- He asked for my number with the reason he wanted find me in Whatsapp.
- He was faked at the first and I told him just be himself, he too cared about every words he had said.
- He keep testing me, twice a day.
- He knew which colour of shirt I wore of the day.
- The ridiculous part - He found all of my photos which captured at the Orientation Day and showed me. I mean a normal guy wouldn't search all of your photos and showed you and tell you that you're beautiful, and actually I looked kinda awkward in those pictures.
- He told me that I should wear all faked extension coloured hair highlight to Uni, he said I looked pretty good with all of that, he saw my older photos.
Let's tell me, you have done all these just because you treat me as a friend, a friend who has known few days ago and actually we both are actually acquaintances, I think it's just ridiculous and may be you're just too bored and free.
Well, if you still consist all these are just showing you and me are friends, fine, I really glad to hear that.
Then I have to say sorry because I misunderstood you, because this is not the first time, I met so many guys, you do what they had done and ended up so bad - I rejected them and we're not the friends anymore, they don't talk to me after that. So, I misunderstood you just because of all these experiences. I learn to be cool, I mean I will reject you straight away, from the words you can see. No more kind and soft-hearted, I really feel annoying, so so sorry.
I don't need think of all non-sense things like how to reject you, how to curb your action something like that, I feel really happy.
You should find a girl friend who is same "species" with you, you are not my cup of tea. I'm not racist but we're just impossible.
I think I'm going to write my blog posts in Chinese, safer.
12 July 2013
You look like a fool
Who you think you're? Are you expecting to become someone important in my life?
Well, thank you so much for your over concern and stalking, you're not the one.
You are trying to pretend you know everything about me like my interest, idols and activities, but you just look like a fool for me.
Never try to cheat on something that I know better than you do, especially come to everything about my boys - One Direction.
Before you try to talk something that you don't know much, please tell in a smart way and done all the research first, no, you don't need done all these for me.
I felt really speechless when you tried to tell me something about One Direction and the informations you got me are wrong.
I corrected you, you spent a little time on searching and pretended that you were just bad in memories.
Come on, I know you're just lying and don't know my boys. I'm really feeling sick the way you act.
You like to act infront of people, go ahead, but never try to be a genius infront of me when you're actually not.
To be honest, I gave you a hint - I feel bored when I talk to you.
Seriously, I think so, you're unreal and fake, tired of these. You keep asking questions about me, what you want from me?
You even chase on me and asked where was me in college area and you're watching me. WTF I still don't know who you're and how you look like.
Why the wrong person always come to me, totally wrong, worst thing ever.
What is the meaning of "friend" in your life dictionary? I said WE ARE FRIENDS and do you get it actually?
You said don't let the conversation fate away, but actually we don't know each other and what you're expecting me to say? Nothing much, just like that, really fed up.
Do you get the meaning from my words, I wanted to end up the conservation just like that.
Better that we just don't meet, I'm not really feel interested to meet you. You want to be a stalker, I just want to be a stranger.
Well, thank you so much for your over concern and stalking, you're not the one.
You are trying to pretend you know everything about me like my interest, idols and activities, but you just look like a fool for me.
Never try to cheat on something that I know better than you do, especially come to everything about my boys - One Direction.
Before you try to talk something that you don't know much, please tell in a smart way and done all the research first, no, you don't need done all these for me.
I felt really speechless when you tried to tell me something about One Direction and the informations you got me are wrong.
I corrected you, you spent a little time on searching and pretended that you were just bad in memories.
Come on, I know you're just lying and don't know my boys. I'm really feeling sick the way you act.
You like to act infront of people, go ahead, but never try to be a genius infront of me when you're actually not.
To be honest, I gave you a hint - I feel bored when I talk to you.
Seriously, I think so, you're unreal and fake, tired of these. You keep asking questions about me, what you want from me?
You even chase on me and asked where was me in college area and you're watching me. WTF I still don't know who you're and how you look like.
Why the wrong person always come to me, totally wrong, worst thing ever.
What is the meaning of "friend" in your life dictionary? I said WE ARE FRIENDS and do you get it actually?
You said don't let the conversation fate away, but actually we don't know each other and what you're expecting me to say? Nothing much, just like that, really fed up.
Do you get the meaning from my words, I wanted to end up the conservation just like that.
Better that we just don't meet, I'm not really feel interested to meet you. You want to be a stalker, I just want to be a stranger.
Hang With Liam & Harry for Trekstock
Those loveable dudes Liam Payne and Harry Styles are supporting cancer charity Trekstock, and are offering a date with both of them as their pledge.
Harry says in the video:
“A lucky winner and a friend will win a 5-star weekend in London’s Carnaby Street. You will be given some spending money to go shopping in London, you will be flown into London, and then me and Liam will be taking you out for the evening.”
Styles continues to say:
“It’s gonna be amazing so please dig deep, donate and hopefully we’ll see you soon.”
We think this is an amazing prize, but more importantly it’s for an an amazing charity, and the shocking message that 1 in 3 people will develop cancer at some point in their lives is a horrible thought.
The pair were snapped in a series of cool shots for Trekstock, take a look below…
Harry tweeted a teaser message on July 2nd, saying:
“Follow @trekstock to see what me and Liam are up to with them, they’ll be posting stuff reeeeaaal soon.”
So now we know what he meant! 
How damn I wish I could donate and win the date to hang out with Harry and Liam, how amazing is that! I want take photos, shake hands, get a big hug,kiss them on the cheek and have a wonderful evening! The lucky one who win it will get crazy soon! Support! The top donor is THERESA CHARTER who donated 1110 Europe money. She's a white rich girl with daddy card but she said the donation included her 600 Europe money which come from her own pocket money.
If it's available in my country, I will donate more just to date with them! I will probably sell my share.
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The 4th day of Uni Life
I have just started my university, but get myself in the trouble.
DON'T BE TOO FRIENDLY IF POSSIBLE?
Is that any problem? Sigh.
What a weird situation is when I logged in to the Facebook and I saw one friend request and one message from the guy who added me.
" Do you still remember me, I'm from Accounting class."
I really thought hardly but I still couldn't remember him and so, I told him the truth.
He replied me like that " Oh it's okay. Are you the one who wore pink upper today?"
"Oh yes, but who are you."
"Blablabla..." he gave so many example to try to remind me but I still couldn't.
Finally I said:" Hmm...Did we introduce ourselves to each other?"
The way he answered just made me feel WHAT?! He answered gently "No.."
After that he asked so many questions and said he know so many stuffs about One Direction, I can try and test him. I really felt bored to chat with him so I said i got something to do, got to go and he sent me a funny One Direction picture. In my opinion, he can search any information from the net and I don't believe he know my boys so well. The weirdest thing is HOW HE KNOW MY FACEBOOK? We don't have mutual friend some more, a strange situation.
I sat with Sam today in the Biology class and one guy behind me asked us whether we are in a relationship or just friend. Well, I know when a girl sit with a boy, your brain will straight away think of that kind of situation. But one thing for sure is Sam and I are impossible, we are just friends, maybe he can be my "sister", I guess.
The people I want never come to me but the people I don't want always fly to me. Who are the one I want? Hmm, my target is KOREAN GUYS now, haha, no, I just feel so curious of them, but I not dared to talk to them...What's more is we are just have one similar lecturer class. Less chance and less possibilities.
Today wasn't a really good day, what was happened? No, I'm tired to tell you. Learn from the mistakes. Another trouble for me is I CAN'T REMEMBER MY FRIEND'S NAMES, keep asking them, so sorry ;( Some of their names really difficult to pronounce and remember.
Stop questioning that am I a Malaysian. People who think I am Korean, is it a good thing or bad thing? I don't know. If it is a good thing then go ahead. Why don't the Korean come and ask me where I am from? I would be so so so happy.
Today I got biology class and the lecturer started to teach already. Chapter 1 of Biology is Transportation around the Human Body. It sounds similar but yeah, not exactly the same but mostly are the same, just more explanation and information. In chapter 1 I can see there're combining of some chapters in F4 & F5 like F4 chapters 2,3,4,7 and F5 chapters 1 and 3, and there're just small part of Unit 1 of Biology. When I was sitting in the class, I still remembered something but when came to pop-quiz section, not really. It's just the first lesson, I hope so far so good, I wish our syllabus won't that difficult.
I hope all of my problems can be solved by next week and start to stable down and get used with the new environment. So far still so good now, hope no bad things are going to happened.
10 July 2013
Problems Solved
Today is my lucky day, solved all the problems within one day. I'm really feeling happy. As what I always say, face the problems with opened-heart and optimistically, the problems will be solve easily. However, I haven't solved all the problems yet, but there're in the progress, so far so good.
*Dropping and adding subject
*Find the car park place - A big credit to Vanessa who also studies in Help University, who really helped me a lot on this. Thank you so much and you're the best, always.
*Register the parking place (as soon as possible)
*Make a decision
So, after finish solving all these problems, let's start study hard. I need to compete with all of the classmates. They look smart and hardworking. What's more, I want good result, just try my best.
Today I was told by lecturer that what I'm taking ( Edexcel A Level ) is harder even it's in modular system which means can resit for your exam if you feel unsatisfied with your result. What's the reason? She said that Edexcel Exam is more complicated and concern about the application of study. For the Cambridge A Level, there are more about some memorising skill in AS but only care about application in A2. Besides, the questions of Cambridge A Level are more straight forward if compare to Edexcel. One other thing is it's a bit more difficult to get high scores in Edexcel A Level. So, it's actually depends on your situation and which one you're more comfort or prefer to.
1 Korean guy sat beside me during the Math lecture but I failed to talk to him, I was afraid. He looked cool even he's alone, only him is taking Math but his another friends don't. No one try to talk to him and he only stay close with his Korean-friends. However, I believe that I will probably talk to him one day as long as we are in the same lecturer class. I hope I got more lecturer classes which are same as him. You think I feel interest to him? Well, not to denied, he's quite tall, handsome, fashionable and looks smart. But I only think to meet some outsiders, I love to make friends with other.
I wish that we can start our syllabus as soon as possible because I feel bored with my life - doing nothing and only online everyday. Let's get some works to do, I know my stressful life is returning so soon. I hope that everything will be alright for me, things go smoothly and perfectly.
I got to stop here as I want do some revision and timetable arrangement and of course, try to get some sleep, actually get more sleeping time because my class tomorrow is start from 8am and end at 4pm, what's more is I have to drive.
Good luck girls and guys, fight for brighter future.
*Dropping and adding subject
*Find the car park place - A big credit to Vanessa who also studies in Help University, who really helped me a lot on this. Thank you so much and you're the best, always.
*Register the parking place (as soon as possible)
*Make a decision
So, after finish solving all these problems, let's start study hard. I need to compete with all of the classmates. They look smart and hardworking. What's more, I want good result, just try my best.
Today I was told by lecturer that what I'm taking ( Edexcel A Level ) is harder even it's in modular system which means can resit for your exam if you feel unsatisfied with your result. What's the reason? She said that Edexcel Exam is more complicated and concern about the application of study. For the Cambridge A Level, there are more about some memorising skill in AS but only care about application in A2. Besides, the questions of Cambridge A Level are more straight forward if compare to Edexcel. One other thing is it's a bit more difficult to get high scores in Edexcel A Level. So, it's actually depends on your situation and which one you're more comfort or prefer to.
1 Korean guy sat beside me during the Math lecture but I failed to talk to him, I was afraid. He looked cool even he's alone, only him is taking Math but his another friends don't. No one try to talk to him and he only stay close with his Korean-friends. However, I believe that I will probably talk to him one day as long as we are in the same lecturer class. I hope I got more lecturer classes which are same as him. You think I feel interest to him? Well, not to denied, he's quite tall, handsome, fashionable and looks smart. But I only think to meet some outsiders, I love to make friends with other.
I wish that we can start our syllabus as soon as possible because I feel bored with my life - doing nothing and only online everyday. Let's get some works to do, I know my stressful life is returning so soon. I hope that everything will be alright for me, things go smoothly and perfectly.
I got to stop here as I want do some revision and timetable arrangement and of course, try to get some sleep, actually get more sleeping time because my class tomorrow is start from 8am and end at 4pm, what's more is I have to drive.
Good luck girls and guys, fight for brighter future.
09 July 2013
面对问题，才是王道
果然，人开始有事情做，烦恼自然就回来
不过我相信自己可以面对
昨天就差点得失眠了，好在疲惫不堪的我，在挣扎1-2个小时候还是睡去了
为什么失眠？因为今天是我第一天自己驾车去Damansara，重点是早上塞车
完全没这方面的经验，不知道塞车会塞几久，在想2个小时30分钟的时间之内我是否能抵达
因为，除了要塞车，我还要parking，还要搭shuttle bus到另一栋building
好在，我在两个小时里抵达，还有多余的时间吃早餐
我朋友讲我很厉害，自己一个人第一天就驾那么远的车程
今天为了找metro parking office走来走去，来回走了不懂几轮，打给office又没人接电话，害我今天parking 就 10+零吉。今天还有点倒霉，就是auto parking payment 那个machine 写我的卡unreadable,害我走了一大条街去找另一个auto parking machine。
现在的烦恼就是
－我要转科目，不知道submit的时间会多长，手续要搞多久，我不想miss掉两个星期的课。而且如果转科，有需要重新换组，那我又要重新适应所有的lecturers and students.
－我还要烦parking space,如果没有student price or season parking，那我一天的parking费用会很高。学校有提供parking space but 我不知道哪个highway可以转到那边，我来的方向完全不一样。如果season parking,我妈咪讲早上那里很暗，会很危险。虽然还有一个露天parking，但是真的有点远，下雨的话就麻烦了。
－payment的那方面我不小心写了single payment,但是我爸爸要instalment,不知道还可以改没有
－一开学就花很多钱，买课本和参考书啦，实验室的东西啦，又要交几十千的学费，又不包括考试费和实验室的费用。而且现在爸爸又要付我的泊车费和车油费，还有零用钱。
－以后都会一直面对塞车的问题，得预备好要牺牲睡眠时间，不知道我还handle到学业没有。我父母说，如果我不选那么远的大学，就没问题了。可是我要的就只有help有提供，除非我换去一次定生死的cambridge a level。
没想到那么多事情都必须要瞬间做决定，而且真的很需要独立的思想，全部都自己搞定。希望明天我可以搞定parking的事情先，然后再来的是换科的事，再搞定payment。
希望可以认识一些跟自己合得人，今天扫了扫那些同学，发觉那些女生全都是乖乖很聪明的模样，一看就知道不适合自己style，而且和我稍微合的来讲话，新认识的同学都是男生。唉
今天又有人问我是哪里来的，我反问他们觉得我是哪里来？又是日本或则韩国？无奈啊，我没有一点像韩国或日本人好不好？！然后还有一个stuff很好笑，我要去拿student id，然后他指着我的脸说我的皮肤很好，我简直错愕了。更好笑的是sam, 他在那边自言自语的讲外星人才明白的话。他问我要不要坐在中间，然后什么什么男朋友。。。很奇怪咯，我干嘛要坐在男生中间？我不知道啦，sam肯定是我的好姐妹，不是好兄弟，直觉咯。
不过我相信自己可以面对
昨天就差点得失眠了，好在疲惫不堪的我，在挣扎1-2个小时候还是睡去了
为什么失眠？因为今天是我第一天自己驾车去Damansara，重点是早上塞车
完全没这方面的经验，不知道塞车会塞几久，在想2个小时30分钟的时间之内我是否能抵达
因为，除了要塞车，我还要parking，还要搭shuttle bus到另一栋building
好在，我在两个小时里抵达，还有多余的时间吃早餐
我朋友讲我很厉害，自己一个人第一天就驾那么远的车程
今天为了找metro parking office走来走去，来回走了不懂几轮，打给office又没人接电话，害我今天parking 就 10+零吉。今天还有点倒霉，就是auto parking payment 那个machine 写我的卡unreadable,害我走了一大条街去找另一个auto parking machine。
现在的烦恼就是
－我要转科目，不知道submit的时间会多长，手续要搞多久，我不想miss掉两个星期的课。而且如果转科，有需要重新换组，那我又要重新适应所有的lecturers and students.
－我还要烦parking space,如果没有student price or season parking，那我一天的parking费用会很高。学校有提供parking space but 我不知道哪个highway可以转到那边，我来的方向完全不一样。如果season parking,我妈咪讲早上那里很暗，会很危险。虽然还有一个露天parking，但是真的有点远，下雨的话就麻烦了。
－payment的那方面我不小心写了single payment,但是我爸爸要instalment,不知道还可以改没有
－一开学就花很多钱，买课本和参考书啦，实验室的东西啦，又要交几十千的学费，又不包括考试费和实验室的费用。而且现在爸爸又要付我的泊车费和车油费，还有零用钱。
－以后都会一直面对塞车的问题，得预备好要牺牲睡眠时间，不知道我还handle到学业没有。我父母说，如果我不选那么远的大学，就没问题了。可是我要的就只有help有提供，除非我换去一次定生死的cambridge a level。
没想到那么多事情都必须要瞬间做决定，而且真的很需要独立的思想，全部都自己搞定。希望明天我可以搞定parking的事情先，然后再来的是换科的事，再搞定payment。
希望可以认识一些跟自己合得人，今天扫了扫那些同学，发觉那些女生全都是乖乖很聪明的模样，一看就知道不适合自己style，而且和我稍微合的来讲话，新认识的同学都是男生。唉
今天又有人问我是哪里来的，我反问他们觉得我是哪里来？又是日本或则韩国？无奈啊，我没有一点像韩国或日本人好不好？！然后还有一个stuff很好笑，我要去拿student id，然后他指着我的脸说我的皮肤很好，我简直错愕了。更好笑的是sam, 他在那边自言自语的讲外星人才明白的话。他问我要不要坐在中间，然后什么什么男朋友。。。很奇怪咯，我干嘛要坐在男生中间？我不知道啦，sam肯定是我的好姐妹，不是好兄弟，直觉咯。
08 July 2013
First day of Orientation of Help University
I just came back from the Orientation Day of Help University. I'm quite disappointed about the facilities. However, I have no choices because only Help University offer Edexcel A-Level and I already paid the registry fees. I wish the lecturers are good enough, if not I would regret so so so much. I pay more, spend my time more just to get here, waste the petrol and get the low qualities facilities. I wish that their lecturers are the best of the best. Pray hard.
I met 3-4 friends today, but just talked for few minutes. I don't know I still can recognise them or not tomorrow. I met Sam, who came to talk with me before the orientation started, we exchanged Facebook account and we took photo. How weird was that he suggested to take photo, and we only just met an hour before.
What's more, I met 3 seniors who are very friendly but I don't think they still remember me or not, hopefully yes. That's quite a shock that 1 big gang or Koreans study here too, I think 10++ of them. What I only care is has got 1 guy come from Holland, quite handsome actually but a bit childish. I was shocked that I heard few of our students are 16-17 years old. How possible they can study A-Level but they are 1-2 years younger than us? Normally, we start our pre-university at the age of 18 years old.
It's so funny that Sam asked me what brand of cosmetic product I use as he think my skin is smooth and white, but he got lots of pimples. He said he's getting too excited and nervous because of opened school. I told him that I only clean my face but seldom apply toner or moisturiser, and he said he is jealous. After I came back home, I found that my face looked so paled and ugly, even the dark circles also came out. I looked kinda tired and exhausted.
I'm still thinking and thinking where should my car park at. It's a big problem to me. After 7:30am onwards, the parking space all are full. It's difficult to find a parking space and I decided to park my car in the Metro Parking Building but I have to pay RM100 each month with RM150 deposit. It's consistency and if there any holidays, you cannot get your cash back. The Help University parkings are RM3 per entry for students but always full. What's a big problem to me. Luckily, I has got driving experience, don't need that worried about the skill, so far so good.
Awww...all the best! Everything will be alright!
I met 3-4 friends today, but just talked for few minutes. I don't know I still can recognise them or not tomorrow. I met Sam, who came to talk with me before the orientation started, we exchanged Facebook account and we took photo. How weird was that he suggested to take photo, and we only just met an hour before.
What's more, I met 3 seniors who are very friendly but I don't think they still remember me or not, hopefully yes. That's quite a shock that 1 big gang or Koreans study here too, I think 10++ of them. What I only care is has got 1 guy come from Holland, quite handsome actually but a bit childish. I was shocked that I heard few of our students are 16-17 years old. How possible they can study A-Level but they are 1-2 years younger than us? Normally, we start our pre-university at the age of 18 years old.
It's so funny that Sam asked me what brand of cosmetic product I use as he think my skin is smooth and white, but he got lots of pimples. He said he's getting too excited and nervous because of opened school. I told him that I only clean my face but seldom apply toner or moisturiser, and he said he is jealous. After I came back home, I found that my face looked so paled and ugly, even the dark circles also came out. I looked kinda tired and exhausted.
I'm still thinking and thinking where should my car park at. It's a big problem to me. After 7:30am onwards, the parking space all are full. It's difficult to find a parking space and I decided to park my car in the Metro Parking Building but I have to pay RM100 each month with RM150 deposit. It's consistency and if there any holidays, you cannot get your cash back. The Help University parkings are RM3 per entry for students but always full. What's a big problem to me. Luckily, I has got driving experience, don't need that worried about the skill, so far so good.
Awww...all the best! Everything will be alright!
07 July 2013
Glad to meet them
坐在酒吧台写部落格的感觉真的很不错
坐在高高的椅子上，腰挺得直直的
将椅子转去后面面对着落地玻璃，看见镜中的倒影
嗯，优美的坐姿
室内的冷气出奇地冷，眼睛瞄了瞄手边还冒着烟的卡布奇诺咖啡
饮了一口温热的咖啡，热流传进心里，温暖了手心
看着电脑荧幕，思绪回溯到昨天，美好回忆的一部分
昨天是我呆在British Council 的最后一天，感觉真的很怀念
习惯了这样的生活步调，这样的学习方式
昨天早到了那里一个小时，打算好好享受在课室里做做笔记的感觉
安静的享受那半个小时，接下来同学们也陆陆续续的到了
互相寒暄以后，又继续低头写我的笔记
过后，课室里的同学窃窃私语
忽然间有人大声喊我名字，吓了我一大跳
回头一看，原来是Ali
同学还好奇他是谁，为什么忽然间闯了进来
消失了那么多天，忽然间怎么出现了，而且还知道我的课室在那里
“Valance，can you come out for a moment?"
他说昨天是他最后一次见我，他在7月18号要回到他的国家
然后我们拍拍照，握握手，说说话就告别了
祝他好运吧
昨天的老师格外friendly，但是却给了我们很难的test
到了放学的时间，老师还意外的开口说要合照
接下来就让你们看看照片吧
放了学后，我和meng怕塞车，于是就去British Council隔壁的Nz Cafe喝茶
唉，我们聊了很久，应该聊了两个小时吧，而且用广东话，没办法，他跟他家人用广东话聊天，至于聊了什么，就不讲啦，不爆他私隐
Arabian我不知有什么好，但是就是够friendly和有义气。很开心认识他们
坐在高高的椅子上，腰挺得直直的
将椅子转去后面面对着落地玻璃，看见镜中的倒影
嗯，优美的坐姿
室内的冷气出奇地冷，眼睛瞄了瞄手边还冒着烟的卡布奇诺咖啡
饮了一口温热的咖啡，热流传进心里，温暖了手心
看着电脑荧幕，思绪回溯到昨天，美好回忆的一部分
昨天是我呆在British Council 的最后一天，感觉真的很怀念
习惯了这样的生活步调，这样的学习方式
昨天早到了那里一个小时，打算好好享受在课室里做做笔记的感觉
安静的享受那半个小时，接下来同学们也陆陆续续的到了
互相寒暄以后，又继续低头写我的笔记
过后，课室里的同学窃窃私语
忽然间有人大声喊我名字，吓了我一大跳
回头一看，原来是Ali
同学还好奇他是谁，为什么忽然间闯了进来
消失了那么多天，忽然间怎么出现了，而且还知道我的课室在那里
“Valance，can you come out for a moment?"
他说昨天是他最后一次见我，他在7月18号要回到他的国家
然后我们拍拍照，握握手，说说话就告别了
祝他好运吧
昨天的老师格外friendly，但是却给了我们很难的test
到了放学的时间，老师还意外的开口说要合照
接下来就让你们看看照片吧
Teacher Alizzster from Scotland
Teacher Theresa from Ireland
Ariff
*always put him as the first one is because he is a really friendly and clever boy! best partner! he's the one who worked with me to write a ghost story...
Dael
His smile is super cute with his vampire teeth, can you notice? he's a shy boy with shy smile...he only talk a little bit more on fb...idk why..i hope he can come to HELP UNI to study with me too!
Meng
he's the one who always blur blur but quite clever sometimes. no comment to him, have known him very well already, sometimes very childish and always make me want to argue with him
Nabilah
What a cute girl, never judge her by her appearance. At first I thought she's a very shy girl. One day she shocked me by put her hand on my stomach and said I love you. O.O hahaha..never expect she got that smile when took photo...like she won something...
Mohammad
A polite boy as he always would say Good Afternoon Valance. He's very tall
!!! Actually I don't know much about him, haha, just skip la...
Mona
A funny and nice girl!! I used to have lunch with her everyday!! She's a emotional girl. She can feel unhappy and happy just all in a sudden... She taught me the Arabian word"Bahabit" means I Love You and she tell me everyday. BAHABIT
Ali
he's a nice guy, so far so good l.. all the best for his IELTS exam and have a nice trip on 18th July. Thank you so much for his concern and everything.
Teacher Sam in the middle
He's the best teacher I've ever met, you can see how kind he is from his face. Even he's not my teacher anymore since Intermediate 2 but when we met outside the classroom, he would say hello and asked how's my life going on, what a sweet teacher.
Girl group!
The other girls I had talked in the previous post so I'm not gonna repeat and repeat again.
放了学后，我和meng怕塞车，于是就去British Council隔壁的Nz Cafe喝茶
唉，我们聊了很久，应该聊了两个小时吧，而且用广东话，没办法，他跟他家人用广东话聊天，至于聊了什么，就不讲啦，不爆他私隐
Arabian我不知有什么好，但是就是够friendly和有义气。很开心认识他们
05 July 2013
我是马来西亚人啦！
很讨厌啊，才远离烧芭味不久，今天又闻到了
昨天回到家一打开车门的那刹那，嗯，怎么有烧芭味？我还以为我自己错觉
原来我家花园外有个大地产公司应该在焚烧些东西，不只是树叶还是树枝
不过好在下了一场小雨，味道没那么重了
今天是最后一天待在british council，有点不舍得，因为两个月了，都习惯呆在那边
很希望可以继续下去，可是下个星期一就开学了，不想开学的说
虽然在那边有不喜欢的人和事，可是也找到好的伙伴和有趣的事情
习惯了跟他们一起合作，习惯了看到老师就聊一聊未来
“人不可貌相”，我真的在这里体会到了
之前以为那个男老师会是很闷的一个人，还打算投诉，因为他在半堂课让我们打了三次哈欠。可是几天后，我发觉他真的是一个很好的人，也是很体贴的一个人。如果你叫到他，他一定会尽力回答你的问题，最主要的是没压抑感。你真的会很主动地找他聊天，他真的是一个很nice的人。
过后我们有另一个男老师，本感觉在british council 的老师都是很好的，风趣幽默。这个老师虽然风趣幽默，可是有一种难以接近的隔膜感，感觉真的没那么好。而且我也不觉得他安排的活动很有趣，他没那么注重与同学之间的互动。
话说我朋友们都不是很喜欢女老师，我倒与他们相反。可能他们觉得那位女老师时常“逼”他们做一些没那么喜欢的事，比如说跟同学之间有互动，时常要站起来讲话。可是我觉得这真的是一个很好的方法，如果她不强迫你的话，你哪里有机会练习英语会话，而且我觉得我因为这样，和很多同学感情都好一些，还找到很棒的伙伴。虽然女老师有一点小凶，可是大致上她还是很friendly的。
昨天是第一次去speaking club，听说以后会收钱，我就想瞧下为什么大家会有那么好的反应。昨天我去了，真的很不错，是一个好地方让大家交谈。也许某人会不喜欢吧，因为又是强迫性讲话。
在那里，完全跟陌生人同组。当我与他们交谈的时候，他们第一句不是问我名字，而是问我来自哪个国家，当中还有马来西亚人问我来自哪里，大家都以为我来自日本或韩国。我想说你们是看我样子还是看我打扮？我没有单眼皮好不好。还有一个韩国人更好笑，他以为他自己找到跟他来自同各国家的人，他还大声问我是不是来自韩国，我真的很无奈啊。
我越来越觉得我很有交际手腕，不过我要对的是普通人，而不是那些擅长与勾心斗角的人，我会吃不消的。当跟那么多陌生人说话的时候，大家都觉得我很friendly and outgoing。这也是我写在自己的优点里。
好啦，话不多说，要准备上课了。原本打算早起，一睡就睡了十个钟，不愿起床。也许是昨天睡太少了吧，才睡那四个小时。好啦，晚上我会再更新的！待会儿见！
昨天回到家一打开车门的那刹那，嗯，怎么有烧芭味？我还以为我自己错觉
原来我家花园外有个大地产公司应该在焚烧些东西，不只是树叶还是树枝
不过好在下了一场小雨，味道没那么重了
今天是最后一天待在british council，有点不舍得，因为两个月了，都习惯呆在那边
很希望可以继续下去，可是下个星期一就开学了，不想开学的说
虽然在那边有不喜欢的人和事，可是也找到好的伙伴和有趣的事情
习惯了跟他们一起合作，习惯了看到老师就聊一聊未来
“人不可貌相”，我真的在这里体会到了
之前以为那个男老师会是很闷的一个人，还打算投诉，因为他在半堂课让我们打了三次哈欠。可是几天后，我发觉他真的是一个很好的人，也是很体贴的一个人。如果你叫到他，他一定会尽力回答你的问题，最主要的是没压抑感。你真的会很主动地找他聊天，他真的是一个很nice的人。
过后我们有另一个男老师，本感觉在british council 的老师都是很好的，风趣幽默。这个老师虽然风趣幽默，可是有一种难以接近的隔膜感，感觉真的没那么好。而且我也不觉得他安排的活动很有趣，他没那么注重与同学之间的互动。
话说我朋友们都不是很喜欢女老师，我倒与他们相反。可能他们觉得那位女老师时常“逼”他们做一些没那么喜欢的事，比如说跟同学之间有互动，时常要站起来讲话。可是我觉得这真的是一个很好的方法，如果她不强迫你的话，你哪里有机会练习英语会话，而且我觉得我因为这样，和很多同学感情都好一些，还找到很棒的伙伴。虽然女老师有一点小凶，可是大致上她还是很friendly的。
昨天是第一次去speaking club，听说以后会收钱，我就想瞧下为什么大家会有那么好的反应。昨天我去了，真的很不错，是一个好地方让大家交谈。也许某人会不喜欢吧，因为又是强迫性讲话。
在那里，完全跟陌生人同组。当我与他们交谈的时候，他们第一句不是问我名字，而是问我来自哪个国家，当中还有马来西亚人问我来自哪里，大家都以为我来自日本或韩国。我想说你们是看我样子还是看我打扮？我没有单眼皮好不好。还有一个韩国人更好笑，他以为他自己找到跟他来自同各国家的人，他还大声问我是不是来自韩国，我真的很无奈啊。
我越来越觉得我很有交际手腕，不过我要对的是普通人，而不是那些擅长与勾心斗角的人，我会吃不消的。当跟那么多陌生人说话的时候，大家都觉得我很friendly and outgoing。这也是我写在自己的优点里。
好啦，话不多说，要准备上课了。原本打算早起，一睡就睡了十个钟，不愿起床。也许是昨天睡太少了吧，才睡那四个小时。好啦，晚上我会再更新的！待会儿见！
04 July 2013
My Daddy
唉，得找些事来消遣，要不然吃饱就睡，不肥都很难，虽然我现在已经肥了
现在是早上8点27分，要不是钟点工人来大扫，我应该零纪录会早起
现在瘫在床上昏昏欲睡，难不成你们要我做早操
刚才吃了一餐丰盛的早餐，马来西亚的经典早餐
也许你们很常吃得到，可是除了我自己爬起床去买以外，我父母意外得早起床，他们才会到巴刹去买，而我是不可能为了这些食物而早起床
今天的早餐 － 椰浆饭，白糖糕，咖喱角，咸菜碗仔膏和烧肉；老爸还买了炒米粉，九层糕之类的糕点，但是我没能吃得下
一大早胃还没开始工作，食欲还没觉醒，不过光吃这些都很厉害了，那是因为我很饿
你们知道吗？通常去巴刹都是我爸爸，我妈咪的话要看心情，是标准的少奶奶
今天看见爸爸巴刹回来，很像退休后的生活，悠闲而自在；但脸上仿佛看见经历岁月的沧桑和疲累
以前我每次在晚餐时间都叫家人打包，因为我懒得出街；现在的我尽可能都陪他们出去吃饭，尤其是当爸爸独自一人吃晚餐
之前爸爸需要工作，要不然我和妈咪出街，都是他一个人吃饭
今天的我虽然早就吃完了早餐，可是我待在旁边知道我爸爸也吃完他那份早餐
虽然我现在什么也不能做，但是这些小事，我尽我可能去完成
未来的路，还有很长；我知道如果我开学了，我再也没有时间陪伴他们；如果我出国深造，我父母一定彻夜难眠；而且我现在经常与朋友出街，陪伴的时间又减少了
我听大人们说，人年纪老了，就会想要有人陪
还记得上次决定我要到俄罗斯读书，爸爸在晚上就失眠了；我每次考试，他都会跟我烧香拜佛，也许我每次考试顺顺利利，都是老爸祈求神地庇佑
我真的不知道还有所少时间可以陪伴在他们身边
I want to share a song called Shoulda Woulda Coulda which sings by Beverly Knights. It's a love song that talked about how a girl was regretted about what she had done to her ex-boyfriend. She think she should had done a little bit more for him. The point is REGRET. The words SHOULDA WOULDA COULDA showed what she should had done all these in the past, so she was regretted now. A very nice song to listen.
If you feel interest to listen to it, click the words below.
Shoulda Woulda Coulda - Beverly Knights
03 July 2013
Photos
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YIKO
RUBA
WEJDEN
i looked cute in this picture! i think i shouldn't hold the camera to take for the pictures next time, let someone else hold it!
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