I'm so sorry guys

I'm here not to hurt anyone but why you guys make me do so?

You make me feel really bad, not only you were torned but me too, indirectly. 

If at the beginning I didn't care and start the conservation with you guys, I wouldn't bring so many troubles to myself.

You think that I reject you I'm feeling so happy and excited? Then you're totally wrong.

i being cool and cruel are because I want to let you know we're impossible, I treat you as a friend and nothing more than that. Why you guys always make things look complicated.

Yes, I being friendly at the first because I think you will understand, when I started being cruel, it means that I really feel annoying and don't want it continues anymore. 

After reject you, I feel really bad like I'm bad girl or selfish girl like that, but I'm so sorry I don't have the special feeling towards you. This is the only thing I can't control.

This is the way you show me love? You only bring me hurt and sadness.

I'm really sorry that I reject you but I have my own reason. I'm not willing to hurt you.  

Sorry guys really sorry. I will show you hint if I have no feeling to you, so please don't come and try, you will get hurt and I don't want to do so. Don't force me.

I really feel bad that i have rejected 5 guys in this 4 months, you don't know what called love, you are just curious and wish to try. 

Guys, if you see this post, I really feel sorry to you, sometimes I have to be cruel as I really tired of all these. I know if I show you my kindness and patient, you will think actually i have same feeling but try to ignore, you will never know.

I wish you guys can find a better one and treat her really good and to be serious. 

WISH YOU HAPPY.