I thought I will update my blog right after I finish my exam, but here I am.
It's 1:22am ( Wednesday ) right now.
What I'm feeling now is I'm exhausted, psychological fatigue.
I just woke up from a 2-hours nap. I'm so lucky that I don't have any exam tomorrow till noon of Thursday.
These days lack of sleep and woke up really early in the morning like 5-6am but actually the exams time is always like at 12pm or something like 4:30pm today.
I still have one more subject to go.
People wonder why I'm so relax lying here to type the blog.
I don't know why, I don't feel nervous or scared at all, maybe it's because I have already known and accepted how difficult the A Level is. I keep telling myself that I will be more hardworking on next semester and the only advantage for Edexcel A Level is we can retake the exam. I know it's not a good idea cause the semester 2 definitely would be so much harder and actually we don't have enough time to cover all the syllabus. Just let say I want to retake all exam papers for all the subjects next semester, total up I at least have to take 10 papers. And do you know how much I have to study? Example: 2 units of Biology got 8 topics, and these topics notes add up together are so thick like a history text book.
Then why I'm like no worrying about that? At first I'm kind of optimistic people.
The second reason is thank God always there for me. ( Well I know I have to take it serious as A Level is not only luck. God can't help you much if you don't pay any effort but I still believe God is there for me, bless me. )
The third reason is not only me doing not good at this time as I can see many of my friends are suffering. A Level, there're lot of smart students with their excellent SPM results. If they don't get an A for every single subject. They gonna retake it for sure. It's useless right if you don't get A for A Level then why don't you just choose foundation or diploma which might give you excellent results which you're confident on it. ( Well I'm not gonna say foundation and diploma is super easy but foundation it is lol, I mean if you waor hard, do all the assignment and coursework, they'll definitely help you on this. )
A Level has a lot to study and the questions are twisted, examiners play around the questions, the marking scheme is strict ( they really focus on the term of SCIENTIFIC, our lecturer told us that we got the ideas sometimes but we have problem on delivery the answers. ) and A Level exams always come out something extra. ( Once we did the past years question and wonder why we never look this kind of topic before and we ask lecturer, lecturer said that was something extra and he just cant conclude everything inside his notes. They like come out something extra who to blame for, not students but not those examiners too. We have to be smart and study extra. LOL )
But it isn't impossible to get A, depends how many handwork you pay for. Well sometimes I just fed up because I felt I was so confident to score high marks because almost every single question I knew how to do but the marks came out was 48/80 for Biology. I really well prepared that time. But guess what? I still the top 5 in the list. I was like I don't care how others score ( well I do care, I just don't want myself be the lowest or among that ) but OMG whats this? I only got a C for it. That's quite disappointed and I checked for the answers. That's a lot of scientific error ( well i consider )
Some example: I wrote sticky mucus
Mark Scheme: stickier mucus
Example 2 : I wrote built up of atheroma
Mark Scheme : formation of atheroma
Example 3 : root hair
Mark Scheme: root hair cells
Example 4 : transport across
Mark Scheme : diffuse through
(ps: they want you definitely understand this mechanism whether it's diffuse or transport although they have similar meaning i think - SPECIFIC)
And sometimes I don't understand like - the question ask about this but the answers like a bit weird or not really related. Maybe I have understanding or thinking problem? WHATEVER.
Biology is my favourite subject but I score better in Chemistry I got like 58/80 70% B ( well i'm not selfish or showing off cause this marks consider quite normal in my class well it wasn't a good marks though but I just compare the difference laaaa ), the point is I only study Chemistry day before I sit for the exam. Biology I have paid so much hard works I got my own notes I almost finish the past years questions ( Damn Chemistry I never did 1 past year question also ) Things always don't go as what I expected, always feeling speechless for this kind of situation like SPM I used to hate physics but got an A at last which was better than my Biology. Maybe I'm not the clever type, have to work so hard to get what I want.
Okay, finish complaining.
Actually I want have some rough schedule in this post but hahaha ends up with all these. Never mind, just 2 more days to go and I'm free I will arrange my schedule yaaaa don't worry my friends. We got the chance to hang out together.
It's 1:22am ( Wednesday ) right now.
What I'm feeling now is I'm exhausted, psychological fatigue.
I just woke up from a 2-hours nap. I'm so lucky that I don't have any exam tomorrow till noon of Thursday.
I still have one more subject to go.
People wonder why I'm so relax lying here to type the blog.
I don't know why, I don't feel nervous or scared at all, maybe it's because I have already known and accepted how difficult the A Level is. I keep telling myself that I will be more hardworking on next semester and the only advantage for Edexcel A Level is we can retake the exam. I know it's not a good idea cause the semester 2 definitely would be so much harder and actually we don't have enough time to cover all the syllabus. Just let say I want to retake all exam papers for all the subjects next semester, total up I at least have to take 10 papers. And do you know how much I have to study? Example: 2 units of Biology got 8 topics, and these topics notes add up together are so thick like a history text book.
Then why I'm like no worrying about that? At first I'm kind of optimistic people.
The second reason is thank God always there for me. ( Well I know I have to take it serious as A Level is not only luck. God can't help you much if you don't pay any effort but I still believe God is there for me, bless me. )
The third reason is not only me doing not good at this time as I can see many of my friends are suffering. A Level, there're lot of smart students with their excellent SPM results. If they don't get an A for every single subject. They gonna retake it for sure. It's useless right if you don't get A for A Level then why don't you just choose foundation or diploma which might give you excellent results which you're confident on it. ( Well I'm not gonna say foundation and diploma is super easy but foundation it is lol, I mean if you waor hard, do all the assignment and coursework, they'll definitely help you on this. )
A Level has a lot to study and the questions are twisted, examiners play around the questions, the marking scheme is strict ( they really focus on the term of SCIENTIFIC, our lecturer told us that we got the ideas sometimes but we have problem on delivery the answers. ) and A Level exams always come out something extra. ( Once we did the past years question and wonder why we never look this kind of topic before and we ask lecturer, lecturer said that was something extra and he just cant conclude everything inside his notes. They like come out something extra who to blame for, not students but not those examiners too. We have to be smart and study extra. LOL )
But it isn't impossible to get A, depends how many handwork you pay for. Well sometimes I just fed up because I felt I was so confident to score high marks because almost every single question I knew how to do but the marks came out was 48/80 for Biology. I really well prepared that time. But guess what? I still the top 5 in the list. I was like I don't care how others score ( well I do care, I just don't want myself be the lowest or among that ) but OMG whats this? I only got a C for it. That's quite disappointed and I checked for the answers. That's a lot of scientific error ( well i consider )
Some example: I wrote sticky mucus
Mark Scheme: stickier mucus
Example 2 : I wrote built up of atheroma
Mark Scheme : formation of atheroma
Example 3 : root hair
Mark Scheme: root hair cells
Example 4 : transport across
Mark Scheme : diffuse through
(ps: they want you definitely understand this mechanism whether it's diffuse or transport although they have similar meaning i think - SPECIFIC)
And sometimes I don't understand like - the question ask about this but the answers like a bit weird or not really related. Maybe I have understanding or thinking problem? WHATEVER.
Biology is my favourite subject but I score better in Chemistry I got like 58/80 70% B ( well i'm not selfish or showing off cause this marks consider quite normal in my class well it wasn't a good marks though but I just compare the difference laaaa ), the point is I only study Chemistry day before I sit for the exam. Biology I have paid so much hard works I got my own notes I almost finish the past years questions ( Damn Chemistry I never did 1 past year question also ) Things always don't go as what I expected, always feeling speechless for this kind of situation like SPM I used to hate physics but got an A at last which was better than my Biology. Maybe I'm not the clever type, have to work so hard to get what I want.
Actually I want have some rough schedule in this post but hahaha ends up with all these. Never mind, just 2 more days to go and I'm free I will arrange my schedule yaaaa don't worry my friends. We got the chance to hang out together.
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