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14 February 2014

Happy Valentine's Day 2014

Happy Valentine's Day! Happy Chap Gor Mei! Happy Friday!

Today should be the sweetest Friday ever because thank god it's Friday, and Valentine's Day and Chap Gor Mei ( Chinese Valentine's Day ) fall on the same day.

From the words above you notice "should be" right? Well of course it's the sweetest and prettiest day in 2014 for others couples, but not me.

Friday, I still had class from 8am-12pm. I received 2 valentine's gifts from friends, Hayley and Taewan.

Hayley gave me the souvenirs she bought from Penang, Street Art Note Book which the Street Arts are very famous in Penang nowadays. Many tourists and even Malaysian travel to Penang purposely because of that meaningful Street Arts.

I was quite shock when Taewan passed me the chocolate even it's just M&M. Well I'm not the only one who received it laaa, he also gave the chocolates to his Korean friends. But I'm so happy to get it even some of my friends also jealous of it.

The third present I received is from one guy who confessed to me today. Well I don't really know him, I even dont have his Facebook, phone number or whatever. He's just a hi-bye friends. And I told him the truth and he said it's okay cause he never think of we can be together, he just said he wants to give me something and makes me happy, thats it. We didn't talk much as he's quite shy, well I felt very awkward also.

I'm so emotional right now. I saw some posts from him, my previous boy. He's recorded a Valentine's music video. His talent makes me think of how I fall into him. We have the deep talk before, he has a girl he feels he like. Well that moment I thought I could let it go as that time I didn't feel anything. But when come to today, watching how amazing and awesome he is, and the piano melody he played comes in, just makes every feelings drown to me. It's sad to remember him, once again - the feeling of being alone. Writing in English because it limits my words, so I won't feel damn emotional.

He's the first guy I used to really fall into. Who cares? I have to let everything go and trying to be a better person. Chatted to one primary school friends, we haven't met for so long already, but she said I have wonderful characteristic and I'm pretty ( well I kept mention I'm not, she's blind ) The reason I'm still single is maybe I have so many requirements to choose a right guy.

Whoever let me to choose? I don't even have the chance to say no. ( well except those playboys ) I'm just... well...I don't know how to say.

Gotta end here, it's not the solution to keep nagging. I still have to do revision. I still have class tomorrow, sad case.

Bye.

Presents received, some from friends.




This is just very cute right? The box bought from Hong Kong. Inside is cookies and chocolates.






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