enjoy being alone

Since I am waiting for the drama to load, and I am tired of doing math, so I am here, teehee. My parents are at outstation, my brothers are staying over at their friends' houses, and I am not invite anyone come to stay over at my house. At first I did, but many issues there need to consider and quite troublesome, and end up Ive changed my mind - I want to experience hows life of being alone, maybe I will be study oversea years later, so I should experience how things work. It might help a little I guess, at least a bit.

So far I quite enjoy the moment while I am at home, alone, so quite and peace. I am getting greedy, wanted more time being alone but I cant, my parents will be back soon. I dont know why, I am over with always want hang out with friends, maybe like what Ive said before - everything thing has a transition period, and mine for that is over. These days I seem want to be at home, do not have any intention want to date with friends, weird right? A sociable girl anti-socialing.

My friends said Ive changed compare to years ago. They said nowadays, I seem not that active anymore, I am still a crazy while we talk, I mean in terms of socialising. They said I would like to stay in comfort zone, not going to explore more stuffs, meet new friends, I am just quiet.

Herrr do not know what else to say, my life nowadays just repeating, sometimes i feel i am so sick with it. I have lots of decision need to make, every decision I need to make just feel like scratching my hair. SIGH.

Okay la bye.