Disadppointed

Today...

In the morning...

I felt good and happy...

Because I remember back my last night memory...

And another reason is...

I seen full moon...

The beautiful full moon...

Bright and round full moon...

If the moon beside have stars...

Then perfect...

But just left a few of stars...

When we child...

We have a song lyris...

That song was sing about "The stars cannot be count "...

But now...

I can count it clearly without less...

Whatever...

I like moon of today...

But I hope I can see the sky full of stars and the moon one day...

I like natural lanscape such as sky, sea, sunset and any natural lanscape...

I am not good in english...

I cannot describe how wonderful the moon is...

But I can tell real...

It really wonderful and nice...

My good mood just until afternoon...

I heard that I must be stay back after school for my club...

Ok...

I must go because I am member...

So I feel very sorry to my dad because I need to stay back and my dad need to fetch me back...

After school...

I found the teacher which incharge the club...

She was late...

Amongs like that...

I forgave her...

Ok...

She say she will let me be the CEO because I am the eldest and follow this many years...

And I say real...

I am a responsible person...

But like last year...

Finally not...

Because I do not have freinds in Form 4...

Actually is all of my freinds do not want join it...

I know the reason...

And I do not have fans in form 1,2,3...

Ok...

I cannot be CEO...

I feel tired in this club...

Whatever...

My parents want me sigh out...

Yes...

I also think so...

Teacher also cannot promise me anything whatever how responsible I am or I were try my best done all of my works...

I think I...

Not think...

I will sigh out...

Actually I am so tired...

I were hardworking many years...

And i cannot get any repect...

So I think I were wrong from the start...

I think I better concetrate on my study...

Or find another club to play my talance...

Maybe that are the way I need to start earlier...

However I am late...

Really tired to say that again...

I think I should stop here...

Let my brain be fresh and relax...

Bye~