My 2011 years

Hey...

It was past 2 weeks in 2011...

OK...

I would like to tell you all that...

This year really a BUSY year for me...

However I online and writing blog now...

But it is a moment...

I think 1 hour only...

I spend my study time to relax...

Do I waste my "gold" time??

I dont know...

I feel so stress for this year...

I study form 4 this year...

Next year will having a most important exam- SPM...

However the exam is next year...

But all teacher tell us that we must start hardworking from this year...

OK...

We start hardworking...

We have extra class in school...

We go tuition EVRYDAY...

We also need to go activity a week...

I feel not enough time to me...

I not enough time to study more untill perfect...

I not enough time to sleep...

I not enough time to relax...

I not enough time to enjoy...

I not enough time to happy...

Whatver sad or cry too...

Now...

My family day - Sunday...

I would like to cancle it because better stay in home for sleep...

Sometime I also go for FAMILY DAY...

But it look like a job to me too...

Actually I enjoy it...

But I think I am so stress untill I feel and think like that...

Is me dont know how to handle...

Or live like that really will feel stress??

I dont know...

I also dont know how to realese my negatif charge...

Who can tell me??

And 1 thing else is...

I am at top class...

Maybe I nervous...

I feel so scare I will be the last in my class...

So...

Do you all also agree me really feel stress??

I want be the top...

But dont know can I be??

I am less confidence to myself...

Later want go for tuition...

Actually I am not hate go for tuition...

But I scare my father will become angry or boring...

Because he need evryday bring me to tuition...

I many thing need to think...

Now 2011 just start for 2 weeks...

How many weeks, how many months I want to pass through??

Who can help me??

I am...

I dont know what I can do...

Now I just hope...

I can get the best result...

Try all my best...

Hope myself can be sucessful...

Do you all guys will wish and pray for me??

^8^