Study law lesson really so easy? My cousin after studying next year then she become a lawyer. She is 20 years old now, so young then become a lawyer? Well, my mom so jeolous. Many people around me are studying law, is it really easy? I dont know. My mom's friend's daughter also studying law, okay, if she get good result and become a lawyer year after, then my mum sure more jeolous. She would like compare everything. She want the best from herself and even family. But don't you think a over comparison can make people stress and die? Maybe I exaggerate already, but what I say is truth.
Well, have a comparison is can, it maybe become an effort to make myself or somebody to be more hardworking. But if it was too over, it will make me antipathy and hate it. If anything need to compare, then if someone is beautiful then me, then do I need go for make surgery? It is too absurd. I really cant accept it lol.
Actually I like law before, but I choosen science class now, didnt it really not use for law? My brother said science useful in law which is science train us logic thinking, do it really true? I dont know, I just think for the job whuch is related what I study now. I don't like waste my time for study such non-sense thing which is not related in my future and my job, just like wasting your time to make effort study it cause science really not easy.
My mom said if I can maintain 8A2B, she will present me a laptop or a phone. It really like a dream. Do I really need to listen for it and study like hell to achieve this distant dream? I know I cant do that even nothing is impossible. But first, my phisic cant get B anymore, my physic just can get C only. I tlod my mom that, but she just keep ignore it and said I should more hardworking to achieve that such dream. Not for her but all is for me. It sound like really right and nice but don't she know how difficult to achieve the task she give? maybe I just ignore it and just keep do my best but not study like hell, if really that, I think I havent acheive my dream than I face mental-health problem and become crazy. I dont want that happen maybe it will not happen. As I said before"nothing is impossible", right?
I just told her I do my best. I hope my mom will not always make a comparison. It is so funny that I thought I pray for the people who my mum compare with me to failed or unsucessful in exam or even task, I thought it is the festest way and possible way I can done it. LOL.
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