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15 January 2013

Nowadays

Long time didn't talk about 1D? Am I losing my feeling or love towards them? I'm just so lazy to talk about - about everything.

Waiting for the theory lesson to he finished and after that have to go The Fitness to exercise and at least have to do 3 hours. This what the trainer told me and at least 5 days per week to hit my target in half year.

I don't know I can completed this task or not cause it just like the hardest thing to do and to be promised. My mum still don't know I have skip all the classes and she just said:" how come you can't be slimmer? Something wrong with your hormone?" I just keep quite and feel quite ashamed.

I'm lazy to do anything nowadays, even hang out with friends. I just would like to stay at home and lying on the bed or sofa to watch my drama or just to finish my novel or comics. The only things that can make me out are dinner or movie. I have been lazy for so many days just after the trip, just like I haven't rest enough.

Even I stay all day at home but I get so less rest, I means sleep. I only sleep 3-6 hours per day cause in the middle of the night, I like to enjoy my drama and novel. I have to wake up at 12pm cause my mum force to do so. I always sleep at 7-9am if I want.

Less to chat with friends nowadays cause I really lazy and don't know what to chat for cause I have graduated and seem like we have no common things to chat with. The same topic always appear in the conversation which is "WHAT YOU WANT TO STUDY? HOW ARE YOU? HAVE YOU WORK NOWADAYS? HAVE YOU GET YOUR LISENCE YET?" I have answered all these 100+ times with the same answer. I also don't know what subject I will choose in the future and what I can tell is I'm waiting for the result. I'm fine anyway. Don't need work and just stay at home.

Why have to keep waiting? I'm really hate waiting nowadays. Wait for few hours, I really feel sleepy right now. Can I have my nap, NO. Okay, WELL.


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