Sigh

It's so hard to ignore someone who once meant so much to you. Yeah, it's truth, totally.

It's express why I still feel excited or expected from my previous crush - that's the reason! He has meant so much to me for a period of time.

We are just like kite... Sometimes near but sometimes far...While I have tried to let go, he keeps appear in my life. It's like never has an ending. Sigh.

I do not know how it will turn out to be?
I hope everything will be alright. My friends asked me what is the ending that I expect or ask for? I said I do not know and I'm also not willing to think about it.

I don't know much about him and I don't know what he is actually thinking. He is just like...how to say that..he always change..he is passionately sometime but also cool, I don't exactly know about him.
His passion surprised you but his cold hurt you.

Do you know that, in still waiting his reply.